Cappadonna (Season two: Delgato Family: Cappadonna)

by Jahquel J.

“Alaia don’t fight me on this because I’m trying not to rip this fucking roof off the truck. A lot of shit isn’t making sense right now and I promise you don’t want me to start drawing my own conclusions.” “What do you expect? For me to ride off into the sunset with you? This is my life, and only I have to deal with that.”

alaia please trust capp i know it’s hard

I wanted her to be comfortable for a couple days. Alaia wasn’t trying to let me help her, and I couldn’t just force her to do what I wanted. I wouldn’t be no better than the nigga she was so called married to.

smart man

Kendra had been hitting my phone since I ran out the condo earlier, and I didn’t have any plans on calling her back. Alaia had me ready to fight the fucking bell man with the way she was acting about this Taz muthafucka.

😂😂😂😂😂😂

If she thought she was going to be fucking other niggas in my face, she had another thing coming. Kendra wasn’t done with me until I told her she was done with me. I could easily talk to her and ask her about our son, but since she played in my face for the past nineteen years, I was going to have my fun playing in her face.

LMAOOO you know what? i ain’t mad about it cause she did withhold your son from you. it’s fair game at this point

People assumed because me and Capone were raised by both our parents that we wouldn’t have gravitated toward the streets. We had two immigrant parents that were busting their asses to take care of us. None of that shit ever sat right with me, so naturally, I went to the streets to find a solution for the problem.

“I wore this for so long because Zayne told me that I had to. Muslim women wore this to respect their husbands.” She turned to look me in the eyes. “You’re not the only one that can switch subjects whenever you want.” I chuckled. “Oh, you think you’re funny.” “I used to be funny… I lost it a long time ago.” She sighed.

“Despite what people think, it’s the woman’s choice if she wants to wear one or not… bet his ass didn’t say that.” “Never. Always made me feel like I had no other choice, or I was disrespecting him. So much of what I so called did disrespected him… I never knew what was right or wrong. Nobody ever sat me down and taught me how to be a good Muslim.”

he used religion for control and that’s a sin within inept

There was so much to unpack with her relationship with Allah and tonight wasn’t the night. Alaia had to travel her own path and if that meant that she didn’t want to be Muslim anymore, that was her decision to make.

whether she decides to continue the religion or not, she deserves to be happy

I wanted to tell her ass that I had already found it, but she was too busy playing games. If Alaia told me what was going on with her right now and let me know she didn’t want to move in with shorty duwop, I would buy her and the baby a house right now.

shorty duwop 😂😂😂😂😂

I noticed how she ordered two of the things she thought I might enjoy. I kicked my feet up, and turned the TV on while listening to her stress that we didn’t want any bacon on our burgers or the bacon cheese fries.

bacon cheese fries hold the bacon 😂😂😂

Francie, my great-aunt, always told me it was a respect thing and that I should call her that whenever she came around, which was never often. Kendra popped out for birthdays and important life events and even then, her ass was always fucking late.

giving her son doesn’t mean that’s all it takes to be a mother

I stopped craving that motherly love and started using her for what I needed from her. I had all the newest sneakers and fresh clothes because that was all she was good for. When it came to spending time together, she was there to slide a credit card or peel off money out her wallet.

thats a damn shame

Kincaid grew up on our block and he and Jasmine dated for a little while. When Jasmine went away to college, they broke up. She wanted more and to get away from the city, and Kincaid was so drawn to the streets that he would never leave them. I always fucked with him and told him that Jasmine was the one that got away from him. If his ass knew that she was back in New York for good, I think his relationship with Capri would be threatened.

oh lord please nooooo don’t do it

“Fuck up. You be cheating any damn way.” When Jaiden caught his first body, it was only natural for us to become close. It wasn’t every day that you caught a body. Since we were the closest in age, we naturally clicked and had become close.

brothers

Jaiden checked his phone before getting up and stretching. “Life is filled with decisions. Which one are you going to choose?” “Like you trying to decide when you gonna stop wasting Elliot’s time?” I quickly switched the subject.

OOO TEA!

Joie was the reason he was scared to move on. He felt like he was betraying her by moving on with his life and his reason was valid. It felt like some kind of betrayal to keep on breathing while the person you love wasn’t given the same opportunity as you.

baby boy she would want you to move on

Whenever I crossed the threshold into this house, I felt the warmth and love this family had for everybody. They treated me exactly like family, and none of them knew how much that meant to me. I already struggled with mama issues, so having the women in this family look out for me the way they did made me appreciate them.

he’s always welcome 🥹

This would have been the perfect moment to tell him. Instead, I allowed it to slip through my fingers. I don’t know how many more chances I would get, but I needed to stop being a pussy and let him know that I was his son.

thank you like please don’t drag it bookie

When Cappadonna called me and told me he was taking me out today, I almost broke my knee trying to get out the bed.

DHSKEHDJS NOT HER BREAKING HER KNEES

After our argument a couple days ago, I wanted to put all the hostility behind us and start over fresh. This was a new chapter for us, and we couldn’t keep repeating the same shit that we did when we were younger. The only way I was going to get that ring was if my ass stopped eating pork and acted right.

if you think that’s all it takes then girl 🤭

“What the…what the fuck are you doing here?” I whispered, as if Capp was actually in my condo. If he knew another man was here, he would have killed the both of us and then took a nap.

not a nap LMAOOO but no bullshit

Me and Ace met when I went to my nephew’s birthday party in Delaware a few months ago. He was on me hard, even when I told him that I had a man. With it being closer to Capp’s release date, I was trying hard to clean up my act.

ooooh thats her mystery man okay

He made trips back and forth from Delaware to New York to take me shopping and spoil me. I had become so caught up in what we were developing that I forgot about Capp for a while. I broke all my rules, giving Ace a key to my condo, and acting like a girlfriend when this was supposed to be temporary. “My man is home,” I revealed.

that ain’t his problem 😂

Ace walked over toward me, kissing me on my neck and I removed myself from his arms. Not because I didn’t want him, but because I knew that I would want some dick and I couldn’t have none. Capp had been depriving me of some, so I would take it from anywhere.

girl stand up!

I knew the minute he picked my hand up he was going to ask about the ring. Nobody, not even Sassy knew that I was engaged to Ace. It was a secret that I had planned on taking to my grave. Seeing as though I might be meeting my grave sooner than later, I didn’t know what to do.

ENGAGED?!?!?!!

It wasn’t until Ace started talking about children, moving to Delaware, and actually getting married that I realized that I had fucked up. Don’t get me wrong, I did love Ace and had fell for him. Maybe I was more in love with the way he spent money than the actual emotion that love was.

🙄

He kissed me on the lips once more before he released me from the counter. I rushed over to check my phone and Capp had sent me a text letting me know he was pulling up in five minutes, which happened to be four minutes ago. “He’s here.” My

it’s about to be on and popping

Capp’s truck was parked in front of the building when I got downstairs, and he was eyeing Ace leaned on his Mercedes.

his ass don’t listen my god

Ace looked more hurt than pissed as he stared at us. When Capp opened the door and waited for me to step in, he turned over toward Ace. “The fuck you looking at? You wanna see me fuck her, too? Damn.”

poor ace

He looked from me to Ace like he already knew something and was waiting for me to blurt the truth out. I got back in the car with my fucking heart in my ass while Capp took his sweet ass time walking back to the truck. “God, if you get me out of this, I will be better,” I whispered before he finally got his ass back in the car.

not you tryna use god to get out of it

“Erin’s aunt is having a birthday dinner at their crib,” he informed me on where we were going, and suddenly, I would have rather sit between both Ace and Capp in the middle of a fight.

😂😂😂😂😂

The cars displayed in the foyer were all color coordinated. Even the mini cooper had a place within the array of different exotic sports cars. I continued to hold onto his hand while taking in everything. The big wedding picture in the foyer was beautiful, and Capone truly looked happy as he stared down into his wife’s eyes.

awww capo added erin’s mini cooper 😭

The picture made me feel all sappy and guilty because I had betrayed Cappadonna. Would he ever look at me like this, or would we be ruined before we could get to this phase of our relationship?

ooooh girl that ship has sailed

How the hell did a grinch like Capone end up with such a nice wife?

LMAOOO not too much!

How in the world did Capella end up running with Capone and Cappadonna? I wasn’t that involved in his day-to-day life, but I damn sure didn’t think he was running with them, or involved in the streets at all.

mmhmmmm now you know

This man was like a blood hound when it came to the truth. He looked at me sideways and then took my hand. “You wanna lay in my bed?” “No, I’m good… I don’t want to ruin the party… I splashed some water on my face and I’m feeling better.”

he’s playing this clueless game too good 😂😂😂😂

“Michael says he is on his way.” Ryai looked up from her phone. “Man, call him Big Mike. We don’t know a Michael,” Jaiden, Erin’s brother, joked with his cousin. “Look at her… all grinning in her phone for Big Mike,” Capp started to laugh while teasing Ryai about her relationship.

big mike needs love too 😂

“You and Big Mike are together? How did that happen? All that man does is breathe Capone,” I joked. Nobody laughed and I felt stupid for even trying to blend in. “You be breathing in a lot of shit… see me saying something?” Capone calmly stated, while Erin just stared at me. Ryai put her phone away. “We are together, and that’s my baby… not too much on him.”

that’s so awkward i’m low-key feeling bad for kendra

“Hey, I’m Kendra… Capp’s girlfriend.” “Oh, the Kendra.” Her eyes widened.

thee kendra

If me and Capp were to ever make it to where marriage was a possibility, Capone was the key to that. Capp trusted his brother’s word, so I needed to make nice with his jerk ass if I wanted to be the next Mrs. Delgato.

good luck with that

It made me emotional to think of the love a mother had for their child. It must have skipped me because although I loved my boy, I never got that feeling of just stopping everything to be his mother. I understood I was selfish, and maybe there may have been some disconnect within my brain that caused me to think like this. My own mother wasn’t the best role model, either.

mm a generational curse

“Kendra?” I realized that my stupid ass had went into a damn daze over my mother. “Huh? Sorry.” “You got kids, Kendra?” Capone asked, picking in his beard. As far as his ass knew, I didn’t have any kids and he was acting like he hadn’t known me for years. “I don’t got no little nephews or nieces running around, right?”

capone funny as shit skdhsksjsj

“You know damn well I don’t have any children… I’m going to find your brother.” I quickly excused myself, looking over at Chubs who didn’t have any reaction.

awww chubs :(

Capp and I had discussed me converting and at the time I promised that I would. It was easy to make promises when the man had years to go before he was actually free. Now that he was on the outside and serious about his religion, I couldn’t keep running from it.

girl you should’ve said no if you didn’t want to. she’s just always lying 😂

“Baby, seriously? I told you that he’s my neighbor’s son. He knows me because we say hi and bye, and he helps me. I told you that.” “Helps you how, Kendra? The nigga was heated when he saw you get in my whip.” Capp wasn’t as stupid as Ace.

you’re really insulting that man’s intelligence

Especially when I was out here giving his pussy away to whoever made me blush. I was ashamed of the way I had been acting out here. Maybe I should convert, I needed a blessing or something.

no you don’t—

If Cappadonna ever found out that I had used money he gave to me for another man. A man whose main goal was to be the top dog in New York, he would kill me with his bare hands.

damn bitch what don’t you do behind his back

I took a deep breath, so he didn’t know that Cappadonna was his father. “You need to be worried about school or something… what happened to football?” “I stopped playing football when I was ten, Kendra.” It was the way he said my damn name that made me upset. He said it like I was some stranger on the street instead of his damn mother. As much as I wanted to address everything, this wasn’t the place to do it.

you’re the one acting like you don’t have kids

I never felt a connection to him or motherhood. A part of me used to feel bad about it, and now I just accepted reality. My aunt loved the hell out of Capella and took great care of him. Even though me and his father wasn’t around, he still got the love he needed from her.

i feel so hurt for capella it’s like she can’t see how much her disappearance had an effect on him growing up

His compromise was that he would pay for my class to keep me happy. It did bring me some joy to be around other women going through the same changes that my body was going through. I didn’t have friends, so just having forty-five minutes to chat and pretend my life was normal felt nice.

that’s the minimum he’s done outside all the bullshit