At the Existentialist Café: Freedom, Being, and Apricot Cocktails

by Sarah Bakewell

To write what he wanted – novels, essays, everything – he knew he must first have Adventures.

But as a human being, I have no predefined nature at all. I create that nature through what I choose to do. Of course I may be influenced by my biology, or by aspects of my culture and personal background, but none of this adds up to a complete blueprint for producing me. I am always one step ahead of myself, making myself up as I go along.

You might think you have defined me by some label, but you are wrong, for I am always a work in progress. I create myself constantly through action, and this is so fundamental to my human condition that, for Sartre, it is the human condition, from the moment of first consciousness to the moment when death wipes it out. I am my own freedom: no more, no less.

Starting from where you are now, you choose. And in choosing, you also choose who you will be.

‘his ugliness disappeared as soon as he began to speak, as soon as his intelligence erased the pimples and swellings of his face’.

a phenomenologist’s job is to describe. This is the activity that Husserl kept reminding his students to do. It meant stripping away distractions, habits, clichés of thought, presumptions and received ideas, in order to return our attention to what he called the ‘things themselves’. We must fix our beady gaze on them and capture them exactly as they appear, rather than as we think they are supposed to be.