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Fallen and Once Upon A Time
Dean sat on the bed and nodded. He laid down and moved closer to her. Wyatt muttered something under her breath. She took a deep breath and glanced at him. "What can I do to help..?" She asked softly.
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Sam looked at her. "With what?"
Dean wrapped his arms around her. "You're frustrated." She said softly.
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"No I'm just tired of sitting here." Sam said.
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"I love you too. Now get some rest.." "Well." Wyatt paused, trying to figure out wha she was saying. "You're tired of sitting here but you can't really stand. So find something you can do.." She suggested softly.
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"I'm helping my brother help the person he loved." Sam said.
Dean held her while she slept."He's going to get hurt.. She is going to hurt him.." Wyatt whispered, biting her lip.
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"Do you have faith in her?" Sam asked.
Dean eventually fell asleep, still holding her."I used to, now I'm not so sure. I don't want your brother hurt again.. she's hurt him before and he's hurt her before.." Wyatt ran a hand through her hair, looking down.
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Sam sighed he didn't want to get into with Wyatt.
Dean's arms were loose around her, so she could move easily.. He sighed in his sleep. "Sam, he has been hurt by her before, correct?" She asked softly. Wyatt wasn't trying to argue or anything, she just wanted his perspective..
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"Look the only reason I'm not answering is the fact that your sister needs you and vice versa. Both of you are doing a very crapy job of being there for each. Dean is her support system and he can only take so much."
Dean heard her whimper and woke up from his light sleep. He looked at Naomi, tilting his head."I know, we suck at being siblings. And I know that that's at least mostly my fault but I don't know what to do." Wyatt sighed and stood. She paced, biting her lip. She was mentally overwhelmed by everything that was going on.
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Sam ran a hand through his hair.
"Why do you ask?" Dean asked, confused about why she suddenly asked that.Wyatt started speaking softly, mainly to herself. "I trusted Naomi once and let her in, she left and then came back like nothing happened.. She expects me to let her back in and trust her again, even though she doesn't know really about anything that has happened.."
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"How can she know if you don't tell her?" Sam asked.
"I think you are the best girl I could've ever found for me." Dean said softly. "Why does what Wyatt says matter so much.. Especially what she says about the two of us.""She doesn't want to know. She's had so many problems of her own. I honestly don't think she can handle it.." Wyatt said softly. She felt bad for venting to Sam but if she didn't get it out, it would destroy her. "She can barely handle the problems she has, let alone any more."
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"How do you know if she doesn't want to know? You don't let her tell you that. You make that choice for you. Your sister and you both have a rough life, but in order for things to get better both of you have to make an effort"
"Well, you need to tell her that. You can't expect her to know. You both act like you know what's best for the other..." He said softly."My life wasn't rough. I've never looked at it that way. There's been some more difficult parts but I wouldn't change them... I don't know what to do." Wyatt pretty much went back to talking to herself. "I don't want her pitying me or anything. I went through some stuff but it's made me who I am. She can barely deal with the problems she has now, she hasn't moved past those. Adding more won't help.."
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Sam sighed again. "You both need to help each other."
"Stop thinking like that Naomi.. It won't help anything." Dean said quietly, watching her."How?" She asked softly, looking down. "How am I supposed to help her?"
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"I don't know I'm not your sister." Sam said.
"Naomi, stop." He replied. "If you keep thinking she's right, then she will become right because you will start doing what she thinks." Wyatt sighed. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't be using you as someone to vent to." She apologized gently, biting her lip.
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"It's fine" Sam said softly.
"Stop." He repeated. "She isn't right!" Dean frowned, glaring.Wyatt shook her head. She bit her lip and ran a hand through her hair. As much as she felt guilty for venting all that to Sam, she felt somewhat better.
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Sam looked down some bored again.
Dean sighed. He fell silent and stood up. She kept doing this, saying things she knew people would get upset then acting like everyone was overreacting, or at least that is how it seemed to him.Wyatt grabbed her laptop and sat down at the table. "What was your major in college?" She asked curiously.
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"Political science." Sam said.
"Would you please stop doing this Naomi..?" Dean said softly. "You say things that you know will upset me, then you get upset at me for reacting.." He watched her carefully."Did you like it?" She asked. Wyatt had yet to declare a major, she had started school just a couple months ago, right after she graduated high school.
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"Yeah its not for everyone though." He said.
"No. It isn't." Dean replied, sighing. "You keep wanting me to give up on you, that's never going to happen.""I'm guessing you gave it up to hunt...?" She said cautiously, wary about asking.
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"Kind of." Sam said.
"I wouldn't care if I got hurt by you. I love you Naomi. I've loved you for a long time." Dean whispered. Wyatt nodded. She didn't ask why it was only kind of, guessing it wasn't something he liked to talk about.
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Sam sighed softly.
"That's part of love. Being afraid of what could happen. Please. Take a chance on me." He said softly, watching her. "Would you go back to that?" She asked carefully, Biting her lip.
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"No because you can't get out of hunting." Sam said.
Dean smiled lightly. He was glad to finally hear her admitting that. "Okay.." Wyatt nodded. "Okay. I have One more question then I'll quit pestering you..." She said softly. "Do you think it's worth it for me to be going to college if I'm never long to get out of hunting?" She asked.
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"I like to think one day there won't be monsters to be hunted." Sam said. "Then we will all have to be normal"
"It's okay Naomi." Dean replied gently. Wyatt sighed. "I'd like to believe that too but That doesn't answer my question.."
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"It does answer your question. Go to college you will need it one day." Sam said.
Dean smiled lightly at her. Wyatt nodded. She was slightly surprised he would say to go to college, considering they probably would never get out of this life.
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Sam looked at his feet.
Dean kissed her softly. Wyatt looked over at him. "What're you thinking..?"
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"Nothing." Sam said. "I'm just wishing time will go quicker." He said.
"You need to rest.." He said gently, lifting her up and putting her back on the bed. "Well, what would help make time go quicker.. What works as a distraction for you?" She asked.
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"Hunting." He whispered even though he knew he couldn't do that.
Dean frowned and shrugged. He sighed softly and sat beside her. "Okay. Well then, let's figure out where we are going to go next and what we are going to hunt." She replied.
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Sam nodded his head. "Okay."
Sam sighed and ran a hand through his hair.