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:(. I never got a pet! I SSOOO Wanna have a pet. Preferably a Cat. But I love dogs and rabbits too (Go Bugs Bunny :D). Probably I'll get to keep one SOMEDAY. It doesn't matter when, but I'll Definitely have one.
SO I thought, why not decide the name earlier??? I was sorta taking a break (heh) so I thought why not search through some GoOgLe MaGiC!! And I Found Some!
But these are all Roman/Greek/Egyptian/Hindu myth related names, because DUH I love mythologies!!
Here we go~
Sparta (for a fashionable kind of pet :P)
Antonius (Cat)
Fausta/Faustus (Cats)
Portia (Roman..hey avoid the Hunger Games!)
Nara (..the winged horse in Hindu Mythology ;) )
Ladon (for a dangerous pet!!)
Rufus (red haired..lol)
Damasen (YESH HOH reference)
Small Bob (another HOH reference..and better one :D)
Nape (not Snape mind you)
Chetak (one of the fastest horse in Hindu Mythology..)
Anubis (for a dangerous but cute dog :P)
Abell (cute kitty!)
Bali (the monkey lol)
Alright that's for now, which one is your favorite?

WHOOP WHOOP! I dunno why guys but I've been feeling really really happy for the past few hours for No Apparent Reason at all! Maybe because when I woke up I've been thinking all about Team Leo, lol. ((Yes people I'm THAT big fan of PJO/HoO, pssh and people say THEY are a big fan)). Maybe because I've been watching IISuperwomanII last night upto 1 am. Maybe because I'm gonna learn a lot of new things, because learning new things is something I LOVE to do!
And because of that, even though I'm looking at all negative comments here and there, I've been smiling and answering them positively and making them laugh with my stupid comments once in a while :P. But all in all, I'm feeling like a Happy Unicorn :D

Another Random thing about me- I LOVE this site named Blogthings
It's one of the first sites that I discovered on Internet when I was about 11 (yes folks, even before Facebook!!). Now just a few weeks ago I somehow got connected to it again and it was just Fun!! Basically it is FULL of quizzes, from personality to choices to just Everything. Do check it out, because It's Cooleo!
http://www.blogthings.com/
Anyway, I just took this quiz called 'What type of name you should have' and I got
You Should Have a Retro Name
You are the first to admit that you are a bit drawn to the past. You love old fashioned things and sometimes wish for simpler times.
You embody the grace and charm of the past. You also have an amazing flair and style that others envy.
You believe that looking back can provide us with a lot of perspective and forgotten gems. History is less stodgy than it seems.
Retro names like Clara, Richard, Ida, Charles, Margaret, Frank, Alice, Arthur, and Grace would suit you.
MUAHAHA I LIKE IT :D

Okay I just took this quiz named What's Normal About You and What's Not
My Freaking Result- You Are Fairly Normal
You Are 65% Normal.
Like most people you are normal in some ways...
But you aren't a completely normal person. You're a little weird too!
I'm not worried about that though. I'm worried about the REASONS they called me weird, which you SHOULDN'T read below if you are interested to take the quiz too..
(view spoiler)
The Eff?? Dude that was Normal okay! You can't freaking judge me!!

Another Quiz :P
What Does Your Birth Date Mean
Look what result I got!!!
You Are A Leader
Independent and dominant, you tend to be the alpha dog in most situations.
You're very confident, and hardly anything ever shakes you.
Mundane tasks tend to drain you - you prefer to be making great plans.
You are quite original. When people don't "get" you, it bothers you a lot.
Your strength: Your ability to gain respect
Your weakness: Caring too much what others think
Your power color: Orange-red
Your power symbol: Letter X
Your power month: October
Well okay I agree with almost all of this, but a Leader? Wow..
Here's the quiz.. http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyou...
Don't hesitate to tell me what you got ;)

A Happy Topic isn't it?

Well, there was this GR topic titled 'What do you wanna do before you die?' so I made my list (for some reason) and posted it in there. Then I actually thought about it more, and improved the list. This list is below. Some things are obviously random, but I really wanna do every single one of them before I die, maybe more...
Oh and By the way the things are NOT listed according to my priorities, it's just a random list of things.
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* Pilot a Helicopter - Hell Yes!
* Do something to make my mom really really proud - Yep.
* Have a slumber party with my friends - Not that I've many...but yes folks I've never had a slumber party, so..
* Have a tea chat with Rick Riordan - Aphrodite style, lol. Probably for a whole day. Yup, I can take tea all the day if I have to chat with him!
* I also wanna meet AR Rahman and Mohit Chauhan, because their songs and music has Changed my Life. I JUST LOVE THEM BOTH!!!!!!!
* Meet some of my GR friends ^_^
* Be fit and in shape!
* I wanna be a pianist. Like not professional one, but just a girl who's Really, really good at it :D. Then maybe I'll be able to post them on Youtube!
* Ride in a hot air balloon- PWWEESSEE!! :P
* Recommend 'The Fault in Our Stars' to every depressed person around who thinks His life is a mess
* Visit about 20 countries - More than half of which are in Europe :P. Dream too much?
* Learn Swimming and Karate- Again PWWEESSEE!!
* Use a telescope myself to observe outer space - I So wanna Do it!!
* Write a novel - *rubbing hands and cackling*
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That's all for now. I don't think I need to add another thing in this list. I can only hope they all come true ^_^
Over and Out!

*whistling a song* Oh. Hi there! Oh, where had I been? Just with my GRANDPARENTS!!!!!
YO Peeps! Imma staying with my Grandparents, and it's the ending of my second day here that I'm finally completely assured that the Wiifii is working absolutely fine.
Why am I here?
In the shortest way possible- For study purposes. It's a looong story, which I'll definitely elaborate under another topic.
What's my status?
Posh and Awesomeness!
Seriously?
Hmm..no not totally. Of course I miss my parents very much, which might be a little weird for an 18 year old, but hey parents are parents alright? And nobody, i say Nobody can take place in this world for an annoying little brother that I miss right now!

Just downloaded Instagram app on my phone. Weird and a little crazy but I wanted to have one for a long time, and well...it's a little weird to have my selfie in there :P.

My driving lessons have started from today. Just for your knowledge, here in India, you don't get driving license till 18, so now that I turned 18 I'm FINALLY gonna get it. Aaannd...yeahhh....it was my first driving lesson today...on a manual car.
For those who don't know what it is- It's a car WITHOUT the automatic gear :S
So, first I had to get acknowledged with all the gears and clutches and stuff.
How was my first driving?? BUMPY!!!
It was more like taking a swing, because the pressure of my foot on the accelerator was either too much or too low so the car kept 'stopping-and-starting-abruptly' kind of thing :P.
They guarantee to make students drive car in 10 days..hopefully I'll be one of those, lol.

*laughing and stomach clutching* Aaahhh...I still can't get away from that awkward moments I remember right now XD
But FIRST OF ALL, I'll let you guys on a secret so SSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm preparing for this 'English Exam' which is on 15th of May. It's not a school Exam, but an Exam that will allow me to study abroad (YAY!).
And according to the teachers in the institute in which I go daily to prepare for that exam has assured me that I can score even higher than the scores I need for Study Visa.
Anyway, one of the sections of this Exam is English Speaking...for obvious reasons. But I am admittedly NOT THAT good in English speaking. Not that I CAN'T Speak, I just don't know how to speak correctly. Like form proper sentences with perfect vocabulary and all that. You know what I mean? Like the blubbery stuff I'm doing here right now :P.
Honestly, I can write All the world disasters and basically Everything with Everything correct in about 1000 pages. But speaking constantly for 2 minutes?? *hides in the blanket*
But the Interviewers are especially gonna check the Fluency, Grammar, Vocabulary etc. so of course the private institute Also makes up some practice drills for us.
((yes folks the Hilarious part is close :D))
I had my fake speaking Test yesterday..in which the Interviewer was supposed to ask anything about myself..then he'd give me a question card and I would have to speak about it for 2 minutes without stopping, then the interviewer will start asking for opinions Rapid-quick and I have to survive that by giving my opinions.
I was actually worried about speaking constantly, but as it turned out, it went Really well. Somehow I passed the 'things-about-myself' phase. Honestly I felt like Katniss in that part, because speaking about myself and exposing my hobbies and stuffs to practical strangers is just...*shudder*
But somehow I got through it and then came the question-card phase. And, my folks, I was SO Freaking Nervous even in that Fake-speaking test that I DIDN'T STOP till 5 minutes!!!!!!! And you know what happened after that??
The Interviewer was quite for a few moments, and I felt a little proud at that, but then he sat forward, took my question card and pointed out that I was supposed to talk about SOMETHING ELSE! Like OMG I BABBLED ABOUT THE WRONG STUFF FOR FIVE MINUTES! There wasn't much difference, but the question was something about an 'Adventure' and I instead spoke about some 'School Trip'. CAn you Believe this??
Gosh, it was SO super embarrassing. But the fake interviewer assured me that I'll do well if I just 'Stick-to-the-topic', probably I'll score even better than the average students. But STILL, it was MOJO Embarrassing!
But now, sitting at home, completely at ease, I'm still laughing about it. I told my mom and she started laughing, I told my grandparents and THEY started laughing, and even though I wanna be angry with me I'm laughing too :P.
You know those weird moments when you don't know whether to be embarrassed or laughing, (Example- Frak Zhang and the Chinese Handcuffs)...yeah...
Over and Out :P


11 Musicians, 5 countries, 1 SONG.
The female singer in this sings in Hindi (I don't know about the male singer..maybe French), but the musicians are from different countries fusing it into an AMAZING song, promoting the fact that 'Music is Universal'.
The English lyrics are in the description..but You're ALL gonna Love it <3!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PspcQ...
If possible, please share it too ^_^
Over and Out!

Disclaimer: I don't mean it 'Biologically' dirty minders XD.
Well, I'm here to confess that I don't really like mentioning about depressing stuffs in my life, but that doesn't mean that I don't Have any. After all my life is just like you guys- lots of Ups and Downs. But yeahh...it doesn't feel so good when they're so many downs.
So..well..It's kinda embarrassing to say this, but my paternal Grandparents, the ones whom I'm staying with these days, are not so...Good.
To be straight- I HATE them. I'm regretting so much staying with them, but also thanking the God that I don't have to stay with them any longer than a month.
Well, my Grandfather isn't that bad. He's kinda fat, and unhealthy, and has a jolly nature too. But most of the time he's money conscious and a hot-head XD. He has a very short temper. Not that he took it on me or something, but my grandparents are barely hiding their real nature soo..yeahh..I actually KNOW how they are from all the past experiences and such.
There's one more thing about Grandpa, he's completely impassive when my grandma starts talking. That's right, my Grandmother is the REAL master of this house, basically my mom's mortal enemy and in a way mine too :P.
First of all, my Grandmother is COMPLETELY fashionable kind of lady. Even in this age she's highly self conscious, doesn't miss her salon appointments, takes 'selfies'. She's quite meany! She's not one of those who'll tell children old stories or something. Well okay she MIGHT do that with her other grandchildren, but not Me and my brother because of well, mom.
She doesn't STOP praising her daughters and her other relatives. She's on Facebook, Instagram and she keeps talking to her relatives all the time, which could be nice, if she weren't Deliberately slowing the Wiifii to prevent me from being on Computer. She KNOWS that I can't do much in home except being on Computer and studying, and even though I give my proper time to study, when I sit on computer most of the time the Wiifii isn't working for me cuz my grandma is chatting with one of her relatives on Viber or some app like that.
That's not even the worst part. On the third day in here I realized that she's being eavesdropping me, a LOT. She notices every friend I call, every text message I send to my mom or others. Once I returned from the bath and somehow got the info that she's been checking my phone.
And then comes the criticizing. She notices the Smallest of my mistakes and makes it into this Big deal. But not directly. More like
*chuckling with fake sympathy* 'Oh dear, so what if you did ____.'
She says this at least 10 times. She doesn't drop the subject of my mistakes deliberately.
Seriously, if I had to compare her with any fictional character of PJO/HoO, I'd compare her to Gaea or Drew, because she LIKES to control everyone like puppets with her invisible threads. She controls my dad like this exactly. She also controls my Grandfather like this. And her daughters (my aunts) aren't really better either.
Seriously, she made my life Hell these past few days. Not that she's interested to keep me here, she wants me to go as soon as possible, but of course she doesn't say it under her fake smile.
*shrug* What can I do about it huh? Except fake smiling and all....
Over and Out!

Sometimes I wonder how many people read my journals. And how many people hate it? :P. But almost Everyone wonders that right?? I'm Not the only one right??

So my vocab is just Completely down, I guess I really gotta improve it. I started learning new words and new phrases as many as I can in a day. I've even underlined some new words in my favorite novels which I didn't even notice before!! (Like HOW didn't I notice them BEFORE!?!) I read complicated paragraphs as fast and as accurate as I can.
So..if anyone of you guys got some advice for me to improve my vocabulary, please share it with me in the Thoughts Section :). That'd be really helpful!
Over and Out!

First of all, there was WAY too much lather (is that the word?) in the cup. Secondly, the quantity was WAY too much for me. Thirdly, it was...Okay I suppose. Like it felt a teeny-bit 'bitter' in the start, but then 'Cool and sweet' after the sip. Maybe because there was too much sugar in it? >_> Thanks Grandma.
Hmm..should I rate it? Well, why not :D
Look- 8/10
Flavor- 6/10
Coolness (:P)- 10/10
Over and Out!

A few Straight words: Look, I just don't care that it's in Hindi, but it doesn't make me any less 'cool' if I don't hear English songs or prefer rock music that much.
Alright, I was really bored and sad today, for many many reasons, so I just started listening and skipping every song I could find, until my mind just literally stopped at THIS one. I love it, and it made me feel so warm and fuzzy inside, and a lot happy too. I just want to share it because I just want to, it really doesn't matter which language it is in, because one of my personal mottos is 'Music is Universal'
Hope you enjoy :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fXRvl...

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE JUST HEAR IT IT'S JUST PURE AWESOME!!!!!!!!
Okay I'm done :D

Ohhhkayy...let me give you guys another confession, I LOVE the song Radioactive by Imagine Dragons, but I'd Never ever had the privilege to see the Official Video of this song.
So, I recently saw the official vid, and I couldn't stop laughing!! Like seriously??
I couldn't even believe that THIS was the official video of the song. Like, okay at first I was getting excited to see it, and my anticipations were increasing when I saw the gray-eyes girl enter a bad place or something, where we find the evil Japanese/Chinese smokers, some dudes in the prison and the dude on throne having the key. But then, ALL OF A SUDDEN, I see puppets. PUPPETS?!
I was just staring at the screen disbelievingly. Now, please, I've seen some disturbing things on the Internet, especially Youtube, but THIS! Like, One of my favorite songs in English was all about a Puppet fight???? ARE YOU SERIOUS?!?!
I don't even remember when I started laughing out Loud! When I saw the comments I couldn't even see one single evidence of people finding it odd. Maybe people commented about it back in 2012, and I'm here in 2014, watching the puppet fight for the first time!
Gosh, People these days!! Insane, I tell you!

And NOW, instead of doing my two essays and two graphs, I'm listening to Rue's Whistle Song on Youtube. Thanks a lot social media! And book fandoms, of course XD
*sniffle* I'll probably end up watching Catching Fire movie again on my lappy tonight...

On my auspicious 75th post (like 75th Hunger Games o.O..OMG) I would like to wish A Very Happy Mother's Day! I'm not sure though who exactly I'm wishing :P. Nah just kidding, I'm not really wishing, but spreading this wish around, to let all moms know how special they are!
You know how difficult a mom's job is?? Me neither XD.
But as far as I know, when it comes to mom, they work only by heart. They think and feel only (and only) by their heart whenever it comes Anything related to their children. That is the reason why we, as children, feel so attached to her. Or this could be the reason of why we lie, or make her get away from us- because we don't wanna hurt her. Weird but True!
Not trying to make this message sentimental, I wanna salute the efforts of mothers all around the world. There might be some bad mums too but lets not think of that XP.
You know, I have no idea how my mom knows what and when I need something, and I'm sure this is the case with many kids. Like..HOW?! Telepathy? Heart-to-heart relationship? Even the scientists have no Idea about it. Mothers are one of the most exceptional creatures on Earth! No wonder we're celebrating this day :D
So, all in all, This day is to remind all of us that how special moms are in our life. And This day is to make our mothers feel special too! So what in the fiddlesticks are you doing here sitting on computer/laptop/ipad/iphone???? GO CELEBRATE THIS DAY!
The LEAST you can do is go to your mother and give her a HUG. This is the Least thing that I'm telling you, alright? But if you're too far away from your mom to actually hug her (like me :P), grab your phone (not for internet you dolt!) and call her ASAP! Wish, gossip, chat whatever..but just Talk to her guys come on!
Over and Out! :D

Jeez..sometimes I wanna write so much, but other days I'm like 'Naah Eff it!' So..some shortcuts to what's going on with me, because there are SO many things I wanna rant about...ALL AT ONCE!
* My Driving Lessons are Almost Done. Now, I know how to steer, change gears (yes its a Manual car), clutch and break, use indicators, etc etc etc. But the THING is, whenever I'm Nervous, or really conscious about my driving, it goes WELL. But when I'm confident about driving, I do a LOT of mistakes :P. Gosh, I'm a Weirdo XD


->Mockingjay- SEVERAL new pictures of the set. None other than the Last Scenes of Mockingjay Part 2 *sniffle*
->The Maze Runner- Celebrated the 'Glader Day' all the day on twitter (yes I have the account)
-> BLOOD OF OLYMPUS- COVER TODAY AND SNEAK PEEK ON May 20!!
->TFIOS Movie- Screenings video and pictures and A New Clip (OMG it was So cute!)
etc etc etc
Gosh fandoms, WHY THIS WEEK?!?!
But you know what? All these news are Awesomesauce so Continue bringing down All the feels on me!


Though I Admit that I love this city, this Big house in which I live, with a Big TV screen (which I rarely use :P), a Big bookshelf (which I definitely Use!), a big toilet certainly bigger than back at my home :P), and Everything else big in the city. Including all the freedom I'm getting to do my Own things, you know, without having mom/dad/little bro to freak out ;).
It's the People that I don't like here, who are living with me in this house, that makes me wanna run away to my home, literally on my feet, which is 2 hour away from a car!!

And if you wanna advice me to leave at least one of the above mentioned things...Don't do that! Because I won't! NEVER EVER!
Because I am an Obedient Student, a Learning Driver, a Hard-Core Fangirl, A Rapid-Fire computer typist (XD), AND I AM PROUD!
Kind of like this cutie-pie here


It was a Dare :P
ANYWAYS, that's all for now. Wanna comment? Go right here
https://www.goodreads.com/topic/show/...
Over and Out!

I didn't even tell you about my other exams :P
So..there's this Math exam on 24th. Then the Final Result of my 12th Grade will com out on May 25th. And this English test that I'm giving tomorrow will bring out its result on May 28.
Yep. I'm poker faced outside but there's a HUGE internal emotions jumbling and attacking my brain!
And the anxiety coming on me due to exams is Nothing compared to my Maternal Uncle arriving in India in the last week of May.
Oh, who is he? Stay tuned :D!

The Blood Of Olympus Cover!! Oh My Gods it's just Pure Awesomeness!

The Romans killed it perfectly <3! Jason with the lightning..Awesome! Hazel with ARION! And Frank with..a pole..or spear I guess :P. I hope it's a Long spear XD. But can anyone tell me which demigod is on the tower? My best guess is Leo.
Well, I thought BoO cover would be kinda red..you know because it has 'Blood' LOL. But Blue looks even more Wonderful! And we already had red in MoA and HoH.
Also, I think the giants should consider it pretty lucky to be on the cover XD. And hey peeps don't be disappointed with Greeks not in the cover. Maybe they're doing something else, playing another trick on the giants to attack from other way :D
Honestly, I don't care if people don't like it. I'll completely ignore them (or try my best to). 'Coz I completely Liked it, Loved it, and every once in a while I'm seeing it Again and Again!
It's BEAUTIFUL <3!
You wanna know another awesome thing about it? The shot is taken from down, just like the shot in The Last Olympian :D!
Alright, Over and Out!

Don't worry. Unlike some Bipolar fans of HoO series, I'm not gonna Jump to conclusions and State character deaths. *le glare on those fans*
Seriously, Shame on you guys! The spectacular cover of the last book of our favorite series comes up, and you're talking about character deaths?!?!
Anyway...I saw the cover of BoO again, this time from here on my phone.
http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-M2_LBmmIFOE...
I dont know if its possible from computer but on my phone I could see some pretty awesome details which I wanna share with ya :)
★ First of all, the giant on the left is Porphyrion, because his description in TLH matches it (weapons in his hair). And no folks, those weapons are NOT of any dead character.
★ Jason is wearing ORANGE shirt. And..okay this one was really weird for me, and I tripled checked it, but when i zoomed many times, it seems like Jason is wearing spectacles .
Its True Folks.
Best Case scenario- The glasses are some kind of magic equipment to provide some extra vision that would defeat the giants.
Worst Case- Jason's eyes are weak..and it could be a liability in the war :P
Well, I beleive in the best one!
★ Hazel is wearing a full sleeved blue shirt in Greece..in July (really dear?)
★ Frank has a BOW, not a stick XP. And his face appears a little round..I was expecting to see him more handsome :P. But this is Enough <3. Love it!
★ After zooming the pic several times, it seems that the thing hanging from the crane is just A THING and not a demigod, or a person. And its being struck by Lightning too! Looks like some heavy weight material. Maybe its a bag with something/someone inside it o.O
★ They appear to be in some Greek building, possibly some Ancient building in Athens.
★ The clouds are Really Really thick and dangerous, so Zeus/Jupiter must be helping Jason like he did before. Awww <3
★ Hazel's shot with Arion is same as Percy's shot with Blackjack in TLO.
★ Judging from all of their faces, the demigods are giving a surprise attack. So I'll mention it again that the Greeks must be planning to attack from other side, or anything else. At worst, they're kept hostage for spilling blood and Romans are on rescue. But NO deaths!!
Well, thats all for now! I'd love to know your theories too, as long as they don't mention any character deaths.
Over and Out!
Those are excellent observations!
I just looked at the cover on mobile too and YES, IT LOOKS LIKE JASON IS WEARING GLASSES :o
I just looked at the cover on mobile too and YES, IT LOOKS LIKE JASON IS WEARING GLASSES :o

"All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us"
Are you listening to the clock? Yeahh me too..
Sometimes, I just wanna sit around and appreciate how much time has passed. I mean, the new year had just started for me and now its the last ten days of May going on. And sometimes, I just wanna curse time as much as I can, because its goes just SO FREAKING FAST!!
Ugh, why can't be time neutral for us? It's either too fast or too slow. Its not just about the time though, but how do we use it.
I wanna tell ya folks that I am a punctual girl. I'm always racing against time, willingly or unwillingly. In fact, my favorite accessory to buy is a Wrist Watch :P. And it annoys me a lot when people either don't respect time or aren't punctual. Though its not like I'm a strict soldier or something who's gonna beat you if you do things late, but whenever a person around me does that, this is the almost scenario going in my mind ;D
Having said that, I wanna tell ya about how I actually wanna spend my 24 hours of the day.
0:00 to 6:00 Sleeping
6:01 to 8:00 Brush, Bath, Breakfast, Every stupid-but-important morning chores.
14:30 to 15:00 Lunch
15:01 to 17:00 Nap time
21:01 to 21:30 Dinner
23:00 to 23:59 Go to sleep
Soo I got TWELVE freaking hours left. But lets subtract two hours from there to do some other extra things that Always come around. So I got TEN hours left. These valuable Ten Hours I wanna spend at
☀Reading a novel
☀GoodReads (yes I love this site THAT much)
☀Studies
☀Keyboard Practice
☀Youtube
☀Exercise/Yoga
☀Driving Practice (duuude I Gotta practice!)
☀Writing Stories (:P)
And don't even SAY that 'Oh Neha these are just a few things to do, you can easily do this all within 10 hours and have spare time' Because NO!!
Reading novels ALONE takes minimum Five Hours. MINIMUM!
And studies and Equally Important (or 'more'..)
And I just Love GoodReads and don't wanna miss any freaking update.
And my hobbies..UGH! WHERE THE HECK IS TIME!!!
*calms down* And my peeps, as a result of TRYING to do all these things, the result is something like this
☒ My 2014 Reading Book Challenge says that I'm THREE Books behind my schedule!
☒ There's another exam this saturday and I can't concentrate
☒ Piano..Driving...once a week :(
☒ Youtube and GoodReads..most of the time :P
☒ Exercise..umm..what is that?
☒ Writing Stories..haven't done since a MONTH!
((Edit: Important Paragraph Ahead!!))
Alright, maybe I'm not as punctual as I'm really trying to! But if you've read my previous rantings you know that I was in my Grandparents' house before 15th May for more than a month and now that I'm slowly making my schedule Back to my IDEAL one...my exam will be at 24th and my Uncle from abroad will come to our house at 25th (and stay preferably) and ALL my results are coming in last days of May and first two weeks of June which will probably decide the Fate of My Life and my mom wants me to learn Cooking and my dad wants me to Practice Driving and my brother wants to spend some time with me and in August I'm probably moving out to another country, something that I've never done before in my life and not come back TILL FIVE YEARS!
*le sigh*
That really makes me wanna curse 'time' you know. SO...Time is a B*tch! There I said it! There are of cours other 1000 curses going in my mind, but.. *sigh*
YES I Like to be busy, that makes the life going on and on, but NO, not too busy that I can't even Watch Time fly out of my hands.
*Calm Down Calm Down Calm Down Calm Down*
Well, I don't know how to finish this-ish. All I can say right now is...Time is a B*tch XD
Aand sorry if I wasted any time of yours. But of course if you're my friend you won't even consider that :P. Wanna share thoughts? Go Right Here
https://www.goodreads.com/topic/show/...
Over and Out!

In other words... This is my reaction of watching 1st Six Episodes of Attack on Titan, the first manga series I've ever watched!
And...I can't handle anymore...it's my breakdown time.
But don't you guys think that I'm actually sobbing, my eyes are just full of tears, but I'm not really crying. But my FEELS are killing me from inside, WITH THOUSAND EMOTIONS!!!!!!!!
I can't tear up right now because my family is constantly roaming around me doing stuff, so I'm like
'Poker Face' from outside
'ASDDFGHJLKL SOMEONE KILL ME!!!! +10000000000 emotions Inside
I'm trying to make it as short as possible, but my mind is soo f**ked up right now..I just finished watching 6th Episode, and my reactions throughout JUST SIX episodes were something like this
Ep. 1: Hmm..I can tell this is gonna be great ahead. Nice!
Ep. 2: Wow..
Ep. 3: LOL the soldier trainee though.. And YAY!
Ep. 4: EPIC. JUST EPIC! OMG THE END!!!
Ep. 5: NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
*lightning-fast clicking and searching next episode online*
Ep. 6: *sobbing and mental breakdown from inside* WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
THIS IS SO FREAKING SAAAAD!!!
*10 minute break*
I mean, this is not just intense, this awesomesauce manga series is THE INTENSE!!!
I wanna watch more but I can't :*(. I have to wait till tomorrow and keep having poker face outside and cry from inside!!
BTW anyone of you out there who haven't watched it yet, I DARE YA to watch the first 6 (or 5) episodes without tearing up A SINGLE TIME! Come to think of it, you'll tear up at the very first episode, just like me..hopefully.
Alright, time to compose myself and
Over and Out!
Books mentioned in this topic
Fairest (other topics)The Blood of Olympus (other topics)
Scarlet (other topics)
The Death Cure (other topics)
Cinder (other topics)
Umm..I'm not going to kill you if you comment on my thoughts. At least tell me if my journals are 'not nice' or 'too long to read' or 'boring'. Even this would do :P