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Damian giggled softly and gladly moved closer, carefully matched his pace with his partner's. "I believe I can do tha, at least." His guard was dropped and completely focused on Valerius. If someone had told him that he would one day have feelings for a human, he would've laughed. What kind of demon would let themselves become attached to a mortal? Well, him, apparently. While the word 'mortal' brought dread to his thoughts, he pushed them aside and rested his head against the taller male and decided to just appreciate the new fuzzy feelings he had never gotten a chance to experience before, and he hoped he would continue to experience it for a long time to come.
jESUS CHRIST-
I see Donald, I think Duck.
((DIHXBDGFHJKBKFFJCTVJ))
Damian felt a faint warmth on his cheeks at the comment. "I-it's less expensive to rely upon my animal instincts!" He defended his reasons. "I've never found anything worth my time and energy for a proper line of work. I never had a reason to. A-and what does my beauty have anything to do with my living situation?!"Damian eventually shook his head and sighed. "Never mind, you humans are such difficult creatures to understand..." He then looked up at the sky and took a moment to admire the tiny glittering stars above him. Would he last long enough to see the day that humans eventually become curious enough to somehow launch themselves into the sky? He knew not, and so he decided to leave the question for a later date. "Hmm, it does seem to have gotten quite dark out. Though no matter how dark, you will always be my light." He grasped onto Valerius' hand and followed with a lovestruck smile, feeling light and airy as ever.
SHUSH, THAT WAS MY ANXIETY SHOWINGAlso Donnie is Ansel-
I've got over 10 role-plays listed in my Google Docs to response to and no ideas for any of them, and all of them have been waiting one to two months for me. ;u; I'll stick to waiting for one of the very few that I'm willing to wrack my brain for. I miss these two so muuuuuch. My heart wants to continue this precious couple that consists of Damian and Valerius, but I feel bad if I try giving a push. Like, really bad. I feel like I'm being a huge annoyance-
eXcUsE mE?I'm a fabulous pigeon QUEEN, thank you very much!
Damian laughed softly and stroked that beautiful blue hair. "My home is a log about under a quarter of a mile from this exact spot, and purposely hidden so I don't have to worry about losing my pelt," he couldn't stop himself from playing with Valerius' lovely hair. "I think it would be interesting to discover what it's like to sleep under a roof without seducing first," a sweet smile bloomed on his lips, and his golden-yellow eyes glittered happily. "So, yes, I'd love to go to your home tonight." And with that, he gave a light eskimo kiss.((It ain't much, but I feel like it's decent enough. :3 ))
((HSDKJGTLAIDSHFJ IT WAS THE HTML STOPPING ME???))
The moment he felt contact, Damian's first instinct was to wrap his arms around his beloved so tight as if he was his lifeline, which wasn't exactly too far from the truth. He returned the kiss with equal effort and poured his emotions into it. A wave of relief flooded his entire being, and it caused even more tears. But this time, he was okay with them, because they didn't signify sadness. A fragment of him had made a complaint of parting, but he reminded himself of how fragile the human body was. His demon-kitsune body was far stronger than his former human one, but it gave him the advantage of protecting the one who held his undivided attention.Damian was almost surprised at the speed of which Valerius spoke, but after a few seconds of processing, a wide smile bloomed on his pale lips. "Worry not, mon amour," his golden-yellow eyes glittered with overwhelming adoration. "I will never stray from your side, no matter what happens. Not even my demon king can take me away from you. I will fight tooth and nail to make sure of that. Every inch of me belongs to you, and no one else," he gently nuzzled his boyfriend. "The English language has been used so much that many words have lost their true meaning... Perhaps our respective native tongues will suffice?" He stared into the beautiful icy blue eyes, carving each and every feature into his memory. "Mon chéri... Je t'aime," He moved just the slightest bit to place a kiss on the pirate's cheek. "And nothing can ever change that."
((I literally have the reply finished but Glitchreads is being itself again *stressed birb noises*))
MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS, AMIRITE-
I only have myself to blame, tho. I'm still a failure at creativity. I either tolerate what I make or despise what I make because my bloody anxiety says it ain't good enough. HHHHHHHHHHHHHH
simon snow, i choose you. wrote: "((i promise nothing like that is coming up, birdo.))"((That makes me relieved. All I really want right now is fluff. My brain wants a break from negative emotions. ;u; ))
Damian kept a wary gaze on Valerius, listening to what he had to say. "I'm a lust demon. You should have told me your boundaries. I haven't got a clue of what your do's and don't's are... I do things by instinct unless I am informed of the limits. I swear on my own soul that nothing like that will ever happen again," he then took a deep, shaky breath before continuing. "And there's a word for that feeling. It's delamour. It's when you feel things so strong towards someone that 'love' or even 'soulmate' can't even come close to covering how you really feel. Not a single action or declaration will ever feel like it's enough. Not even pressing yourself against the other person is close enough. Not even eternity feels like enough time to be with your special someone," He stretched out a hand to hold the male's hand, but decided otherwise out of fear of even more painful rejection. "I would know. I understand it now...because I've met you. This agony of being pushed away is far worse than being drowned in holy light. Valerius, I'm not allowed to feel these things to you. I'm not allowed to love or be happy. I'm a rogue demon now for you. Please, just let me adore you for eternity, for as long as I have you in this realm. I don't think I can handle a life without you in it. Just thinking about it... It's terrifying. I don't want to live in a world like that. I can't live in a world like that. Valerius, I'm scared. I don't ever want to live alone anymore. I never want to spend a night with any other person. Don't leave me... Don't let me go. Just be with me, and love me in a way that feels right. Let me love you." His body ached for any touch of affection and acceptance, but at this rate, he felt like it'd never happen. So he stood there, sobbing, and waited for something. Anything. All he wanted was to love this man with every fiber of his being... But the kitsune couldn't bear to do so without some kind of confirmation that he would be accepted. "I want to give you everything... The world, the light, love, my soul, each and every star in the sky... And still it wouldn't be the everything I want to give. Nothing will ever be enough to show just what you make me feel."
((No more on-and-off stuff with characters that are closest to my heart... It involves my god awful blood family(minus my mum), old friendships and intimate relationships. It's a trigger that I can't handle. These characters are the ones I can't handle this with: (view spoiler)The next are all warrior cats related: (view spoiler)
If anything similar is coming up, I beg of you to tell me beforehand.))
((It touches too close to home, specifically what has happened recently. I feel like everything is a lie, and now I feel like you're lying when you say you enjoy these two...))
((...I'm genuinely angry and ready to cry. You're going way too far.))Damian's eyes opened and stared at him with sadness and rage. "You will not walk away from me, Valerius," the demon let out a horrid snarl and sped to the human male, grabbing him by the back of his collar with a dangerous grip. He didn't sound human. He no longer had his familiar French accent. All he spoke was in a demonic language that he temporarily gave Valerius an understanding to. "You wretched creature, who the fuck is playing with who? You claim you love me? You bloody liar..." He thrust the Italian behind him and gave a sharp slap to the face, and returned to English. "If you love me, why do you hate me? What do you have against me? Ami I not good enough? Am I disgusting? Is it because I'm a demon? Or is it just because I'm not human like you?" Tears were flooding down his pale face, and his voice cracked with agony. "Why are you doing this to me? You're cruel... How could you lead me on? Let me finally understand love, and never want to touch another human...and then toss me to the side? What the hell is wrong with you?" He struggled to wipe away the waterfall of tears. At any rate, his sleeves would be soaked. "You bloody well better explain what I've done to deserve this... Why you claim to love me when you really don't... At least tell me why you are going to indirectly murder me." I'll fade... Not a single creature will remember I ever existed... Not even my own family will remember I ever existed...whoever they are.
i miss all of mine ;A;
