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I was wrong earlier. She’s not pretty; she’s striking. High cheekbones, a button nose arcing perfectly up to her brow, and thick, dark lashes framing a pair of the most dazzling green eyes I’ve ever seen. A deep, mossy emerald, like the hue of magnolia leaves in summertime. Want. Want, want, want.
A pang rings in my chest, but it has more to do with the look on her face than any pain from the wound. I have a strange urge to reach out and hold her, to ease the frightened look in her eyes. Need. Need, need, need. I’m not going to hurt you. I wouldn’t. Not something so beautiful, so precious.
I yank the cap off with my teeth and pour out a thin line on the back of my hand before snorting the crystalline powder in one swift breath. Instantly, a warm buzz flows through my veins, dulling the pain in my chest while clearing my fog in a way only a powerful stimulant like Rebound can.
Rebound should have helped and ceased every line of thought connected to her. The desire to take her. Have her. Want. Want, want, want. Something carnal roars to life in my chest, filling me with an insatiable desire as an image of those mossy emeralds flashes in my mind. Something about their raw innocence haunts me, and the madness curls its slender fingers into every recess of my mind, unlocking doors left and right. Need. Need, need, need.
As Lillith shuts her window, I’m struck with the desire to do something for her. Something to bring back the light in her eyes. I rack my brain, thinking back to how her lips lifted in the smallest of smiles when the bird started pecking at her breadcrumb offering. As much as she loves the animal, she also loves being able to take care of something. If I bring her a present for her pet, maybe I’ll see that smile again.
I barely get two inches between us before his arms snake around my back, pulling me flush against his chest. “Drew…what are you doing?” I whisper, trying to wriggle out of his viselike grip. “Shhhh,” he murmurs, sliding his hand up my back. Two of his fingers reach around the side of my neck and press into the space just below my jaw. “I’m just feeling your pulse.”
Instead, I feel empty. Worthless. “I’m so lonely,” I whisper, another wave of emotion taking all the air out of my lungs. “So fucking lonely.”
My thumb brushes over the messy scrawl, a hint of a smile tipping my lips. Is it fucked up that he broke in to leave these? Sure. But it’s also sweet… in a disturbed kind of way. He even got me my favorite flavor sucker—and a shit ton of them, to boot. I guess as far as stalkers go, he’s not the worst one to have.
As I glance at the flower in my palm, something akin to a smile tugs at my lips. A beautiful gift for a beautiful girl.
“Someone a little nervous?” he coos, mistaking my resistance for first-date jitters as he digs his fingertips into my upper thigh. “How about I help you relax?” My body freezes as he trails his hand slowly toward my core, easing past the hem of my shorts. It’s only when his fingertips brush the edge of my panties that I come to my senses, and I quickly push my hand against his forearm to stop his assault. His eyes flash with annoyance, but thankfully, he withdraws his hand with a forced chuckle. “Sorry. I got a little carried away.” He brushes the situation away with a wave of his hand and a
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I shove the door open, getting one of my legs out onto the pavement before Sam grips my arm and hauls me back into the car. “Going so soon?” he coos into my ear, brushing a large hand across my throat and settling over the top of my windpipe. My breath quickens as he holds gentle pressure, keeping me locked in place against his chest.
I hate the lack of control I have when it comes to her. Breaking his kneecaps in the middle of the street was risky. Too risky, even in her shithole of a neighborhood. I just couldn’t help it. When I saw that fucking oaf’s hands on her, I…
It was him, wasn’t it? He threw the brick last night, and now he’s hurt Sam. My chest constricts in a blind panic as I remember the look on Sam’s face when he saw me just a moment ago. Oh God, did he do this because we went out last night? Or because he heard me struggling to get Sam to stop? The worms, the flower, the lollipops—they were all so innocent. But this? This is too fucking far. This is wrong.
Our heads snap toward the door, and Drew’s confusion mirrors my own as Sandra whirls inside, weighed down by the drug tray in her arms. Her mouth begins the motion of a smile, but as soon as she notices Drew at the side of my bed, she balks. “What are you doing here, Sandra?” Drew asks, his voice low and menacing. I turn to him, about to ask who shit in his Froot Loops, when I notice his murderous expression. What the actual hell?
“I’m perfectly capable of doing it, Sandra. Give me the medicine,” Drew demands, making that motion with his hand once more. “I have orders from—” “I said it’s not necessary, Sandra!” Drew hisses, effectively cutting her off. “Give it to me.” She sniffs, turning to the side ever so slightly. Her movements are so quick that I nearly miss it, but I swear she switches out the bottle in her hand for another in the tray. “Here.” She thrusts the small glass vial at Drew, and I don’t miss the way he double-checks the label. “Thanks. I’ll see you later, Sandra.” The two exchange a conspiratorial look
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That was… odd. I’ve never felt unsafe around Drew. In fact, it’s always been the complete opposite. I shake my head, ignoring that silly little screaming in the back of my mind. I’m paranoid from lack of sleep, that’s all. It’s like Dr. Slater said. I just need some sleep, and all will be fine.
What I do know is there was an order to administer a little… heart-stopping agent when she passed out today. That obviously didn’t happen, so…” “Who?” I ask, my voice terrifying even to my own ears. “Who was going to administer it?” “Sandra Payne.”
“Do you want to pass out again? I’m taking you back down to the infirmary.” “No, please—” A yelp tears from my throat as Drew grips my arm, hauling me roughly to my feet. “You’re overreacting. Let go of me!” I order, stumbling after him as he hauls me in the direction of the elevator. “Drew, you’re hurting me!” He stops short, causing me to stumble face-first into his muscular back. Before I have time to balance, he whips around, taking my shoulders in a firm grip. “I’m so sorry, Lillly,” he whispers, his voice cracking like he’s seconds away from breaking down. “Are you okay? God, I’m such a
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Now that the fog is clearing, I must deal with the repercussions of my recklessness. My fist clenches at my side as my eyes fall on the pile of ash in the corner. I’m not sorry for what I did. Not at fucking all. But it should have been done differently, in a way that didn’t guarantee I would be caught and put away for life.
But then I hear it again. Louder. Like someone is tampering with the lock on my front door. Click… click… click… The blood drains from my face as the door flies open, revealing the hooded stranger from my nightmares. Calmly, the man steps inside, ducking his head under the frame to accommodate his height.
Before my resolve can weaken, I charge toward him, shoving the blade deep into the flesh on his thigh. It makes a god-awful sucking noise as it pierces the tattooed skin, and bile rises in my throat. “Fuck, yes.” The man groans, wrapping an arm around my back before I have time to escape. With the other, he reaches down, gently wrapping around my hand still attached to the hilt of the blade in his thigh. Tightening his grip, he guides my wrist to the right, twisting the steel blade farther into his flesh. “Oh fuck,” he moans, his eye rolling to the back of his head as blood gushes from the
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You’ll make sure she’s safe, that no one can lay their dirty fucking fingers on her. She’ll be safe. Safe, safe, safe, safe…
“You shouldn’t fight so much.” You’re hurting yourself. Please stop, I can’t fucking stand it.
Ever since he laid his hands on me, I’d been craving his violent touch. He terrifies me, but he also makes me feel alive. Now that I’ve had a taste of it, I want more. Need more.
He dips down, nuzzling his face into my neck. “Kain and Lillith. The devil and his queen. It sounds delicious, doesn’t it?” His teeth sink into the side of my neck, and I let out a little whimper. “What do you think, my queen?”
I don’t know what emotion bubbles in my chest, but if the books are right, then I think I’m…excited. Excited to make Lillith breakfast.
His dark gaze holds mine, and electricity crackles between us. My pulse races as I fight the pull of his energy, beckoning me to give in to my deepest desires. Kain reaches a hand toward my face, and though I know I should back away, I lean into his touch. A calloused thumb brushes my cheek, and I go limp, letting his massive palm hold the weight of my head. “I like making you smile,” he murmurs, his thumb sweeping over my bottom lip. “I wish I could do it more often.” “I’m sor—” “No.” He cuts me off, his gaze hardening. “Do not apologize. I won’t hear it.” He leans in, his lips brushing mine
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