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Fallen and Once Upon A Time
Dean walked back toward the room as Seb walked out. Seb saw him and sighed. "She wants to see you." He informed Dean. Dean nodded and walked into the room. Wyatt sighed. She ran a hand through her hair and walked to the hotel lobby.
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Sam saw Wyatt and looked down.
"I agree with some of what Sam said." Dean replied softly, sitting in a chair. Wyatt bit her lip, noticing him. She walked up to the front desk and asked where the nearest library was.
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Sam sighed not wanting to mention her sister probably needed her right now.
"Because you're upset. And I didn't want to make it worse." Dean replied softly. Wyatt got directions to the library. She thanked the person that helped her and started to walk back to the door. She stopped in front of Sam for a moment. "I'm sorry.." She whispered.
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Naomi looked down. "Dean I still don't trust you. I know its been only a month and most of it is because I relive everything bad over and over again at night. I don't want to do that anymore. I want to have a good dream." She whispered. "I'm so afraid you are going to hurt me again. I don't want to live this way any more. I can't help myself I tried multiple times and I always land in this position feeling and hurting worse than before." She walked over to him and sat on his lap. "Dean please help me before I lose you."
"Wyatt you aren't leaving at this time a night. Lucifer wants you alone. Besides that Naomi found out that you covered for your dad and think he is going to leave. I want you to stay safe in here and go talk to your dad." Sam said softly.
((It's alright. My replies are slow because I'm studying for a huge test I have tomorrow....))Dean gently wrapped his arms around her. "I've promised that I won't hurt you. I would never hurt you intentionally again." He whispered. "Tell me what I can do to help you, and I'll do it."
Wyatt frowned. "I know that Lucifer is after me. I wouldn't be going to the library if I didn't need to. My laptop and everything is back at Bobby's and I still have classes going on and work to get done..." She sighed softly. "How about this? If I go talk to my father, then after will you come to the library with me?" She suggested, biting her lip.
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"Make me better." Naomi whispered. "I don't want to be depressed or upset anymore. I want to go to bed and have sweet dreams. I want to only thing about my future. I don't want any of Sam said to be true." She whispered quietly.
"Wyatt go talk to your father, but we can't go to the library. I'm not risking or taking any chances at night. It's better if we all stick together." Sam said.
((thanks, I'll probably need it. It's Finals week for me and this one is the only one that I'm really worried about. Ugh, that sucks that you're behind, I know how hard it is to catch up sometimes.))Dean nodded. He was silent for a moment, thinking. "Start by trying only to think about now and maybe a little about the future. Try not to let yourself go back to the past." He suggested. That was the best place to start.
Wyatt sighed, somewhat frustrated. She understood why and his reasoning but she was falling behind and her professors were starting to get impatient. The last thing she wanted was to be kicked out of some or all of her classes. "Okay, whatever. Do you at least know where my father is?" She asked
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"How do I not think about the past?" Naomi whispered. "Right now I'm in the arms of the man I love. I can hear his heartbeat and its soothing. I like how him holding me makes me feel happy and warm inside." Hoping this was a good start.
"No I don't know he was watching Naomi and then he left." Sam said. "And about earlier Nix attached himself to me and I said some things on how I thought about Naomi." He whispered.
((You can do it! I have the same issue with anxiety because I'm a perfectionist about certain things...))"Everytime you do, just shake your head, look around. Focus on what is here right now around you and go from there." Dean replied. He smiled lightly and nodded. "See? That's a good start."
"Okay. I'll find him." Wyatt said. "Okay.. I'm sorry about Nix, he shouldn't bother anyone anymore, I burned the object that he was attached to. Had I known earlier that he was around as a ghost, I'd have gotten rid of it sooner.." She replied softly, biting her lip.
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Naomi smiled softly. "Okay." She whispered curling into him some. "My prince saving me right now and I hope he knows how extremely thankful I am."
Sam nodded. "I know." He said looking down.
((True. Very true.))Dean kept his arms around her, smiling lightly. "He does." He whispered, kissing her cheek.
"I'm really sorry Sam. I didn't mean for that to happen.." Wyatt said in a low voice, biting her lip nervously.
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Naomi felt her cheeks turn red. "Am I too late to get better?" She asked softly. "I don't want him to ever think that I don't care about him."
"Wyatt it's fine." He said. "I understand we are just friends and I personally don't think you are ready. Jessica has been dead for awhile" He whispered.
"No. You aren't too late to get better." Dean replied, watching her. "I know you care about me, just like I care about you."Wyatt bit her lip, hearing him say Jessica has been dead for a while. She didn't know who that was, but guessed that it was an old girlfriend of his. "Nix has been dead for two years. It was just some teen romance when I was 16.." She muttered. "I've been over it for a while now."
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"Jessica was my soon to be finance who got murder by the same demon who killed my mother. He also took my dad's soul. You don't get over things like that in two years." Sam said.
"Why wouldn't I be kind to you?" Dean asked in reply. Wyatt nodded. "I know. I'm sorry." She said softly, biting her lip.
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Sam nodded. "Its fine now go find your dad"
"You aren't a burden." Dean replied, sighing. "Fine." Wyatt sighed. That was the last thing she wanted to do but oh well. She went to go find her father.
((Could you play Seb?))
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Seb was wondering down one of the halls not wanting to set foot back in the room.
"You aren't one. I promise." Dean reassured. Wyatt walked around, searching for her father. She sighed softly.
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Seb didn't want to see Naomi not right now. He couldn't promise that he would stay.
"I don't know. You'd have to ask him that." Dean replied softly. Wyatt bit her lip, seeing her father at the end of a hallway. She walked his way.
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He sighed some.
"Well. You can when he comes back..?" Dean suggested. Wyatt bit her lip. "Thanks a lot Dad. You know, for making up that stuff about the letters for my sister."
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"How was I suppose to know she was going to believe it? Besides that it was the only way to get her out of those chains." He said. "It doesn't matter she doesn't want me here and I respect that."
Dean sighed and nodded. He held her tightly. "I won't hurt you. I promise.." "You've had time since then to tell her the truth. But you didn't. You stood there and watched Naomi as she practically screamed at me.." Wyatt said softly, almost no emotion in her voice.
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Seb looked at her. He had a sinking feeling he was going to lose his other daughter too. "This isn't all my fault. You're an adult you had the choice to tell her the truth now we are both guilty. We both have to fix things with her before something happens."
Dean nodded, smiling lightly. "Yes. It does." He agreed."I never said that all of it was your fault. If I told her the truth, who would she believe. The father who raised her or the girl who has barely spoken to her in the past 6 months." Wyatt replied quietly, her voice a deadly calm.
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"She would have believed you." He said looking at her. "I'm sorry if I disappointed you, but I think its best that I leave you both clearly don't want me here."
"Me too." Dean smiled. "Doubt it." She mumbled. "I never said I don't want you around or anything like that."
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"You need to stop doubting yourself." Seb said.
Dean kissed her cheek. "Good..""I've doubted myself for years. I doubted myself on that hunt and mom died.. I doubted my skills and nix got killed." Wyatt sighed.
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"You're a amazing hunter. You didn't get your mom killed. Nix was a mistake that happened. Every mission you do there's a chance you might not come back. Nix as well as your mom knew that."
"Yeah I guess if you want to." Dean shrugged. "I shouldn't have let him go with me." Wyatt sighed. "I should've been able to keep them safe."
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Seb walked over to her and hugged her. "Listen sweetheart Nix knew the risks he was raised in this too. Every hunter knows the risk. Okay don't beat yourself up on it. Its not your fault."
"Are you sure she was stabbed though, maybe what you saw was just a dream. A bad dream." Dean said softly. Wyatt tensed but didn't pull away. "If I couldn't keep them safe, then what am I doing here, Trying to keep 3 or 4 people safe?"
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"We are keeping millions safe. There is not guarantee Wyatt. Don't beat yourself up about something you can't control." He whispered softly.
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((Okay.)) "It was a dream. Sometimes we dream about odd or scary things. It just happens.." Dean said quietly.
Wyatt sighed softly. "Sorry. I shouldn't have even said anything. It's not important."
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"It's fine I'm your father and I'm always here to talk." He whispered softly.
"Naomi. You had no idea about your powers. You can't blame yourself for that.." Dean sighed. Wyatt shook her head, pulling back from him. "No. This is something really small and stupid right now. What's important is getting the last ring and keeping Sam from becoming Lucifer's vessel." She replied, biting her lip.
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Seb nodded his head. "That is important, but everything else is too."
((Again sorry I won't be on until later tomorrow too. Busy for the Holidays. i probably won't be on much this Wednesday either due to surrgery.))
"Hopefully married and with you." Dean answered with a light smile. She shook her head. "No. You prioritize what's important and then go from there figuring out the important stuff first."
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"Yes sometimes, but right there is many important things." Seb said. "Nothing is more significant than the other."
Dean kissed her back lightly. "Yeah. There are. One major insignificant thing right now is school." Wyatt sighed.
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"Stop it now Wyatt. Everything is important and don't you dare quit school." Seb said.
Dean smiled lightly against her lips. "I'm about to be kicked out." Wyatt mumbled. "My grades are barely passing and I'm behind on the work."
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"Listen it's going to be fine. Wyatt I know you can do it. You can't give up and prioritize everything. You have to go with the flow." Seb said.
Sam sighed some. He sat on a couch in the lobby.