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[Hallie]

You mean knives. (Sorry had to point that out, or I wouldn't be able to sleep today even though I know it was accidental.) Well, there's also trains, roofs and balconies of buildings, poison, overdosing on cough syrup with paracetamol mixed in it, hanging, carbon monoxide poisoning, starvation, drowning, overdosing on random medicines, setting myself on fire, suffocation and more.

[butterbean]

Wow Hallie, that’s quite the collection of. . . ehh. Okay yes autocorrect thinks it’s funny right now but whatever just ran through your mind might not so. (Now I’m just rambling.)

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Hallie wrote: "Jellybean, ehee! :D

Alia, come on, it can't be that bad! You're worst is a hundred times better than my best. Ugh I get out of writer's block by..... If I knew how to, m the current story that I'm..."

Well, it's bad, and kind of weird, but I deleted it off here because I came up with two amazing last lines and that might make it worth sharing under my real name... is there any writing site where you can post your work without like, popular erotica stories? Looking to start building a profile as a writer for the purpose of college and other stuff... but would rather not have a lot of that on the side, lol.
Your writing is great, stop that! You're just very thorough. I'm procrastinating on doing final edits to my English paper... Mr. Knox might like it, but I don't. I have way too much passive voice and it's driving me crazy!

I'm sorry about the dream! Idk what's going on... guess I'm worrying about school stress because I really don't want it back! I just dreamt about school hardships for the third night in a row. This time I failed a culture quiz in French (we've never even had that before) and lost everything I needed for the presentation we're doing on Monday.. aaahhhh...

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

It never hurts to get help Hallie, I'm so sorry it's been rough. Please don't mess with electricity :(

[Hallie]

Jellybean, I think I did warn you that I'm morbid, so hopefully you're not that surprised. Well, candidly I kind of attempted ingesting expired pills back in August, but failed and lost my chance to try again when the pills were taken away from me, so I did more research and ended up with more information than I should probably know.

Ignore me. I still don't know what I'm talking about.

[Hallie]

Alia, I know but I don't want to. In my defence, the electric connection in this house sucks. I get shocks where I switch on the computer, touch the refrigerator, try to switch on the bulb hanging in my room, and basically everything that requires electricity. It hates me just as much as I hate myself.

[butterbean]

Wow that’s deep Hallie, don’t hate yourself so much! I mean I hate myself all the time but still, it’s good to love yourself everyonce and awhile. <3

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Does anyone really want to though? I didn't. Aw that sucks but that doesn't mean you should play with it :( Has anyone ever discussed getting an electrician?

You have every right to talk about it but that doesn't mean you should do it.

[Hallie]

Jellybean, wish that was simple...

Alia, I don't think I deserve help or to live for that matter. I was trying to charge my phone and hoping it would do something to me instead, but this entire house is in ruins. Just two of three lights in the entire house works, the tiles just came off, flushes and taps don't work, electric connection is bad, locks of doors scare my parents a lot... Even if we did complain, I doubt my dad would know what to start with. My dad hopes that we'd be able to shift to our own place this year (mainly the reason why I changed schools in the first place, but I'm still here!), so if things for once go according to his plan, we might move in a few months. Then the landlord can do whatever he wants to fix the place before taking in new tenants.

[butterbean]

Oh Hallie, I don’t even know what to say to make you feel better.

[Hallie]

It's fine, Jellybean. You don't have to worry about me.

[butterbean]

You’re sure making that a truthful statement. :/

[Hallie]

Uhhhh..... *doesn't know what to say so....* Ehee!?

[butterbean]

Ehee! :D

[Hallie]

I typed out and half of the things I'm planning to do for my new character, but ended up deleting that part before posting the comment :/ Why do I keep doing that? Typing out stuff that I want to say, but eventually decide it's trivial and exit the page without posting.

[Hallie]

I'm trying to think of a title that's funny and light-hearted for small stories of random stuff that's meant to amuse people.

[Hallie]

From Thor and Loki?!?!

[Hallie]

1. I can't breathe.
2. I'm coughing a lot.
3. I feel mentally drained.
4. I'm restless.

[Hallie]

And some creep kept calling and asking me where I was. So I blocked his number.

[butterbean]

*Peeks from around a corner* Who this dude? I’ma show him not’a call you again!

[Hallie]

Lillian wrote: "Hallie wrote: "And some creep kept calling and asking me where I was. So I blocked his number."

Whoa, wait what? *stops sharpening knives for a moment*"

My mum often calls some relatives on my phone, so I picked up an unsaved number to see if it's someone she knew. Turns out it wasn't because it was some man who kept saying hello. I cut the call once, but then he called again. I decided to pick it up again, but this time he asked where I was in Irish -_- So I asked who he was, but all he said was 'hello' and 'where are you?' again. I blocked his number, but he tried to send a text message and call again.

[Hallie]

If he calls again, I'll just screw him with some 'don't you dare dial this number again, or I'll educate you about the existence of cyber cells'.

[Hallie]

The event in my roleplay group is going kind of okay (well, I'm not entirely happy with my part), but one of the characters just wants to be the best. It's really, really fun to see her like that, and I bet she won't be happy at all when I do whatever I'm going to do next xD I'm evil!

[Hallie]

Me: *types out roleplay response, presses post, realizes that data was turned off*
Also me: *types out cryptic message, encrypts it, forgets to save and loses all of it*

-_-

[princess maggie]

that top one is me every day...

[Hallie]

So I'm not alone!!! xP Welcome to the club!

[Hallie]

SHINE wrote: "Hallie wrote: "From Thor and Loki?!?!"

Yes! Well, inspired by their GET HELP scene!"

I feel special now xD

[Hallie]

I just realized that Easter this year is on April Fools Day xD

[Hallie]

No wonder I'm lonely.

[Hallie]

Me: Hey since I like Lisa's ehee so much, why don't I try rapping like her?

*clears throat*

Uh, I'ma fall in love, baby - Totally not the right way
You gon finna catch me - Horrible
Uh, give you all of this, baby - Terrible
Call me pretty and nasty - Earplugs! Where are they?!
'Cause we gonna get it - MAKE IT STOP!!!!
My love, you can uhhhh.... *forgets lyrics*
Bet it my la du du du re du du du du travail
I be the Bonnie and you be my Clyde
We ride de da
X's and O's

Guess I'll just stick with failing at trying to sing like Rosé.

[Hallie]

My thumb hurts.

[Hallie]

But it's fine.

[Hallie]

And I suddenly feel like roleplaying a lot!

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Same!! Especially when watching this new RP where Kaz is trying to capture Sephiran XD

Oh my gosh do you remember the one where Laura met him on the staircase? Lol XD

[Hallie]

I totally abandoned the Harry Potter group! :'( Oh gosh where is that????

Yeah, I kind of ruined that one, didn't I?

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

No you didn't! I'm worried about Liesel though! And it's in Dungeon Corridors!

Noooooooooo!!!! It was great!! You did not.

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Also the DEAR chatpage is quite interesting!

[Hallie]

Thanks Alia! Now I've got something else to stalk tomorrow xD

Lexie was great; me - nope.

*dies of embarrassment* How do you find me being pretentious interesting?

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

You're welcome! XD There are some other good ones too... I'm interested to see what will happen in Shade's apartment. Also Natasha is being a sadist at The Quad: Nightclub... poor Rafe.

You both were great!!!!!

Why do you think you're being pretentious? And the other stuff is interesting too XD

[Hallie]

I just realized that I missed the thing you wrote about Liesel. What happened? *takes down notes* Uh uh! Dang I feel like a horrible member for totally neglecting all this!

I beg to differ.

I don't know. Probably because I feel like I sounded pretentious. Lol xD

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Hallie wrote: "I just realized that I missed the thing you wrote about Liesel. What happened? *takes down notes* Uh uh! Dang I feel like a horrible member for totally neglecting all this!

I beg to differ.

I don..."

You're fine!! Well, I got a notif that she posted on the announcement page, but it seems she deleted the post and left the group. I PMed her to ask if she was alright... idk :(
Noooooooo again!! Listen, we're perfectly content with the people who ghost and never post, so why wouldn't we be more than content with you?
Half the time I just read the RPs to calm down.

Did you post a one-liner that took no effort? "Laura sat in a chair." No? Then your posts are already awesome!

No you didn't! You were being a mod. :)

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Also random question do you have Discord?

*thinks she already asked, sorry*

[Hallie]

Oh my goodness I hope she's alright! Could you tell me if you receive a response? Do you mods subscribe to the daily group posts emails? I used to do that until recently, and I could see deleted messages through that, but I don't know if that's changed now.
Well, I guess I'm just not fine with myself lurking because when I joined the group, I had goals in my mind. None of which I'll ever achieve at this rate.

Uh well..... But my responses were still dry!

If you say so xD

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Me too! Yeah, I will, although please understand that I might not if she wants it to be private for a certain amount of time. I asked if she wanted any messages delivered to the group so you can check the announcement page.
Well, idk about the others, but I don't. It clutters my inbox, although I only get fanfic updates and promotional emails there (because it's literally set up for interactions where i don't want to provide my real name lol). That makes sense.
It's fine!! Hey, listen, I quit before I could achieve my own. I despise change but it's kind of life's monarch so XD

Stoooopppp!!! They weren't!!!

Yay I won!

[Hallie]

Alia wrote: "Also random question do you have Discord?

*thinks she already asked, sorry*"

I don't remember you asking me, so you're fine! Well, I want to get it, but I'm not sure if I should. I mean I'm just scared I'll be lonely again.

[Hallie]

Alia wrote: "Me too! Yeah, I will, although please understand that I might not if she wants it to be private for a certain amount of time. I asked if she wanted any messages delivered to the group so you can ch..."

Of course. I respect her privacy. I just need to know whether she's fine :) Nothing else.

That was one of the reasons I opted out of it as well. The only disadvantage of opting out is that I can't see deleted messages and those are sometimes deleted after some drama, but I guess we can deal with it in other ways :)

Except you used all your characters a lot, and I still have a character I created in October and haven't used even to this day. *sighs*

They were!!!

:D

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Hallie wrote: "Alia wrote: "Also random question do you have Discord?

*thinks she already asked, sorry*"

I don't remember you asking me, so you're fine! Well, I want to get it, but I'm not sure if I should. I m..."

Okay! You should if you have storage on your phone! I think Alex has it and there's a GR server that I'm not in but pretty sure Erin is too. They'd probably love having you!

Don't worry, we're right here!

I've found it's a great place to DM people from different sites who might not know each other well enough to be in a server together.

Right now I have Erin, Kim, and three old site friends (the three awesome and sane people on the site, haha).

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Hallie wrote: "Alia wrote: "Me too! Yeah, I will, although please understand that I might not if she wants it to be private for a certain amount of time. I asked if she wanted any messages delivered to the group ..."

Sounds reasonable! Thanks for caring! I imagine she's just busy but it was odd so I want to check.

Yeah, and maybe it's better if we don't see the deleted message because the user doesn't want us to see them. Now I'm worrying that people who follow my journal could see deleted comments! And not people like you if you follow it, I mean creepy stalkers if there are any.

I only used Corvus and Ardelle! Mara only got 1.5 rps before I gave her up, you know.

Nooooooooo!!! (Glad it's not autocorrecting to 'booboo!' That was stupid!)

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Sorry to spam but you should join us on self chat XD

[Hallie]

Alia wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Alia wrote: "Also random question do you have Discord?

*thinks she already asked, sorry*"

I don't remember you asking me, so you're fine! Well, I want to get it, but I'm not sure i..."

I think I have space for that :) I'll just remove some books that I didn't like to make space. I also want to use it because there's an artist from a different website I wish I could get some advice from. I'll download it right now then :)