Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs)’s Comments (group member since Nov 29, 2020)

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"Who am I? Oh my, you must be new around here~"

Full Name: Lucien Morningstar
Name Meanings:
Lucien - French - Form of Lucianus
Morningstar - Various - English transcription of Morgenstern
Nicknames: Luce, Luci, Lulu (Prob all given to him by his Gremlin.)

"My, my, you must be desperate, coming all the way out to my humble abode..."

Sex/Gender: Male/EnderMasc (Xenogender)
Pronouns: He/Him/His
Age: 31
Birth Date: March 24
Sun Sign: Aries
Element: Fire

"I am sorry, but I do not accept money. It serves no purpose for me. I already have everything I need."

Orientations: Demisexual/Demiromantic
Romantic/Intimate:
Availability: Single
Spouse: Partner first
Partner: Crush first
Crush: No. He's entirely incapable of love.
Platonic/Familial:
Mother: Erika Morningstar
Father: Samuel Morningstar
Gremlin: [NAME]

"Nothing comes from nothing, child. My magic uses equivalent exchange."

Personality: Lucien is an independent and intelligent man who holds himself with dignity and always remains alert. He is meticulous with things that are important to him and holds a high threshold of tolerance and patience, which ties nicely with his inquisitive and observant nature. However in reality, Lucien is a malicious and deceptive soul. He is vain, and he often has trouble hiding his pride in his abilities. He's sadistic and provocative, always willing to aid the miserable. After all, they are the weakest ones, ready to give up anything for something better...all the more fun for Lucien to play with.
Positive Traits: Dignified, Intelligent, Meticulous, Patient, Tolerant
Negative Traits: Deceptive, Malicious, Provocative, Sadistic, Vain
Neutral Traits: Alert, Independent, Inquisitive, Observant
Triggers: Only workers of light. He detests their existence and will be ready for a fight of any kind when they're around.
Likes/Strengths/Goals:
[L] Silence
[L] Slow and eerie music
[L] Observing the results of his work
[S] Words. He's amazing at getting what he wants.
[S] Mind games
[G] None, tbh. He is satisfied with his life.
Dislikes/Weaknesses/Fears:
[D] Light work (Y'know, the opposite of his dark magic)
[D] Crowds, public attention.
[D] Chaos in his workspace
[W] Light
[W] His gremlin
[F] TBD
Secrets/Habits:
[S] He doesn't think there's anything to hide.
[H] TBD

"Remember, dear, everything is final."

Appearance:

Facial Claim: Lucilius (Granblue Fantasy)
Voice: Light and smooth, yet still masculine nonetheless. Silver-tongued.
Hair: White; short; soft
Eyes: Blue; black slitted pupils; thin almond shape
Height: 5'7"
Weight: 144.0 lbs
Skin: Light
Body Type: Slender; rhombold
Dress Style: Well...medieval robes, I guess? He looks like he's a master of some sort of unholy power.
Misc.: Serpent characteristics: Slitted pupils, forked tongue, elongated fangs, scales scattered around the human parts of his body, and god awful eyesight. He's too stubborn to go out and get something to help him see properly.

"By making this payment, I trust you understand the nature of my magic?"

Occupational History: Warlock (10-present)
Species: Human...although he has used his dark magic to alter his body.
Power: Black magic (He goes far, far deeper than what is considered "acceptable." He is an outcast.)
Weapons: Black magic. And a sword, I guess. (view spoiler)[ (hide spoiler)]
Skills: Decent swordsmanship, but terrifying magic ability. He's given up a lot of himself to keep his sanity.

"Workers of light are not accepted on my land... Get out."

Dependability: 3/10
Honesty: 4/10
Intelligence: 8/10
Memory: 9/10
Stability: 8/10
Accuracy/Aim: 9/10
Attack: 8/10
Defense: 9/10
Reflexes: 7/10
Speed: 5/10
Stamina: 5/10
Strength: 7/10
Swordsmanship: 7/10

"Oh my, oh my, oh my...what a sweet and innocent aura... Such a darling."

Health: Physically? Perfectly fine. Mentally? He is sane, yes.
Languages: English
Backstory: Lucien Morningstar. The name of this man leaves a foul taste in the mouths of those who know it. He is known as an abomination for what he has done to change his body. He once had legs, but when he decided to conduct a spell on himself, he traded them for a serpent tail. This was huge progress in his already advanced knowledge of dark magic. He was kicked out of his village because of his unholy practice, but it was no matter to him. He didn't need a large roof over his head. He had already stumbled across an abandoned house in a secluded part of the Aenia Kingdom. He could finally complete his work in peace!
And in peace he surely worked, as his mastery of his evil magic grew stronger every passing day. However, it came at a price. He began to lose touch of reality, and when he realized that, he knew it was time: he must sacrifice something to maintain his sanity. He offered his memories, his relationships, all the love, hate and regret he held on to, everything that made him...him. To his relief, his offering was accepted and the disembodied voices disappeared...along with everything he had known about himself. But to him, it was worth it. Finally... Peace again at last.
Today Lucien works as a master of the dark arts, and welcomes whomever seeks his aid...as long as they give him something of equal value to their request. It matters not what it is. He'll take literally anything, with the exception of money. He doesn't care for it. He has no need for it. He only wishes to observe the being that came to him for things no one else can offer. Whether it be a love potion, poison, or to see the face of a long lost loved-one, as long as he gets his payment and can watch, he will serve.

"What made me decide to learn dark magic? Hm... I can't recall. It may have been one of the memories I sacrificed."

Misc.: Lucien uses three terms of endearment as ranks of his interest: (view spoiler)[
Child = Uneducated, weak, disappointing, disrespectful (to him)
Dear = Customer, pupil, intriguing person
Darling = Potential or future sacrifice, experimental subject (hide spoiler)]. Also he's batshit crazy.
Playlist:
01 Come Little Children [Erutan]
02 Mordred's Lullaby [Heather Dale]
03 Monster [Beth Crowley]
04 The Hanging Tree [Peter Hollens]
05 Transylvanian Lullaby [Erutan]
06 City of the Dead [Eurielle]
07 Lullaby of Woe [Ashley Serena]
08 The Witch's Daughter [Ashley Serena]

"I'm sorry, dear, but I don't accept refunds. However, I could offer to try to reverse the effects...with a new payment, of course."

Canceling the following:
- Raven & Hecate
- Lucien & Aeri

Lucien is getting a remake intl a version that's incapable on understanding "love." Raven is getting traded for this Lucien.

Oooohhh okie dokie!


edit; borb hath decided to trade raven for villain lucien FRICK YIS

Th...the what????

Yeahh, I may actually remake every single character I have here purely out of boredom. Lucien is problematic, though... He's vastly developed and his romantic needs have changed.

edit; I COULD TRADE RAVEN FOR SORCERER LUCIEN.

This is just a remake of Damian's profile because the other one is old and cringey.




Full Name: Damian Julien Montgomery
Name Meanings:
Damian - Greek - To tame, subdue
Julien - French - Form of "Julian"
Montgomery - Scottish - Gumarich's mountain
Nicknames: Tesoro (Exclusively used by Valerius)

Sex/Gender: Male/Male
Pronouns: He/Him/His
Age: 32 (13 years as a demon)
Birth Date: February 16
Birth Place: France
Sun Sign: Aquarius
Element: Air

Orientations: Pansexual/Maromantic
Romantic/Intimate:
Availability: In a relationship (And happily so! ♥)
Spouse: N/A
Partner: Valerius Marcello Labelle
Platonic/Familial:
Mother: Arianne Montgomery
Father: Anson Montgomery
Siblings: Cécilia Montgomery

Personality: (Note that this only covers a small portion of him.) Although it's common knowledge that Damian is a clever man with an overwhelming flirtatious aura, he's actually a very loyal friend deep down if you're willing to suffer with his lustful nature. He's a passionate demon with an adorably childish and playful streak makes it difficult to completely dislike him. It's a perk for most that he's protective over those he cares for. Warning, though: His memory is absolutely shot. Do not count on him to arrive on time or even remember what day it is. It's that bad. Don't ask for advise or opinions, either. His indecisiveness proceeds him by miles. You'd be waiting a few hours for him to finally decide on saying "I'm honestly not sure."
When Damian is in love, he absolutely freaks out. He's never fallen for anyone before in his entire existence, before nor after his death. He's only ever understood seducing in order to gain power and strength. But eventually, he'd accept the new feelings, and cherish them. He'd then start trusting the love interest with his own life and become oddly affectionate towards them, and only them.
As a lover, Damian is extremely needy, and needs constant reassurance that he is loved. It's not that he doubts the relationship, it's just that he's scared of losing his beloved partner. He's so in love that he can't imagine himself without him. He is soft around Valerius and becomes very comfortable when he's right beside him, which is usually where you can find Damian. He cherishes Valerius, and would give up everything for him. Damian is very dreamy, often falling into a daydream, and happily fawning over him. He is deep in love, and there is nothing he wouldn't do for him.
Damian is also a very territorial lover. He isn't afraid to remind another person to stay the Hell away, and even threaten their lives. If he feels like his beloved is in danger, or if their relationship is being threatened, he will not hesitate to use violence to protect his beloved Valerius.
Triggers: Don't touch his mate, he will slice a bitch without a single thought.
Likes/Strengths/Goals:
[L] Playing in the snow
[L] Plushies
[L] Cuddles
[L] Roses, especially red ones
[L] Compliments and pick-up lines
[S] Seduction and getting a hopeless human to do what he wants
[S] Making a murder look like an accident
[G] He just wants to be happy with Valerius
Dislikes/Weaknesses/Fears:
[D] Pickles and anything pickled
[D] Numbers
[D] Most humans
[W] Recognizing the strengths of humans
[W] Valerius. Just anything about Valerius makes him weak.
[F] Losing the first and only person he's ever loved (It sounds cheesy, but there's no exaggeration)
Secrets/Habits:
[S] He doesn't believe that he has anything to hide, at least not from Valerius.
[H] He constantly looks down upon the human race.

Appearance: Damian is a stunning young demon with medium length white hair and beautiful silver eyes that turn pink when attempting to attract someone. He has a muscular form, standing at 5'9" and weighing 151.2 lbs.. He has a animalistic skull marking right below his collar bone, almost demonic looking, as a reminder of his sin. Due to his kitsune half, Damian actually has pure white fox ears, a tail, and even has the ability to transform into the actual creature of an arctic fox. His pure white fur blends into snow with ease. He wears two clear quartz crystal earrings, one on each ear, even when he's showing his kitsune half. (Some poor hopeless fool gifted them to him, thinking there was actually a future for them. Damian has completely forgotten this, so it doesn't matter anymore.)
Facial Claim: Tsurumaru Kuninaga (Touken Ranbu)

Voice: Strong French accent
Hair: White; medium length; soft
Eyes: Yellow; black pupils; rounded almond
Height: 5'9"
Weight: 151.2 lbs
Skin: Light; flawless, even without makeup
Body Type: Slender, almost feminine. Somehow it's rather similar to an hourglass figure. (view spoiler)[ (hide spoiler)]
Dress Style: https://www.pinterest.ca/amareatayah/...
Misc.: N/A

Occupational History: Harpist, I guess?
Species: Demon-kitsune of Lust
Power: Demon of Lust (view spoiler)[He can sense and feed on any sort of intimate emotions. The stronger the desire, the more powerful he can become, and the more dangerous of an opponent he is. (hide spoiler)] Blue Flames (view spoiler)[Can control and create blue flames. He had some of this power infused into his sword, making it burst into bright blue flames when unsheathed. (hide spoiler)] Kitsune (view spoiler)[Has fox-like features, such as fox ears and a thick tail. As a kitsune, the older and wiser he becomes, he will gain another tail. Currently, he has one out of nine tails. He also has the form of an arctic fox. (hide spoiler)]
Weapons: Ōdachi
Skills: I mean...he's pretty?

(Remember we're comparing a demon to a human here.)
Dependability: 6/10
Honesty: 5/10
Intelligence: 6/10
Memory: 2/10
Power Control: 10/10
Stability: 7/10
Accuracy/Aim: 9/10
Attack: 10/10
Defense: 10/10
Reflexes: 9/10
Speed: 10/10
Stamina: 5/10
Strength: 10/10
Swordsmanship: 10/10

Health: Well besides the fact he's technically dead, he has zero chill if someone even looks at his Valerius.
Languages: English, French
Backstory: He only remembers his grades, the physical appearance of his family, and his talents with art and the harp. (Three years and I still know anything about Demon Damian's backstory...)

Misc.: N/A
Playlist: Look for "Damian/Ella" https://pastebin.com/ERwYyqdL

((I worry about anyone who would ever actually want Damian/Ella Montgomery as a significant other. I, for one, do not want to have a clingy partner that kills literally anyone who gets too close or friendly with me. I despise being held down like that. I must have f r e e d o m.))

((They are perfect for each other and no one can tell me otherwise. They are literally soul mates.))

((AIGHT, HERE'S FUR POST 2/2!!! LET'S HOPE IT'S A GOOD ONE!!! And then Birdy gonna see if she can get back to sleep bc tttiiirrreeeddd.))

Damian hummed a happy, yet soft and soothing tune the entire way back. The recent memories brought a soft blush to his face, but he pushed them away by slipping off his long, black coat, after which he eventually found his favorite piece of loose cloth inside. After a successful search for water, he gently washed his face. He then continued to remembered which way Valerius had gone, and followed his scent.
Emotional exhaustion finally hit him and he simply flopped onto the soft bed, letting out a comfortable sigh. "Much softer than my tree." He mused and closed his golden-yellow eyes, yet made sure to signify he was still awake by letting his tail do whatever it wanted. He was too tired to control it, anyways.

Thank, it truly means a lot to me. <3 These past four months have been...well, I would've preferred to stay oblivious until I was actually mentally capable of more trauma. xD *looks up at God* WTF BRUH, GIMME LIKE- FIVE SECONDS OF PEACE. PRETTY PLEASE? WITH BABY DAMIAN-FOX ON TOP?

I'm just glad I have a massive support system. <3 Y'all mean the world to me!

Please just be more careful in the future. Some folks aren't as forgiving as I am.

Birdsong231ԑ̮̑ঙ wrote: "Heheh... I tey to keep this between my family and discord folks, but sometimes I can't stop myself... I'm also sorry... I have little control of my emotions, which is why I'm trying my best to not ..."

Also this is probably really petty but
When I'm angry at myself for getting myself involved with him
I toss mental bricks at him

Heheh... I tey to keep this between my family and discord folks, but sometimes I can't stop myself... I'm also sorry... I have little control of my emotions, which is why I'm trying my best to not moderate. My emotions might get in the way of my logical thinkingggg

But yeh
I'll do my best to shut my virtual mouth now bc it's making me feel awfullllll
I suddenly feel like I'm overreacting everything and my hatred toward my ex is something really petty but it's really not
That bastard fuckin deserves my hate-

I understand that they may very well be lyrics, but that can't change what it reminds me of. I can't even sleep past 4 hours without screaming bloody murder because of what my ex did to me. I purposely stay awake as long as possible out of constant fear... I hate being reminded... I'm so tired of being scared...

I'm not sui--dal, but I just want it all to just end already. Four months of screaming myself awake almost every night is exhausting and really painful. ;-;

I fake my happiness so I don't worry y'all, but that... I can't help but defend others who have gone through all forms of (view spoiler)[s--ual ab--e (hide spoiler)], just like I have.

...I'm easily triggered by the thought of someone in my bed. It's a major source of my heightened anxiety and depression. (view spoiler)[My ex took advantage of me, and now I'm a survivor of s--ual ab--e. My worst nightmare came true. (hide spoiler)] I would appreciate you to be wary of what you say.

((MY BRAIN IS IN THE PROCESS, I SWEAR! I JUST CAN'T ALLOW MY REPLIES BE SMALLER THAN MY NORMAL FULL PARAGRAPH DESPITE MY STUGGLING.))

He (or is it they? I'm sooo sorry J can't remember! ;A; ) changes their username a lot, but he's the owner of Lanz. I still need to finish Castor for him-

mAyBe.

((AAAAAAAAAA MY H E A R T))

I can feel Chris' internal fear-