That Last Secret: A Brothers Best Friend Romance (Firsts In The City Book 4)

by Jenn McMahon

When she returns, we watch the entire movie together, lying on the couch with my arms around her and her head on my chest. That’s where we stay the entire night before we both fall asleep. Emiline Ford has changed me. I can’t tell if that scares me or excites me. Either way, I don’t want this to end.

Her hands grip my forearms with a three pulse squeeze before her body relaxes into mine. I never realized she picked up on all the times I’ve done it to her. I got you. Three pulses for three words. And we both drift off to sleep.

“You don’t want me to get a jacket?” I smirk, remembering a similar conversation from the past. “You know, Daddy, since it’s so cold outside?” “Emiline, don’t start something we won’t have time to finish,” Logan warns, clearing his throat. “Keep the sweatshirt on but put a jacket on too.”

“You drive me insane. In a way I never saw coming, and it frustrated me to no end.”

“You are enough, Em. You’re more than enough. You’re Emiline Ford, and there’s no one out there like you.”

“Logan, what are we doing?” “We’re talking.” I shake my head. “No. Us. Here. What’s this between us?” I watch as he swallows before he speaks, “We’re doing whatever you want to be doing. I know this is uncharted territory, but I find myself wanting to be your person more and more.” “You want to be my person?” Logan nods. “Out in the open. In secret. Behind closed doors.” He shrugs. “Whatever you want it to be. I just know I don’t want to stay away from you.”

A wave of emotions rushes through me. Happiness mixed with fear, because there’s a chance this could end terribly. There’s a chance I’m putting my heart on the line to be broken. But it’s a chance I’m willing to take.

“I don’t want this to be overwhelming, so how about you get through this semester first? If by June, when you graduate, we both want to keep this up and tell your brothers about us, I’ll be there right next to you, holding your hand.”

“Logan,” she pants breathlessly against my lips. “Take me to my room.”

“I want to suck your cock, Logan. I want to make you feel good.” I don’t move. I can’t move.

I’m afraid to look back down at her. I know if I do, I won’t last much longer but screw it. I want to see her make me come undone. When my eyes fly open, she’s already looking up at me. Her lashes fluttering and her mouth filled with my cock.

“Hmm. That feels so good, Emiline. You’re doing so good.” “Yeah?” I nod. “You take me so well in that pretty little mouth of yours. I can only imagine how well your pussy would take me if I were to fuck you right now.”

“That turns you on, doesn’t it? The idea of me sliding my cock inside of you.” She squirms some more. “Fucking that perfect pussy of yours?”

“Are you going to be a good girl and let me come down your throat?” She nods repeatedly. “I need your words, Emiline.” “Yes. Come down my throat.” I grin down at her, using my thumb to stroke the side of her cheek. “I didn’t hear you say please. You know I love hearing you beg for me.” “Please, Logan.”

“I need you,” she mutters against my lips. “I’m at your mercy, Emiline. Whatever you need, whatever you want, it’s fucking yours.” She laughs lightly. “Damn, I got an A+ for sucking cock then, huh?”

“It’s so much more than that. Being with you and having you in my arms… I want more of it. This time with you? I want more of it. So whatever you want, it’s yours.”

“I want you to fuck me, Logan.”

“If I do this, I won’t be able to stop,” I tell her seriously. Emiline presses her forehead to mine, holding me tighter with her legs around my waist. “Then don’t stop.”

“You wore lace panties to go boxing with me?” “You didn’t tell me where we were going. You just made sure I had a sweatshirt and a jacket. You know, doing your little protective daddy thing.”

“Got a daddy kink?” She smirks. “No. But I do have an Emiline kink.”

“Fuck me, Logan,” she says, already out of breath. “I’m working really hard to hold it together right now. I need a minute.”

“Talk to me, Em.” “Oh my God,” she cries out. “I feel… so full. I feel so good.” “You’re taking my cock so well.” I pause my movements, pressing fully into her until I completely disappear inside of her.

“Jesus Christ, I think I may need another minute.” “No, don’t stop,” she begs. A smile plays on my lips. “You have my cock deep inside of you right now, and you’re still begging, Emiline? You’re greedy, aren’t you?” “Yes,” she cries out. “Yes. Please keep moving.”

“That’s it. Scream my name when you come for me. Because no one else will ever make you come like this again. Only me.”

“I remember everything when it comes to you.”

And the only thought that runs through my mind is that I’m completely and utterly ruined by Emiline Ford.

“Down here,” his raspy voice says between my legs. “I need your eyes on me while I eat your pussy.” Oh my god.

“Please,” I beg. “You… you’re going to make me come. I want to come.” “That’s the goal. I’ll make you come so hard that you’ll see stars. And when you’re done, I’ll make you come again around my cock. You think you’ll be able to do that for me?”

“I need you inside of me,” I moan against his lips. He kisses me again and backs away. “Hold on. I need a condom.” I grab his backside so he doesn’t move far away. “No. I need you inside of me now.” “Em.” He says my name with pain in his voice. He presses his hips into me, and the head of his cock lines up with my entrance. He puts the smallest amount of pressure, letting the tip graze my pussy. “That’s dangerous. I’ve never been with anyone without a condom before.” “Neither have I,” I pant. “I’m safe. I’ve been tested recently.” “Me too.” He scans my features. “Are you absolutely sure?” I nod, pulling him into me, the tip grazing me again. “I need you, Logan.”

I bite my bottom lip and buck my hips up into him because there’s nothing more I want than to see him come undone. For me.

“Your pussy was made for me, Emiline. Every single inch of you was made for me.”

“I’m going to come,” I say between ragged breaths. “Not. Yet.” “I don’t think I can hold back,” I tell him honestly. The pleasure is so intense right now if he repeats that move one more time, I’m a goner. “You can. And you will. You will not come until I tell you to come. Understood?”

I could love this man if he let me.

Once in bed, he wraps his arms, pulling me closer, and I fall asleep feeling like this is all I’ve ever wanted. I fall asleep realizing we never actually ate dinner. I fall asleep thinking about a future with him. And for the first time in months, I sleep like a baby.

This is where Emiline learns my weaknesses.

“You, Emiline. I want you.”

“But I want to. I want to be good enough for you.” “You are. Logan, don’t you see that? You’ve been the one to pull me out of my deepest days. You’ve been my person from the moment you learned all the weakest parts of me and you still stuck around.”

“I’m not going anywhere,” I say against her skin. “Good. Neither am I.” For the first time in a long time, I let someone hold me. And fuck, it feels good.

“When you kiss me like that, it makes me want to bend you over right here in the middle of the ring and spank you until my handprint marks that pretty little ass of yours red.”

“You’re drenched, Em. Tell me why you’re so wet right now.” “I’m like this every time you’re around.” Fuck. Me. She’s just unleashed my inner beast with her confession.

“I’m yours, Emiline. I’m all fucking yours. Now show me how your pretty pussy can mess up my cock.”

We might be keeping our relationship a secret, but she’s mine in every sense of the word.

“I couldn’t let you walk in there without you knowing how proud of you I am. You’ve come so far. You’ve sacrificed so much. And you did it, Em. This is your last hill before you graduate.”

“You’re always showing up for me on your birthday, huh?” He smirks. “You remembered?” “I always remember when it comes to you.”

There are no longer any questioning feelings in my mind. I’m in love with Logan Bennett.

“She was studying… right, Logan?” Thomas says with a bite to his tone. No. I took her boxing and then when we got back to her house, I had the best sex of my life.

“You got me a stethoscope?” I nod. “I know you have one for nursing school, but I wanted to upgrade it for you.”

I roll my eyes and lift off the couch just enough so she can. “Good boy.” “Emiline,” I growl in warning, but don’t have a second more to protest because she wraps her hand around my length. Sliding from root to tip dangerously slowly until her palm covers the head. Wiping the pre-cum from the tip and sliding it back down my cock.

“Watch me, Logan.” My dirty fucking girl.

My lips grazing her ear. “I want to come inside my pussy.”