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Leo and Fallen Catalyst
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Sep 24, 2015 05:42PM
"I've hurt my parents," Nico reminded him. "And most of our friends," he added
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" Again, Nico they'll come around, and most of our friends can go suck dicks," Leo says
"I doubt they will.. It goes against everything they believe.." Nico replied.
" Then that's they're fault," Leo says his hand stroking Nicos cheek.
Nico was silent for a moment, closing his eyes.
Leo placed at gentle kiss on Nicos forehead.
Nico tensed slightly. He was still upset with Leo and was unsure of what to do.
" I'm so super sorry I kissed Spenser Nico, I didn't want to hurt you and I shouldn't have kissed him back," Leo says whispering softly.
Nico shrugged. "Okay." He said, no emotion in his voice.
" No Nico it's not okay, I know I hurt you, but if we are to be dating or whatever you have to realize you can't run away from everything," Leo says softly.
"I'm not running," he said softly. "If I was running, I would've just left when I saw you kissing him and I wouldn't have come back..." Nico kept his eyes closed.
" Not physically running, emotional running away," Leo says.
Nico shrugged. "There's a difference between running and keeping them to yourself..." He whispered.
" I know this Nico, I went through it," Leo says reminding Nico of his scars.
Nico frowned, biting his lip. He glanced at Leo for a second before looking down.
Leo sighed, " Talk to me Nico," Leo says as he used one hand to signal Spenser to leave, Leo led Nico away from the door,
"What else is there to say.." Nico replied softly, moving away from the door.
Leo sighs, " You don't talk to me much, you never tell me anything anymore like how you used to when we were kids," Leo says sadly.
"I don't really have anything worth telling.." Nico replied, looking at him.
" Yes you do Nico," Leo says.,
" You never tell me about yourself anymore," Leo says.
"Well, start asking questions, I guess..." Nico shrugged. He ran a hand through his hair, messing it up.
Leo reached over and purposely smoothed down Nicos hair, he didn't even give a reason, he sighed, " What's up with you these days?" Leo asked.
"Nothing." Nico shrugged. He was lying but didn't see any good reason to be honest.
" Nico, stop lying to me, everytime you lie it breaks my heart," Leo says.
"Fine. Nothing important." He corrected softly. Nico bit down hard on his lower lip.
Leo sighed, " You know what forget it, if you aren't going to tell me the full truth I'm just not gonna budge," Leo says.
(( This is getting boring. ))
(( This is getting boring. ))
"I'vebeendepressedokay?" Nico said quickly, his voice quiet. He took a deep breath, looking down.
Leo looked at Nico, " About what?" Leo asked softly.
"Lots, including just Life in general." Nico glanced at him. "It's pointless, just a cycle we go through..."
Leo nodded, understanding what Nico was saying.
"My family has given up on me. There's no point in being here... Not for me at least.." Nico sighed.
" Am I nothing then?" Leo spat, feelings clearly hurt.
"I thought you were something. You were why I stuck around. I loved you and I still do. But you don't seem to believe that. Besides, you'd be better off with someone who won't hurt you.." Nico replied, frowning.
" I can't believe you Nico," Leo spat, he deliberately turns and his back faces Nico.
Nico watched him. "Then don't. Just tell me to and I'll leave you alone forever..." He said softly.
" Are you stupid! I'm in love with you Nico! My heart has choose you! But you keep on say things! You care about only yourself!" Leo yelled in pure Rage.
Nico's face went completely emotionless, listening to him. He stared at his shoes. "I'm trying to keep you from getting hurt again because of me. I love you but I shouldn't because in doing so, I've hurt you." He said in a soft whisper.
Leo growls and he gets up, " Listen to yourself, your still talking about yourself, my god," Leo says as he begins to pace,
"Leo.." Nico trailed off, giving up on saying anything. He sat on the floor.
Leo didn't even look at Nico, " I guess I mean entirely nothing to you," Leo spat.
"You mean everything to me." Nico whispered.
" Then why are you doing this? Why are you acting like this?" Leo asked as he kneeled in front of Nico.
Nico fell silent. He didn't have a good answer.
" Nico," Leo says waiting for an answer.
"I don't want to hurt you.. I'm afraid that I'm gonna hurt you and I don't want to." He whispered.
" Your not gonna hurt me, I promise you," Leo says reaching out and cupping Nicos cheek.
"I did once already though.." Nico whispered.
" that's one time though," Leo says.
