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Jan 27, 2016 10:50PM
I...I'm done...I give up...I don't know what to do anymore. I can't take it anymore. I've tried...and I've failed...I'm sorry...I've lost myself...I can't keep hiding everything inside...it's going to start showing...
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Let it all out. Give everything to God and He will help. He loves you. He will always love you.
Since I brought the fork and blade to my wrist...thought's of cutting enter my mind all the time now...I've been trying hard to resist...Idk how much longer I can though...
...I feel like you need a hug :) But in all seriousness, have you considered calling one of those free hotlines or joining a group or online chat where you can get some help? There's nothing wrong with doing that and maybe it could help you. You seemed to be doing so well. Then again I understand how it likes to creep back randomly. Don't worry. It's normal for something like that. But you can't loose hope. Remember there are options
I think I'm fine now...Thank you :)
...well this was an awkward convo to randomly drop in on, but all's good now, eh? Good,... cus I'd prob be of no help, alright than....*Slowly backs out of thread*
Sorry. I am alright for now though, you're ok :)
Pushing cars...always fun. I should sleep though...especially since I've probably got class tomorrow -_- and still haven't done the homework!!!!!!
Well...it's easy enough to piss me off I guess. I'm seething now
Ok...so there's two people (not sure of actual names) but they were basically telling two or three other people to cut themselves, slit their throats, and commit suicide. Easiest way to get under my skin: bully or cyberbully. The posts were really bad
If it was on GR you can flag the post and report them. That's your best defense.
It was on G+
They didn't say it to me but they shouldn't have said it in general
They didn't say it to me but they shouldn't have said it in general
Well at least you don't know my life.
I'm sure they have something similar where this type of thing can be reported even if it wasn't said to you directly.
The Cheshire Cat~Now you see me. wrote: "Well at least you don't know my life."
Tell me
@Nate Things seem to have simmered down...I'll more than likely report them regardless
Tell me
@Nate Things seem to have simmered down...I'll more than likely report them regardless
My "friends" hate me. My gf broke up with me bc I apparently didn't notice her, and then I ignored her. Apparently. I cant do anything without getting people mad at me.
What on earth happened to make your "friends" hate you? I know it's cliche and everything, but if they hate you for some reason, they aren't real friends. And as for the gf...that must mean she wasn't the right one. How are you coping with the break up? Doesn't sound like you're doing too good to me...
I don't know why they hate me. I told my gf that she deserves someone better than me and she freaked out. I hide my feelings so people don't ask to many questions.
I know how that is.
I'm here if you need/want to talk
I'm here if you need/want to talk
I am usually off by myself. I always feel alone.
I know. I just want you to know though, I'm here
No offense, but people don't always stay around for long when I come around.
Yeah. I know. I'm strange that way though. I don't leave people (I was forced to for a year but that is the first and last time that it happened) Once people get me, I'm stuck to them for eternity
The only time I leave is bed time, class time, and eating time honestly. Really isn't that much time that I'm not here now that i think about it
wym? What about real life? I don't leave anyone in real life either
I know. It's sad and pathetic but you'll find people who will stick around
It'll probably be the longest time, until I find the.
You just gotta be patient
I'm about to pass out though...sorry :/
I'm about to pass out though...sorry :/
I shall try!
Welcome to the chat, Dino XD
Welcome to the chat, Dino XD
*shameful bow of head* I really was quite tired...
That's nothing to be ashamed of
tired no, being a dinosaur..possibly. Though I figured the convo need to be lightened up a bit
Ah ok
Yeah my convo does seem pretty depressing, doesn't it?
Yeah my convo does seem pretty depressing, doesn't it?
Takes two to converse...unless you talk to yourself
True...fine, my thread in general seems pretty depressing. lol
I know you didn't.
I know it is though. From the get-go because I started this with a "broken" heart pretty much
I know it is though. From the get-go because I started this with a "broken" heart pretty much
so that was one phase, one small time period, it doesn't define you. Change it up a bit than
Yeah. I think I'm alright...maybe hard to tell
