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I was scrolling through my messages when I heard a giggle. Not any giggle. My favorite kind of giggle that only came from my wife. My damn head snapped around and I scanned the bar until my eyes landed on Capri kissing a nigga.
SODHSKSJSJSJ WHY AM I GAGGING ONG
All the color in Capri’s face drained as she looked up into my eyes. She quickly removed her hands from around his neck. “I guess when you said you were my brother that meant you could fuck my wife, too,” I snarled. Kincaid leaned back in the booth. “It just happened, bro.”
HER SNEAKY LINK WAS KINCAID—BROOOOOO
Capri started to cry as she looked between the both of us. “Naheim, can we tal—” “You fucking on the help like a fucking whore… acting all heartbroken when you fucking this nigga behind my back.”
nah wait a minute when you was cheating nobody said shit but she tryna get her lick back it’s a problem!
He was lucky that I allowed him to fucking breathe after the shit he did. Fucking Tasha was more important than doing his fucking job. Tash was a pass around and everybody fucked her, even the little niggas.
“The nigga in front of the judge house… Capo did that shit… nigga a boss.” I got up from the couch because I wasn’t stupid. This nigga was either wearing a wire or he was just as stupid as I thought. “Sarge, the fuck you talking about? You was smoking that shit again? Matter fact, don’t even answer that because I told you to lay-up off that shit.” I switched my tone.
not sarge tryna set them up
He cowered when I walked by him and went to jump in my whip. I could tell something was up and that nigga Sarge was a snitch. He was wearing a fucking wire, and I could tell from the way he was talking.
i knew his ass was shady
I mean, I had so much other shit on my mind too. The whole Kincaid and Capri shit had been on my mind lately, too. I wasn’t staying at the condo because I didn’t even want to see her fucking face.
the ONLY reason i’m feeling sorry for him is because he was trying to change his way and prioritize capri. he just did it too late
I finally sat down in one of the chairs and waited to hear what Forty had to say. “Remember when I told you to be careful who you keep around you?” “Yeah, and I’ve been careful ever since.” “Sarge is an informant.”
awww damn
“He’s working with a colleague of mine who is as dirty as the fucking subway. I’m not concerned with him too much, but you need to handle him.” Forty raised his brow. “He’s also been working with your boy.” “Trilla.”
it always leads back to trilla
She acted all hurt meanwhile she was fucking the next nigga. The shit hurt like I was fucking shot. Only Capri could hurt me in a way that would make me feel like my heart was physically broken in two. Instead of going back to the place I had booked, I headed to the bar to drink my problems away.
oh lord
“It’s Kincaid, Erin.” She nearly knocked herself out with how hard she slapped her hand over her mouth. “Are you fucking kidding me?”
SKSHSKSJSJ same reaction i had
After the last time we were in the club, I was alright with never going to one again. Imagine my surprise when Kincaid knocked on the door and was looking for Naheim. I didn’t even tell him that Naheim had told me they had plans. If they in fact had plans, then Kincaid would have let it slip. He never did.
cause he wanted to holla at your ass 🗿
Did I think this man would push me down on my bed and eat me from the rooter to the tooter? Hell no.
DAMN
The love I had for my husband never went away. I would always love Naheim because he was my first love. I never loved anybody like I had loved him. Then I had Kincaid that I was falling in love with, so I was confused on what I wanted.
girl you gotta pick one
“Girl, don’t tell me that man is texting you right now?” “We’re going to his cousin’s lounge in Delaware tonight.” “Girl.” Erin rolled her eyes at me.
erin is me 😂😂😂
Erin was right. We needed to live apart so we could get back together. If only his ass would answer the fucking phone for me. Naheim ignored every text or call from me. I just hoped that this was something that we both could come back from. Hopefully.
He kissed me again while rubbing my thighs. I could already tell where this would lead tonight. “Yo, pass me two,” he told his cousin, who passed him pills. His cousin passed him the pills and he tried to give me one. “I don’t do pills, Kincaid.” The one thing that I learned about Kincaid was that he loved to party.
KINCAID A DRUGGIE? jesus christ
Kincaid had knots in his pocket and was just tossing that shit out like it wasn’t nothing. I wasn’t the only person looking and peeped a few other niggas looking at our section. Uneasiness crept into my stomach as I nudged Kincaid. He needed to stop showboating and letting these niggas see what he had. We were already in a rundown side of Delaware.
nigga high and tryna make bets like c’mon now
I heard a gun cock back and my heart plummeted to my feet. “Run that shit or you ‘bout to be done for. You willing to die over some fucking money, nigga?” Kincaid went to reach for his gun, and he realized he didn’t have the shit. I could see in his eyes that he fucked up. He went into his pockets and gave him the money.
just fucking embarrassing
The adrenaline was starting to fade as I realized what the fuck had just happened. Tears fell down my cheeks as I continued to drive without looking over at Kincaid. “I’m sorry, Baby,” he touched my leg.
man fuck your sorry! had she not had her gun on her that man would’ve taken her and trafficked her!
Naheim may have fucking cheated on me, but his ass protected me. He never moved the way that Kincaid had moved tonight, even if he had a lot on his mind. He allowed whatever the fuck he had on his mind to interfere with protecting me. This was the first time I had ever felt unprotected with Kincaid.
chile…that was real fucked up of him
I trusted him to protect me, and he let me down. Instead of being on guard he was tossing money around, popping pills, and taking shots. Naheim would never.
i may not like the nigga right now but he damn sure wouldn’t
Capri was always my man, my man, my man, and now you could barely get her ass to mention her husband.
LMFAOOKSHSJSJ CAPONE FUNNY AS SHIT
I was fucking confused when Capri stepped out the driver’s side of the car. She had tears coming down her face as she walked over toward me. When she saw Naheim, she rushed into his arms sobbing. He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her on top of the head.
poor tink tink
“It’s my fault, Capo. I was being reckless and Capri fucking saved the both of us.” “You doing a lot of taking accountability.” I punched his ass in the face, he instantly dropped to the floor. “Get the fuck back up.”
yeah he deserved that punch for being so fucking reckless
