For the Fans

by Nyla K.

Strange lady. I like her. Plus, I’m still not over the accent. Paahhk the caahhh. Wicked good chowdaahh. Hilarious.

Lol, I love the Boston accent. 😂

Maybe we’re not doing this stupid fucking dinner and I can hang out with my friends tonight instead of this parental version of waterboarding.

Dramatic. Funny. But dramatic 😂

Had me and my sister baptized and had me go through communion… Who sent me to church camp until I was twelve and forced me to be an altar boy…

You have a sister ? Where is she ? Why isn’t she at the dinner ?

It’s just after lunch, and I’m on my way to art class when I hear a symphony of raucous laughter that grates in my ears like a particularly terrible song. Ever heard “Hollaback Girl” by Gwen Stefani?

First of all..that is a CLASSIC SIR ! Love that song💁🏽‍♀️😭

“Oops.” Kyran smirks over his shoulder at me while walking away, preppy fuckhead that he is. Then he proceeds to step right on my drawings, laughter continuing on amongst him and his stupid fucking friends.

RUDE !! Tf..stop acting like this change of family dynamics is only happening to you..smh. Boys🙄

“Ignore them,” she says, bending to pick up the rest of my drawings. “Clearly the steroid injections are still fresh.”

😂lol. I like her.

“Well… that’s just fucking perfect,” I croak, turning away from them and staggering inside the house, slamming the door behind me. It’s a sliding door, so you really can’t slam it, which only serves to piss me off more. And I end up reopening and closing it four times just to slam it as hard as I can.

😂😂 he can’t even have a dramatic exit correctly. Damn bro.

“Fuck you!” I seethe, pacing in circles. “Fuck you and your birthday. Fuck you and your BC acceptance letter… Fuck you and your smile! Fuck you fuck you fuck you!”

Well, he’s pissed😂

I’m twelve years old again… Screaming into the mattress. Screaming until my lungs hurt. “You’ve destroyed everything…” “Fuck!!” I scream. And cry.

He was molested by the someone in the Catholic Church as an Altar boy… I see it. Damn. ☹️ That’s so sad and unfortunate. But not unheard of. Smh. Sickos.

The stupidest fight ever, and not that I want to think about it, but we really seem like brothers now more than ever. Which, of course, pisses me off even more.

Lol, you really do. It’s hilarious.

“If I hear ‘Save a Horse, Ride A Cowboy’ one more time, I’ll stand behind said horse and let it kick me in the face,” Zeb mutters, and we all laugh.

😂. That made me chuckle out loud.

I’m struggling not to, but I glance over to the sidelines once more, where Baldwin… aka Avi… is doing the Moonwalk. Jesus fucking Christ, take the wheel. Please.

😂😂 so dramatic

“Your scholarships should have paid for most of the tuition,” Hannah stammers, in an attempt to comfort us. “But we can’t cover housing,” my father adds in a blank, emotionless tone. My heart tumbles down into my stomach.

Alright, not the end of the world. Get some loans, grants, more scholarships..financial aid..there’s hella options.

She’d even scaled back to part-time work at the Mercedes dealership… But now she’s back to working sixty hours a week, and supporting our entire family, which has increased by two mouths, until Tom finds something new.

Damn. 😬

Things on the BC campus are discounted for students, but not by much. So now, it’s goodbye morning lattes and the constant DoorDashing to feed my endless munchies… and hello Maruchan ramen noodles in a stupid fucking Styrofoam cup.

Ahhh, yes..Ramen. It’s part of the college experience.

This time, my tongue touches his lip, and he reaches for my throat, curling his hand around it to hold me back. “Choke me, Daddy,” I taunt, smirking while he pins me with an icy look. “Cut the shit, fuckface,” he snaps, letting go of me.

😂😂😂 I love how much Avi taunts him and how easily it is to rile him up.

Three-grand. I made three thousand fucking dollars from that one video Frankie recorded, of the lamest, most idiotic threesome ever. And let me remind you, that’s three-grand for each of us…

Damn. Daaammnnn. Must be nice. Smh. I wish I could be like you🥴😂

“I’m gonna… come,” he croaks, hauling me closer by my shirt until I’m hovering over him, our hands bumping together in the furious chase. The swollen tips of our cocks brush and a shuddering cry brings hoarse words from his lips. “Fuck… Fuck you, Avi… fuck you, I’m gonna fucking come for you.”

Oop-🥴🤭… the bi awakening is happeningggg

He smashes his hips against my face, feeding his big cock into my throat while I struggle to breathe. Then he releases my dick, all wet and swollen as he whimpers, “Kyran… I’m gonna come. Fuck yess, I’m gonna… come.”

👀🥴…ooooo

Even if I wanted to, there’s no moving away. I’m trapped beneath him. But the sickest part is that as soon as the words leave his lips, I’m waiting for it. Like it’s my reward for doing well… I want it.

🤭..just admit you like thaattt. It’s nothing wrong w/ being Bi bro. Or even Gay if you are. Just be you.

As has become the standard, I haven’t spoken to Kyran in many days, since the epic incident of sixty-nine that completely obliterated any and all questions as to whether or not I enjoy hooking up with dudes.

😂 I bet it did.

I think at this point, it’s safe to say that I’m fully bisexual… Because in all honesty, I did not hate having a dick in my mouth. Didn’t hate it one bit.

😂😂😂 congrats kiddo. I too don’t mind a dick in my mouth. So welcome to the club😂😂😂😂

“Oh, you mean Tangerine from Bullet Train??” She giggles and nods. “Objectively. I said objectively… I liked his accent.”

Aaron Taylor Johnson is hot. Very much so. I agree.

Kyran’s angry eyes flit between the two of us. “Are you two hooking up?” “What?!” I snort.

Lmaooo, seriously ?? Jealousy ? 🤦🏾‍♀️😭

He steps into the room, crowding me with his fists clenched. “Well… are you? Because my friend likes this girl, and I think it would be pretty fucked up if you were in here trying to steal her.”

Suuuuurreeeee, let’s blame it on that. 😂🤦🏾‍♀️

“Ky… you came in less than a minute. Nothing touching your dick… Just from my fingers. The jig is officially up. You’re a bottom.” “No, I’m not,” he growled,

😂😂. Definitely is. He’s a submissive too. Most control freaks are.

Sure, I get the appeal. I used to watch games on occasion, like that time the Patriots lost to the Giants in the Super Bowl and everyone in New York was acting like Eli Manning was a god all of a sudden for beating Tom Brady.

Bitch…see now we got beef. Cause why you bringing up my old pain ??

Grabbing his hands in mine, I slap them onto my ass, and he takes over, squeezing me while I pump my cock in him over and over. “Fuck, baby, you feel so good.” I drop my mouth to his, kissing him and swallowing up his sounds. “The way your greedy little ass swallows my dick is… fucking euphoric.”

Ooop- 🤭..they doing the naaassttyyy🤭

And my balls are so tight, throbbing so hard, I think I’m about to come. “Avi…” he whimpers, strangled and breathless, like I’m driving all the air out of his lungs. “Avi Avi Avi… Why do you fuck so good…?”

Lmaooo, teehee🤭... we’ve all asked that question one or twice in our lives.😂

Kyran: I’m sorry about the locker room… Kyran: You were right ok? I liked it… Kyran: Do I need to say the magic words or something?? Jesus… I want you to fuck me Avi. Ok?? Satisfied?? Open the fucking door

Lol. Aaaww. He was spiraling a bit there. Cuutteee.

This thing was already complicated as fuck before. But now, with these stupid butterflies bounding around in my gut, it’s just turned into the biggest mess of my life. He bottomed… But I feel like I’m the one who’s fucked.

One is still trying to come to terms about being bi or gay or whatever and the other is catching serious feelings for his stepbrother. Interesting.🥴

Something about him taking control settles me, on a deep, emotional level I’m not at all equipped to deal with, let alone make space in my mind for Avi to be the person sitting next to me on this plane as it spirals in a downward trajectory, headed straight for impending doom.

Dramatic. But yes. You’re a submissive. It’s very clear. It’ll obviously take some getting use to, but once you accept it..it’ll be much much more fun.

I pull up Twitter on my phone and whip together a quick profile. I have a Twitter account, but I never use it. I only made it because of the hype when the app first started, before I realized everyone on there was pretty… obnoxious.

Don’t disrespect one of my favorite apps. I’m not obnoxious. Twitter isn’t for everyone but once you’re up there it’s like a whole different world. 😂 Those who know, KNOW ! We have a blast over there on Twitter.😭🤷🏽‍♀️

There’s a porn side of Twitter I never knew about until Avi showed me his account. The kind of stuff that would make Mark Zuckerberg wet his tighty-whities.

😂😂 yeeaahhh, that’s the dark side of Twitter.

“Please, Avi…” I whisper through gritted teeth. “Just go.” “I can’t go,” he sighs, tapping his hand on my hip as he turns away. “It’s leg day.” He shoots me a wink, and I’m fucking fuming. I think I’m actually turning the color of a tomato from rage.

😂😂 I love how easily Avi riles him up. Lmaoo. He makes it way too easy.

You can’t make a career out of that. Art will never pay the bills. These are great doodles, but what do you plan to do with your life??

That is so annoying. I hate when people say that. If you couldn’t make a career out of art, then we wouldn’t have famous and talented artists…smh.

Sorry is not gonna be enough… changed behavior is what’s really needed right now. Do better Ky.

“Tell me…” His voice trails off, and he gulps. I peer down at him, and his cheeks are all manners of flushed. “Tell you what?” He swallows visibly again, whispering, “Tell me you think I’m beautiful.”

Well well well.. look who’s enjoying the pet names now 🥴

Letting go of his hand, I melt over him, brushing his lips with mine. “Baby… You are so goddamn beautiful. I don’t think, I know.”

🥰aaawwwwww

“Why do you feel so good…” He writhes against every inch of my cock buried deep in his ass. “I can’t believe how good this feels… Fffuck, Avi, I love your dick.”

And I oop- Kyyyyy, I knew you were into him. We knew it. 🥴

Sheeesshhhh. Avi is turning him OOWWTTT😭🥴👏🏽

Ky is gonna be a slut before this book is done. Daaammnnn Avi. 🥴😂👏🏽👏🏽

I know he would hate to hear this, but I think Kyran is a power bottom. Seriously… Whether he likes it or not, he was made to take dick in his ass.

😂😂😂😂

Sooo… I spent the afternoon doing something I never in a million years could have predicted I’d do willingly… I gave myself an enema. Okay, before you judge me, just let me explain.