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Nov 29, 2015 10:51AM

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"I'm not upset at with you for honest. I'm upset that you think I don't want you in my life. I'm upset because I'm afraid I lost you." Naomi whispered.

"Stop talking like that okay? Everytime something happens you walk out of the room. What am I suppose to think of that?" Naomi asked.

"I been trying for the past 6 months to get close to you and learn about you." Naomi said. "Stepping out makes things worse because I think you don't want to bother. I like how you don't want to bother trying to make our relationship better."

"Do you want to leave our relationship like this? Because if you do just say so. You won't have to get to close to me just keep your distance." Naomi whispered.
((Sorry it took so long))
"I don't want that either." Naomi whispered. "I love you so much Wyatt. I can't lose you." Naomi said softly. "I would never hurt you Wyatt you're my baby sister and this darkness isn't going away."
"I don't want that either." Naomi whispered. "I love you so much Wyatt. I can't lose you." Naomi said softly. "I would never hurt you Wyatt you're my baby sister and this darkness isn't going away."

"I'm going to go see if Dean is done. Goodnight." Naomi whispered walking out the door to see Dean. "Hi."
Naomi sighed some looking at him a little bit. "Dean I think I lost my sister." She whispered softly.
"I said sorry and told her goodnight she rolled her eyes at me.I thought we were making a break through you know we both said we didn't want to give up on each other." Naomi whispered.

Naomi didn't see it like that and she wish she did so she wouldn't mess up. "I only tried to make things right with her. I been trying to do it for the past 6 months and nothing is working."

"I been patient Dean. I do everything I can to make conversations with her to get to know her. To see what I can do to make things better with her." Naomi said. "Maybe I should have stopped fighting it's not like she will ever forgive me in the first place." She mumbled. Naomi wanted someone to feel sorry for her.

For a second Naomi was a little astonish that Dean snapped at her like that. Maybe things weren't okay between her and Dean either? She wasn't always this clingy, but over the years she had the fear of being alone come over her. "So what if I get upset at someone over the simple things. I'm not about to lose another person in my life. First it was my 'dad', then it was you, then my mom, and now Wyatt. You waltz right back into my life like nothing happened. Why can't I act like nothing happened. The past was a dangerous place for me and I refused to go back there or relieve a single moment of it."

Naomi didn't say anything. "Well Wyatt need stop living in the past because that's not going to get in her anywhere." She was beginning to see this was pointless and childish, but she wasn't going to back down.
Bobby went outside. "You can leave Naomi, you're not welcomed here until you can stop being childish. I gave you plenty of chances. I will not have this at my house."
Naomi froze a little bit. "Come on Dean let's go then." She hoped Dean would come with her. She was so use to moving on from something that she never bothered to see that things didn't work that way.
Bobby went outside. "You can leave Naomi, you're not welcomed here until you can stop being childish. I gave you plenty of chances. I will not have this at my house."
Naomi froze a little bit. "Come on Dean let's go then." She hoped Dean would come with her. She was so use to moving on from something that she never bothered to see that things didn't work that way.

"I'm not just gonna leave Sam like that. Besides, my car is in no condition to leave." Dean told her softly.
Naomi looked at him and nodded her head slowly. She turned around and walked slowly out. She disappeared to the lack. Sitting down softly. "I always screw up everything." She whispered. Part of her wished that her dad would come, but he probably wouldn't. Tears came down her face.
Bobby looked at him. "Dean I'm sorry I did that, but sometimes the most important lessons are learned when there is no other option. Naomi really likes you and I'm glad you found someone, but she's stuck in the past more than she thinks she is."
((Yeah that will make things interesting))
((Yeah that will make things interesting))

Her father appeared beside her.
((Do you have an actual name that we should call her father?))
"Yeah from what I take she's been through a lot and 'moving on' is her way of coping." Bobby said.
Naomi didn't notice him at first.
((I was thinking of that too hmmm how about Carter?))
Naomi didn't notice him at first.
((I was thinking of that too hmmm how about Carter?))
Bobby looked at him. "So how long for the car?"
Naomi stared at the lake. "I messed up everything like usual. The night he told me I wasn't his I sort of shut down and sometimes I believe every word he says."
Naomi stared at the lake. "I messed up everything like usual. The night he told me I wasn't his I sort of shut down and sometimes I believe every word he says."

"Who is he? I don't know who you're talking about.." Carter replied gently.
"Last time it was worse." Bobby said. "Well I'm going and you should to. All of us need some rest."
"The guy who I thought was my dad." Naomi whispered.
"The guy who I thought was my dad." Naomi whispered.

Bobby walked back in the house.
Naomi looked down. "He meant a lot to me I looked up to him for 18 years of my life the he said these awful things to me. He kept me from Wyatt and from coming home. No matter what I can't seem to move pass it."
Naomi looked down. "He meant a lot to me I looked up to him for 18 years of my life the he said these awful things to me. He kept me from Wyatt and from coming home. No matter what I can't seem to move pass it."

"You have to eventually. The past will control your life if you aren't careful. He probably did say a lot of things. But that was what? Two years ago?" Carter replied.
Bobby went to his room to sleep.
"Four." She whispered softly. "I did move on dad with Dean and then he broke up my heart and everything after that went down hill." Tears slowly made their way down her face.
"Four." She whispered softly. "I did move on dad with Dean and then he broke up my heart and everything after that went down hill." Tears slowly made their way down her face.

"You need to just turn away from your past. Leave it there, in the past where it belongs. You can't keep moving forward if you're too busy looking back." Carter said softly.
"I don't know how to leave my past behind me." Naomi looked up at Carter. "My past always finds a way to come back."


"I want to help her. I been trying to get her to let me in." She whispered. "There's no use talking to her she will always hold what just happened over me."