Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs)’s Comments (group member since Mar 04, 2019)

Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs)’s comments from the Isles of Stars [Semi-advanced] group.

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t'was on purpose. uwu
decided to go with something else, anyway. xD

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Gracias! uwu

Thank you... As someone who's had (and still has) a lot of suicidal friends, irl and online, I have a full understanding of everyone's worry. I've got ever right to fear for the very worst, unfortunately.
And again, take as much time as you need. Just let us know what exactly you mean when you say "goodbye". We will always be here for you, ready to listen if you need someone to. Sometimes it really helps to just...get it out. I'm the kind of person who can't relax about what's on my mind until it's out in the open. I'm awful with words, so honestly the only thing I'm good at doing is the listening part, which is usually all that is really needed at the time.

History needs one more line. The requirement is five mines, not four.

Hooo, after calmimg myself a bit, Ive gor a suggeation for taking breaks:
Do what I did: isolate yourself from any contact of the site for a specific number of days. From the sounds of it, Goodreads is a habit for you, too. It takes a total of thirty or more days for to start a new habit (ex: writing daily, taking medications on time). Breaking a habit is even harder, especially when the internet is involved. Cold Turkey is what you need, m'dear. Do other things that inteuige you, catch up or rewatch a faborite show, start a bew hobby, try new things, do other atuff that you've been meaning to do.
I still have a hard time with it, especially since still extremely shy in most groups (this includes groups I'm a secondary modertor for). Nowadays it's just exhaustion amd highkey wanting to avoid people that only give me headaches. (Most non semi-advances role-plays)
But yeh
Also gaming is a thing if you're really into that. I did a lot of chattimg with my discord friends durimg my break, it was really nice! I think we did a few games of Amoung Us, too, which is always hilarious! (Im a horrible imposter. ROMANO ALWAYS BE LOOKIN SUS.)
Hell, got my bby Rayvensong from lvl 112 to 116 in literally just four days. ùwú

Thank God... Well, happy birthday, but listen to me:

Stop being so vague. You're scaring me. I know I dont say it much, but i really do love and care about you. You realize I will always automatically assume death, right? You know what that does to not only me, but literally all of us? I nearly cried the second I read that message. This isn't fair to us, to ALL of your friends here... We love you, we care for you, we love talking to you. We are terrified when you dimply say "Goodbye" and nothing else... No notice, no explanation, no hints...nothing. I've gone through enough of that these past few years to know how much agony and mental strength it costs. It's not fair... That's why I wrote such a long msg for my week-long brake. So that my friends don't worry about me like I do for them.

I care a lot more than a person across a screen should... I wear my heart like clothing. Its out in the open, and I'm completely unawate of what can happen to me by being so caring about others.
You all mean so much to me... All my rants and complaints? It means I feel safe woth you guys. I feel like I can speak and not immediately get attacked. I feel so open that I'm able to share my love for my characters, and when yoi guys love them, too? It alloqs me to feel like you guys care about me, too. Every character I make has a fragment of myself. It gives me a small fraction of happiness. You all give me happiness, fractions of you guys that stay in my heart that i can never forget.

Xavior, I consider you, in a way, my family. My online family. So please... Don't scare us with such vagueness again... if you nees a break, simoly notify us, and we will gladly await for your return.

Xavier, please, tell us if you're safe... If you're leaving the site or taking a break... I'm begging you. I don't want to think the worst, again... I don't want to break down in tears for fearing for one of my best friends lives...

Wait, what happened? Is everything okay?

imma gonna complain because my pride has cONTINUOUSLY BEEN FRACTURED
This god damn light accumulator
This bloody, god damn forsaken light accumulator
Always so frackin close to finishing the damn challenge with these damn tiny, annoying little mages
BUT THIS GOD DAMN TIMER ALWAYS GOES OFF THE SECOND I KILL THE BLOODY PYRO-
And here I am now with shattred pride...
Don't tell me to take a break, because I literally can't. I don't ever work that way. I don't rage quit. I dont quit in general. O RAGE CONTINUE. DOES THAT EVER WORK? NO. NO IT DOESNT. BUT DOES THAT STOP ME? HELL THE FACK NO.
BUT FOR GODS SAKE KAEYA
QUIT CALLING ME OUT BY CALLING ME A SLACKER-
Rant over, ty for listening.
Time to continue on with this pride-destroying challenge unt I've had enough and wait even longer.

Ahh, the Ruin guard was so much nicer compared to my new predicament.
Now im stuck with the three light accumulators and I need to figure out a better strategy.

I THOUGHT MORDOR WAS DIFFICULT
I MEAN, THATS MOSTTLY MY FAULT BC I DIDNT PAY ATYENTION TO MITIGATIONS
BUT STILL

WALKING INTO MORDOR IS EASY.

Bɪʀᴅᵴᴏɴɢ²³¹, ᴛʜᴇ Fᴀʙᴜʟᴏᴜᵴ Pɪɢᴇᴏɴ Qᴜᴇᴇɴ wrote: "I cannot, for the life of me, figure out how to finish "Fallen Tears"
This fucking thing is litTERALLY WHAT ANXIETY LOOKS LIKE
YOU EXPECT ME TO FIGHT THIS THING?"

HAHAHAH
THE FUCKER IS DEAD
IT ISNT A BREATHING CREATURE
BUT ITS STILL DEAD

I
FORGOT ARCHERY WAS A THING-

((Np!))

((Hey, guys. Just wanna remind y'all that the requirement is 4 lines minimum.))

Almira wrote: "I'm joining to tell you in the group summary thing you guys spelled Advanced wrong."

Heh, sorry... it was like...... 5am when I decided to start ul another group. ;u;

I still can't figure it out.
It is exhausting to the point I need naptime. ;^;

》pixie dust《 wrote: "Also, this is something I made for Diego a while back

~Diego's Quotes & Things~

Life is Fun by TheOdd1sOut, Boyinaband

Geronimo by Shepherd

Firework by Katy Perry

"I'm not flirting; I'm just b..."

My sweet Spanish bby

I cannot, for the life of me, figure out how to finish "Fallen Tears"
This fucking thing is litTERALLY WHAT ANXIETY LOOKS LIKE
YOU EXPECT ME TO FIGHT THIS THING?

ansel. wrote: "Bɪʀᴅᵴᴏɴɢ²³¹, ᴛʜᴇ Fᴀʙᴜʟᴏᴜᵴ Pɪɢᴇᴏɴ Qᴜᴇᴇɴ wrote: "yEs. Where and who starts?

Also we neeeeeeed to start coming up with more threads.
My brain is unsurenfor air.
Ded brain days"

we could make a dock ..."

Not sure how that would work, as Damian is cusp-born? He's an air-water cusp.