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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
Hallie wrote: "Can anyone please explain to me why I'm always doing reckless things detrimental to my mental health?"Who knows, maybe one way to cope with it is to do things reckless enough to get your mind off it.
♛✧נєℓℓувєαη✧♛✧¢σмρℓєтєℓу ιηмαтυяє αη∂ αωкωαя∂✧♛ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "^ Gosh I am soooo annoying."Hallie wrote: "The fact that the earth is round is a universal fact (okay truth, whatever), but some very obstinate people thought that the earth was fl..."
*shrugs* Nah I'm still annoying xP
♛✧נєℓℓувєαη✧♛✧¢σмρℓєтєℓу ιηмαтυяє αη∂ αωкωαя∂✧♛ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Can anyone please explain to me why I'm always doing reckless things detrimental to my mental health?"Who knows, maybe one way to cope with it is to do things reckless enough to ge..."
Except what I do just puts me right back to square one.
To-do List
• Update Magic Book in Elysian Darkness
• Plan plot ideas in Elysian Darkness
• Read and review Flame in the Mist• Update Million Pages Challenge in DEAR
• Write a story with the theme spring (if possible, not depressing -_- )
• Order books from library
Mosquitoes please leave me alone! I'm losing enough blood already...
I'm a permanent resident of that hospital! xD Wait why the ER?
Ooohhhh! I've lost too much blood to think straight xD
I feel better already. Thank you! :)
I think I'll name my character Lilly :)
That hairstyle!
That cutie!
Lillian wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I think I'll name my character Lilly :)"Lilly's a good name. I like that name. Why did you pick that name?"
*hugs back*
The theme is spring, so I just thought it would be fun to name my protagonist with the name of a flower. I couldn't decide between Rose and Lilly because I love both the names, but finally decided to go with Lilly because:
1. It's your nickname :D
2. My favourite YouTuber!
3. Lilies are my second favourite flowers.
4. It sounds more free willed and cheerful, which is what I want this character to be.
Word of the day
Astrophile: (Noun)
One fond of star lore; an amateur astronomer
*attempts to say that out loud* You don't want to hear this coming from my mouth xD *continues butchering the poor word*
How to toddlers manage to say gibberish like this? xD This is coming from the person whose brother, this morning, reminded of the nonsensical words she made up as a toddler.
And I banged my shoulder against the wall......
Hallie wrote: "And I banged my shoulder against the wall......"Ow! That must have hurt but at least you didn't slam into a set of bleachers. :)
Let's now even start counting the number of times that happened xP
I just woke up and I'm already in a bad mood.
Hallie wrote: "And I banged my shoulder against the wall......"ouch *hugs*
Hallie wrote: "^ Gosh I am soooo annoying."no you're not
Hallie wrote: "Word of the dayAstrophile: (Noun)
One fond of star lore; an amateur astronomer
"
I like stars too. But I haven't seen them in a really long time....
*hugs back*Nooo you're not annoying! I actually am, though.
Aww you should go out tonight and see them!
Hey Lilly! I have a slight headache, so not so good. You?
Why shouldn't we help you? Wait I shouldn't ask, right?
Oh, I did something wrong. *Walks out the door and leaves the building*
Noooo! It's not your fault! I just freaked over something else, and didn't see your post.
I'm still talking to my phone...... I'm turning senile! Visit me at Bedlam.
Lillian, can I borrow one of your knives? Or two? Or all of them?
Hallie wrote: "Lillian, can I borrow one of your knives? Or two? Or all of them?"*Walks back in* What do you have?
Hallie: A Knife!
Me: NO!
Oh come on! It's just a knife. I've had the mental maturity to hold one ever since I was born.
No knives, no sharp objects and no hurting! This is the last straw! *Summons powers* Kamehameha!
I want to get hurt. Not just banging my head or arm or leg against something. I want pain that last for more than a day or two. Perhaps forever. Perhaps fatal.
Why pain of all things? What about something else like food, or books, or beverages like soda or tea?
Because out of all these things, that's the only things, pain is the only thing I can enjoy without growing tired of it.
Oh Hallie, I grow tired of pain every single day and I wish it wasn’t a thing, how might you enjoy it? I guess I shouldn’t judge people because of the thugs they enjoy.
Hallie wrote: "*hugs back*Nooo you're not annoying! I actually am, though.
Aww you should go out tonight and see them!"
no, I'm the annoying one, not you
I wish, but it's hard to see them at night
Lillian wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Hey Lilly! I have a slight headache, so not so good. You?"*looks down at my arms* Eh... I've been better."
LILY NO *Hugs*
Hallie wrote: "Lillian, can I borrow one of your knives? Or two? Or all of them?"NO *takes away all knifes and sets them on fire*
Hallie wrote: "I want to get hurt. Not just banging my head or arm or leg against something. I want pain that last for more than a day or two. Perhaps forever. Perhaps fatal."NO I WILL HUG YOU *Hugs*
I am a superhero I will teleport or ride my dragons to wherever you are and hug you
♛✧נєℓℓувєαη✧♛✧ℓσνє ιѕ α тяαgι¢ ƒαтє✧♛ wrote: "Oh Hallie, I grow tired of pain every single day and I wish it wasn’t a thing, how might you enjoy it? I guess I shouldn’t judge people because of the thugs they enjoy."I'm pretty sure I said this before, but I suppose I'm a masochist that way. I'm afraid I can't give you a more rational reason, because how am I supposed to describe that over the years, pain feels good for me? Yeah, maybe I am nuts.
Alex! You are most certainly not annoying, and if anyone dares to say otherwise, they are stupid and will turn into corpses :)Well, when you come over, we're going stargazing my friend!
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Hallie wrote: "The fact that the earth is round is a universal fact (okay truth, whatever), but some very obstinate people thought that the earth was flat for a while. But what they thought did not change the fac..."
You're not annoying, since actually I feel like we sorta talk the same way! You know, like if we were to explain something we'd do it in such dept and history that only ourselves would understand. It's weird, I know but I feel it's true. Go ahead and tell me otherwise, since everyone was made to have separate opinions. :)