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Leo and Fallen Catalyst
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Sep 21, 2015 10:24AM
Leo looked at him, " What? Why?" Leo asked, his feelings clearly hurt.
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Nico didn't want to hurt his feelings. "I- I'm not supposed to be with you. I'm not supposed to fall in love with you... I- I.." He trailed off, sliding down the door onto the floor.
Leo was even hurt more, he backed away from Nico until he was very far away from him.
Nico wished he could make Leo understand. Nico loved him even though he shouldn't. He just didn't know what to do about it.
Leo had tears sliding down his cheeks, " Who says you can't be with me?" Leo asked softly.
"My entire family.." He whispered. Nico kept his eyes on the floor.
Leo came over and he lifted Nico's head up so that he could look into Nicos eyes, " They can't tell you who to love or who to date Nico, those are your decisions, so what do you want Nico?" Leo says as he then let go of Nico and went back over to his spot far away from Nico.
"I-I don't know.." He whispered, looking down again. Nico rocked back and forth, biting his lip.
" Then figure it out," Leo snapped, now his feelings were hurt and he was angry.
Nico sighed and stood. He slipped out of Leo's room, his phone on the floor. He walked outside and took a shaky breath.
Leo got up and he went over to his desk, he felt underneath the desk for the razor he kept under it, his eyes are glazed with pain, so much pain at being rejected by his only one true love, he finds it and takes it off.
Nico paced outside, clearly freaking out. He didn't know what to do. He was in love with Leo. Silent tears rolled down his face.
Troye came out, " Yo Nico, you alright man?" Troye asked, he had tried to open the door to Leo's room but it was locked, it was quiet in the room and Troye was super worried.
Nico could hear him talking but couldn't understand what he was saying. "Go check on Leo. He's really upset and you might be able to calm him down." He said softly.
" Tried to, his door is locked and he's not saying a word, I'm afraid he's begun cutting again," Troye says as he paced.
Leo lifted his shirt and he looked at the place where his heart lie and was beating slowly, he lifted the razor in his left hand and he begun slicing long lines across the area on his chest.
Leo lifted his shirt and he looked at the place where his heart lie and was beating slowly, he lifted the razor in his left hand and he begun slicing long lines across the area on his chest.
Nico swore under his breath and ran back inside. He went to Leo's door, knowing the key should be on top of the doorframe.
Leo winced in pure pain but continued, he then moved on to his waist, where he then begun carving in Nicos name.
Nico couldn't find the key. "Leo." He said quietly, sitting in front of the door. "Please. Stop. It won't help.." He pleaded, his voice cracking.
Leo didn't say anything he just continued, he then stood, he came over and leaned against the door and continued, " It helps me," Leo says.
"For a little while.." Nico added. "It helps for a little while.." He whispered.
" No Nico, it helps me rid of my feelings for you, since you don't want to be with me that is," Leo says as he then began to carve hearts into his stomach.
"No, Leo. That's not true. I want to be with you.. I have for a long time. I just, it's a fight between my head and my heart.. And I don't know what side I should be on." Nico answered. "Let me in, please.."
Leo unlocks his door, but before that he has tore off his shirt, he moved away from the door and rested his back against the wall next to his door, the new cuts above his heart and stomach and waist now showed clearly.
Nico stood and quietly entered, closing the door behind him. He bit his lip, seeing all the cuts Leo had made. He looked down, knowing that Leo wouldn't have hurt himself if it wasn't for him.
" Lock the door Neeks," Leo shad as he continues to make the hearts on his stomach.
Nico locked the door. He walked over to Leo. He grabbed both of Leo's hands.
Leo allows Nico to grab his wrists, " What now?" Leo asked, gently.
Nico took the razor and put it in his pocket. "Now, I'm going to clean up these cuts and get them to stop bleeding." He said softly, letting go of his wrists.
Leo shrugs not actually caring anymore what Nico does.
Nico frowned, watching him. "Unless you'd rather stand here and bleed." He added.
" I don't care anymore Nico, you caused me to cut myself," Leo says snapping a bit,
"Fine. I'll go get Troye then." Nico sighed. He unlocked the door, opening it and shouting for Troye.
Troye comes up, he saw Leo, and then Nico, " Uh yeah he never lets me help him with his cuts when he does it, you'll have to," Troye says.
"He doesn't want me around. I've got one of his razors but I'm not sure if he has more hidden somewhere." Nico told Troye before quietly leaving Leo's room.
Troye grabbed Nico by the arm, " You can't leave him, that will only make him feel more hurt," Troye says, he leaned over and grabbed Leo by the ear, " Leo let Nico help you," Troye says.
Nico pulled his arm out of Troye's grip. He stood silently out in the hall.
Leo sighed, he then actually wanted Nico to help him, he was getting scared again and he began hyperventilating, signaling a panic attack or well the start of his heart rate speeding up.
Nico sighed, watching Leo. He went and got a damp towel and came back into the room.
" Uh Nico, I think He begun to get scared," Troye says as he saw Leo who did not look so good now, he was clutching his heart and his eyes were glazed in pain and fear.
Nico dropped the towel, covering Leo's hands with his own. "Deep breaths. You're okay.." He whispered.
Leo tried to focus on Nico but as he was about to take a deep breath he blacked out,
Nico wrapped his arms around him, gently lowering him to the ground. "Troye, call his dad."
Troye pulled out and since Leo's dad was in speed dial one he pressed it and waited for an answer.
Nico made sure Leo had a pulse and checked how fast his heart was beating.
Leo's heart was beating way past its normal rate.
Troye began speaking quickly to Leo's dad who annouced to Troye that he'd be there soon.
Troye began speaking quickly to Leo's dad who annouced to Troye that he'd be there soon.
"Tell him I'm calling 9-1-1.." Nico told Troye, grabbing his phone.
Troye told Leo's dad what Nico told him, he nodded and says okay, " Leo's dads are on they're way," Troye says.
Nico nodded. He dialed 9-1-1. "Hello. I need paramedics here for my.. Friend." He gave the address and explained what had happened.
Leo was completely unconcious, his heart rate getting faster and faster. His breathing was getting slower and slower, " Nico! His breathing is slowing down!" Troye says as he noticed this litter detail.
"Yeah. I know. Paramedics should be here in about five minutes." Nico answered, setting his phone down. He grabbed Leo's wrist, counting heartbeats.
