Cappadonna (Season two: Delgato Family: Cappadonna)

by Jahquel J.

My apartment wasn’t much, and our landlord was a creep, but it was still home. It had been home for the past three years, and I appreciated every piece of secondhand furniture I had sourced.

I carefully unpinned my hijab and then snatched it off, tossing it onto the couch. Covering my hair had never been something I wanted, it was forced onto me. All of this was forced onto me, and I had no other choice but to oblige.

i hate when religion is forced upon

Raheem was still running bitches out of Delaware, but I heard a rumor he was paralyzed because of a bad shoot out that went down, killing most of his people and damaging our yaya’s house. I wasn’t sure how true it was.

his ass better be paralyzed

I lost my childhood and was forced to become a woman quicker than I was ready to be. My only hope for this baby I was carrying was to give them a life that they didn’t have to hide from.

He was full of shit like his brother. Taz wouldn’t have sent anybody over here, and I would have had to lug these groceries down the block and up these damn stairs.

like brother like brother

“Taz, I’m not in the space to play wife to you after losing my husband.” He cocked his head to the side and looked at me. “Play wife? You will be my wife, Alaia… Zayne has told you; I’m fucking sure of it.”

AWW HELL NO!

The big bitch

SKDHSKSHSJSJS

It was normal to me because we both took turns getting knocked against the wall. We both minded our business and never got involved with each other’s shit. I knew when I saw her man staggering up the stairs that the night would be a long one, and she would leave out the next morning with dark shades and caked on makeup.

thats so sad

As I waddled to the door, he stood there looking down at me. He forced a kiss on my lips, and I wanted to push him away from me. “You wife number one for me.” He gave me another kiss and I felt sick to my stomach.

nasty ass

If Zayne told me that he would always find me, then Taz finding me would be ten times easier. He had the money and the pull to find me wherever I went. Not to mention, where was I going to run away to? I had no money, education, or job. I was stuck. Raheem truly fucked me over for a couple grand.

he needs his ass handed for doing his sister dirty.

The traps were all up and running like that fat bitch Trilla never existed. Money was good and business was even better. Nobody was stupid enough to try something with the way that Trilla had been taken out. With the way Capone had cleared house, I had to admit it was quiet in New York.

thank the lord his pig ass is gone

When I was released, it was hard for me not to want to whip his ass all up and through Capone’s crib. I had given him my baby sister on a platter, and he fumbled that shit horribly. How the fuck do you lose a woman like Capri?

same question i ask too boo cause what the hell he was thinking of sleeping with tasha?

Capri was too good of a person because she helped him with his son. When his nanny couldn’t make it, she would step in and be there. They were damn near co-parenting a child that wasn’t hers. I saw how Capri was with the baby, and I could tell that she loved him because he was a piece of Naheim.

girl i know you can’t get over your first love but c’mon now.

“We went out on a few dates, but other than that, I ain’t really on that.” “Cause you think you got a chance with Capri.” “Nah.” “I think R. Kelly has more of a chance running an all-girls group home than you have getting back with Capri… you gotta move on, son.”

😂😂😂😂😂

“You ain’t had no buns in years and it ain’t everything? When I got out, I couldn’t wait⁠—”

and that’s the reason why your ass is in this situation now

Now that I was home and saw my sister often, it was hard seeing her as an adult. As a woman that could hold her own. Capone put me onto how Capri knew how to hold her own. I was so proud of both Capone and Capri because they held shit down while I was away. As the oldest, it was hard sitting back not knowing how things would play out with our family.

yeah cause my girl gets DOWN

“What the fuck…” Naheim’s words were cut off when I busted a U-turn right in the middle of Nostrand avenue. I doubled parked and put the car in park. “Hold up.”

AHHHH HE’S SEEING WIFEY!

The woman froze, her small hand on the handlebar, and slowly turned around. When she turned, her eyes instantly recognized me. While her eyes recognized me, mine didn’t recognize her swollen belly she was toting along with the heavy shopping cart.

hey boo boo

The fuck was going on with my heart? Soon as she smiled up at me, my heart did some weird shit in my chest. It felt like it was flipping around or some weird shit.

thats love baby

My mind went crazy thinking about that bitch nigga putting his hands all over my baby. Not only did he touch her, but he also went ahead and put his seed inside of her. If that wasn’t enough, he had the nerve to get her pregnant and then have her out here pushing a fucking shopping cart while pregnant. I wanted to punch him in the chest and pistol whip his ass because he had her out here like this.

he’s calling her baby already SKDHSKSJS

If I didn’t know any better, she didn’t seem broken up or even sad about it. “My condolences.” “You can keep them. Zayne was a horrible person and I’m at peace knowing that he’s going where he deserves to go.” She sighed, then stopped before putting her hand on top of her stomach.

exactly cause he was a piece of shit

She rummaged in her purse and tried to hand me a crinkled hundred-dollar bill. “I cannot ask you to pay for my laundry…” I gently closed the door before she could finish her sentence. Alaia must have realized that she wasn’t going to get through to me.

🤣🤣🤣🤣

I looked over at her, and then my heart went all haywire again. Her olive complexion, light brown eyes and two beauty marks that graced the opposite sides of her face made me go stupid in the chest. Not even mentioning when she smiled. Alaia didn’t even realize that she could get whatever she wanted out of me with those dimples.

and she’s so pretty

The chicks he had coming to visit him weren’t other wives. If Alaia was wearing a hijab, more than likely he had his other wives doing the same. The women that came to visit him wore some of the skimpiest shit that they were allowed to get away with for his visits.

of course he did

I damn sure didn’t plan on running into Alaia today, or else I would have been taking her somewhere else to chill with her longer.

“That’s Zayne’s little brother. He’s going to flip out because I’m getting out of your car.” I could hear a slight panic in her voice. “That nigga be putting his hands on you?” I immediately asked because I was gonna go shove my size fifteen sneaker up his ass.

PLEASE DO

This little bitch looked like the old school rapper, Lil Zane, and had the nerve to be trying to strong-arm Alaia.

LIL ZANE 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

“Aye, baby boy, let me tell you something… if the next time I see her, and I will see her again, she has a mark on her, or tells me you put your hands on her, we gonna have a problem, ight?”

🤏🏽🤏🏽🤏🏽🤏🏽

All bark with little to no bite, or he always had someone do the biting for him. “Alaia, I’ll see you again, Beautiful.” She gave me a quick smile before she turned it off and headed toward her building.

Alaia ain’t even know it yet, but she was mine.

oh it’s on and popping from here on out

“This hustler that I’m fucking with from Delaware. I met him a few months ago when I was out there for my nephew’s birthday party.” I laughed, knowing that if there was one thing I knew how to do, it was to find a nigga with money.

PLEASE tell me it’s not taz

Cappadonna was my entire heart, and we had been through everything together. When he got knocked and sent upstate, I promised I would hold him down, and I have been holding him down. Whenever he wanted to see me, I was taking that long ass drive up to the prison to visit him. He called; I answered before the phone could reach the second ring. I’ve been down with him and holding him down for so long that I needed to have my fun too.

Cappadonna may have had his shit with him, but he made sure that I was paid. I never had to pay for anything since Capp has been in prison. He made sure I had everything I could ever want. All I had to do was complain and he made it happen. He was Mr. Make It Happen.

looks like thats about to change

“I just know he talks her through it… dear God, it’s me,” I overheard one of the women in the shop say as he walked by her while he carried me out the salon.

SAME BITCH

He was finally out of prison, and he wanted to do a boring dinner and chill for the night? I thought when he came home, we would be ripping the streets and in every party that was going on. With the weather getting nicer, everybody was throwing a kickback and I wanted to show up on his arm.

girl please

I stepped back into his arms and stood on my toes while puckering up my lips. He dropped a few kisses onto my lips and grabbed my ass in the process. The roughness from his grab had me ready to abandon this appointment and go back to my place.

imma let him have this cause they have history but those lips WILL be reserved for alaia only

Even when I boarded that flight, my heart had always been with Capp. Despite what people loved to believe, I loved him when he didn’t have a dollar to his name. I was heartbroken when I left him behind and moved. His ass never checked on me and didn’t give a damn that I had picked my life up and moved away.

Spite brewed within my veins, and I refused to tell Capp that I was pregnant with his baby. It wasn’t like his ass was checking for me, anyway, so why should I tell him that I was carrying his baby. Say what you want about the Delgato men, they were good men. Cappadonna would have stepped up to the plate and raised our baby. I was too bitter and didn’t want him to be involved. I was determined to raise this baby on my own and not reach out for any help.

now that was a stupid decision cause you deprived your son of a father

When Capella was a month old, Dax was murdered in front of our condo building. They didn’t care that he was on his way home with diapers and formula, they shot him in cold blood, and I witnessed it.

awwww rip dax

I tried to be a mother for a few months, and I couldn’t do it. Capella was such a fussy baby, and motherhood was so hard. If it wasn’t for my grandmother, I don’t know what I would have done. I told her I was going to New York to visit and would be back, and I left Capella with her and never looked back. Motherhood wasn’t for me, and I had worked ten times harder not to end up with another baby inside of me.

kendra wtf?!?

A secret like this could end us and even end up with him wanting me dead. There was a lot of things that he didn’t do, and being lied to was one of them. Especially with a lie this big.

i still can’t believe she deserted capella

My lifestyle was very much due to how well my man took care of me. Were there others that filled the gap while he was away? Yes. None of them meant anything to me and I never kept them around long enough to feel anything for them. I used to feel guilty about sleeping around behind Capp’s back, and then changed how I was looking at the situation. If the roles were reversed, I knew he wouldn’t have been able to be faithful to me.

and how would you know that…

“Now that you’re home, we need to focus on our future. The lease on the condo is going to be up soon, so I think we should start looking for houses. We should also move your stuff into the condo, too.”

girl slow ya roll slow ya roll

“I never asked you to move out there with me,” he nonchalantly replied, hurting my feelings in the process. “What do you mean? The whole plan had always been us moving in together, getting married and having a life together.” “You forgot having kids.”

ooo ☕️

I wished people understood that just because we were women that not every woman wanted to be a mother. I learned early on in my son’s life that I didn’t want to be a mother, and that I should have gotten rid of him.

okay true shit but damn

He messed with his beard and stared at me. “You love to rewrite history, Ken. I told you that if you didn’t want to have kids then I would find someone that would.” “And I told you that I wish you would. Just because I don’t want to have kids doesn’t mean you can toss me away like I’m trash. I’ve been the one here holding you down and you’re gonna do me like that.” He laughed.

yikes

I loved a good drink now and again, and a greasy burger with extra bacon. Just because we were together didn’t mean I had to give up the things that I loved.

nobody said you had to give those things up love

Last night didn’t go the way that I thought it would have. I thought the minute we hit the house that we would have been ripping each other’s clothes off and fucking on the couch. It was something that I missed about him. Capp would get it on anywhere when it came to me, and I desperately missed that. After he forced me to brush my teeth, he then allowed me to kiss him all over him while rubbing his body. I was practically throwing this ass on him, and he was just sitting there like I was a statue.

LMAOOOSJSHSKSJS

I had been patient for years and now that it was right in front of me, I wanted to do more than suck on it until I choked. I wanted to feel it inside of me and climb him like a jungle gym. So much for wishful thinking because his ass got his nut off, and then we went to sleep.

poor kendra thinking she was gonna get dick

He wanted an old school woman and that was the furthest thing from who I was.

and you’re not the woman for him and that’s okay sis