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June 20 - June 23, 2025
Caulin fell under Otto’s protection, and no one hurt his people.
take a chill pill buddy. he's been enrolled in your class for three years and you just learned his name yesterday
“Omega students are protected in this college, and by law.
power word nuh uh
I will give you a chance to leave now. Or would you prefer to undergo disciplinary action?”
you, a professor, just overheard a kidnapping and sexual assault attempt and you're just like. letting the guy go? now that's a real alpha
Caulin winced. “He... He kicked me.”
who hasn't at this point
He rubbed his stomach, and Otto wanted to snarl and hunt down those alphas, and return the pain. But he didn’t. This wasn’t his omega, and he had no right to act out on Caulin’s behalf.
YOU'RE A PROFESSOR
Ever so hesitantly, Caulin placed his small hand in Otto’s;
this is the second time an omegas hands have been referred to as small. is this a thing like with the normal average regular sexy omegas all being thin?
Otto ran his fingers through Caulin’s hair, hesitantly, sweat-matted strands parting around his fingers.
this guy's hair is literally always matted
They shouldn’t. Especially not in Otto’s office. Otto touched Caulin’s jaw, brushing his tears away with his thumbs. “You don’t have to cry. You’re not ugly.” “I’m... not?” Caulin seemed disbelieving.
NOT a human interaction. not on my earth.
He couldn’t just let Caulin carry on thinking that, when there was nothing visibly wrong with him.
if you saw him on the inside you'd hurl
Otto had never had an omega who was so keen on his intimate parts.
with a honey tongue like that, it's a mystery why
He wet his lips, his blood swooping between his legs.
I haven't mentioned it before bc there's just too much going on, but the verbs in this book are nigh unfathomable
But Otto wanted to do more. He left his chair and crouched before the omega, slipping the bunched up tissue into Caulin’s pants, swirling it around in an attempt to gather all his come.
how a child mops up a mess on the counter
“Is it okay if I do this?” Otto murmured. “Okay if I open your pants to clean you?”
but what about the swirl method? that wasn't good?
Slowly, Otto undid Caulin’s pants—in there were pizza-print panties, worn and faded.
oh, the fat kid has pizza panties. sure, why not. he really does sound like he dresses exclusively in mall kiosk print.
He continued to wipe down Caulin’s intimate parts, before pulling his pants open further, and tucking another wad of tissue behind his sac. Caulin was soaked there—the tissue helped to dry him up somewhat.
holecaking. is this anything?
He realized, to his mild alarm, that he enjoyed seeing this omega comfortable.
it's alarming to feel a normal human sentiment? more evidence in the all-alphas-are-monsters pile
“It’s okay if I clean you here?” he murmured, dragging the tissue between Caulin’s cheeks.
at this point, this dude has the entire box of kleenex in his bussy zone, including wadded at the hole
Otto pressed the scent glands on his wrists to Caulin’s forehead, dragging them down the sides of his face, over his cheeks and down his ears, and then all over his hair.
I've been reading giant exerpts of this out loud to my husband, who said at one point, "None of this is sexy." anyway, here's this guy rubbing his stink into a pizza-panty fat fuck's sweaty matted hair
He’d never marked an omega like this before.
no way?
“Come back to me if the scent fades,”
if?????
Otto: So, uh. Do you happen to know if the college bookstore sells scent suppressants?
now why the fuck would they do that
Otto: I have a bit of cleaning up to do.
the thousand tissues shoved up in the pizza panties didn't do the trick?
Otto Jones. Did you just fuck someone in your office.
my husband says: "They must have felt like they really popped off with that name, because they use the full one all the time."
Gardner: you fucked a student??? Otto: He felt bad about his weight, all right?
best response if you want to make a situation less weird
Gardner: btw, Kieran wants to know if that’s Colin. Kaulin? Not sure about spelling
yeah it's bad. I'm glad we discuss how bad this is in text. also, idk how he knows his name, it's never mentioned in this text conversation
Quentin narrowed his eyes. “He’s been bullied for years. I sent out an email to the science faculty professors a couple years back, saying to watch out for him. Last year, too. Did you see it?”
I don't know what's funnier - that you emailed the faculty of a university to help protect one tubby adult from his peers, or that it didn't work even a little
“Why are you not judging me for... for this?” He waved vaguely around the office, at the heavy musk of sex.
normal question for a 40yr old professor to be asking anyone tbh. also, do you think the oft-mentioned sex funk could have something to do with the ten billion tissues covered in some guy's goosh you dumped in your open wastebin?
“I married my student.” “You—” Otto blinked several times, his mind bending in half. “What?” Quentin shrugged. “There are a few professors here who’ve done that.
how is this a world with so much taboo shit going down on the regular but it's all so desperately unhorny
“Either way.” Quentin shrugged and turned. “Invite me to the wedding.”
about a student he hadn't properly met until yesterday, who just sucked his professor silly. I guess that's all it takes
Why do I fail at life?
idk brother i took an edible so you're on your own now
Caulin jolted upright, wondering if he’d hallucinated the professor saying his name.
this guy just makes a damn spectacle of himself all the time. dramatic for real
How did you taste a professor’s cock, and still not know how to behave around him the next day?
I think that behavior is the least of your worries
Caulin yanked his eyes up,
the verbs are diabolical 😭
“Why are you dropping out? If it’s the bullies...” His voice dipped into a growl.
stoppppp calling them bullies. they are literally assailants
He’d never so much as set foot outside Meadowfall before.
and it shoooooows
Next to the professor’s nice outfit, he felt like a rat. A scraggly dumpster rat.
the pizza panties don't help i fear
Fuck, he really didn’t know. Why did I have to mention it? Caulin pulled his backpack over his head to try and hide himself. “Yes.”
there's something wrong with you
“I don’t want to hurt you,” Jones murmured, towering over him. “But I get the feeling that I’m scaring you away.” “I shouldn’t be here,” Caulin blurted. “Why?” “Because I’m ugly.”
shut UP, bro.
“Take—Take the bag of colds,” he told Shaw. “Freezer them.”
is freezer a verb? or am I just high
“You said you weren’t going to drop out!” “I’m changing my mind,” Caulin mumbled.
I don't think any one of you can afford less schooling
“Normal people don’t tell alphas they smell good, unless they want to fuck,” Emmy replied.
nothing is normal about any of you
“I’ll say it for you, then,” Emmy said. “Caulin jerks off to you every night, Professor.”
why does everyone know everyone else's damn business like this. because of Emmy i assume.
“You’ll touch me?” Caulin blurted hopefully. Crap. Maybe he shouldn’t have said that, either. Emmy covered his ears. “I told you, don’t fuck in front of me!”
that one reviewer who said they all sound like they have psychological problems....... yeah
He was providing shelter to two omegas who had been rummaging in a grocery store dumpster, and who were now drunk. But all he could think about was Caulin jerks off to you every night, and Caulin’s disappointment when Otto said there would be no touching.
that's all you can think about when you've got two adults in your car who smell like garbage?
Otto dropped the phone, blood swooping between his legs.
swooping... is........ bad.
“It’ll be here soon. I hope you can wait that long.”
it's like the author intentionally crammed in as many vague statements as she possibly could. I've never seen commitment issues this intense
Otto’s balls grew heavy with come.
why is this so fucking funny
“That’s it,” Otto growled. “I told you there’d be no touching tonight. You’re getting punished.”
so sex is an absolute no if he's drunk, but corporal punishment isn't? weird line to draw. worse, I think
“Wh-Why does it feel good?” Caulin moaned. Fuck. “It’s not supposed to feel good.” Otto struck him hard enough that his hand stung.
bro 😭 you ABSOLUTELY 💯 WILL NOT touch dicks when he's drunk, but you'll beat his ass as a punishment with the intention of teaching him a lesson? Just fuck him!
