Just hug and patch up…

They both wanted to hug each other and patch it up. Both were not liking the state they were in; still they could not take the first step.

The wall that got created between them was very high and they kept making it higher with their ego and anger.

Not even a single unpleasant instance went unattended. Sometimes he took it up and sometimes she took it up.

What died in this were those beautiful moments they spent together. What died was that love, care and affection that they had for each other.

They still cared for each other, they still waited for those moment when they can meet or see each other. They were still inseparable in their thoughts but their ego stopped them from taking the first step.

Yes they were slowly reaching that point which will have no return. They never wanted it but they still kept working to reach to that point.

Both were so different she was a tough girl and he was an emotional guy. She was not able to take it anymore and he just didn’t want to let her go. The struggle to save “US” was being lost day by day.

They very well knew the cost of this loss, they never wanted it. But their ego always stopped them from working on it. “Why should I” and “how many times” were becoming more important.

Those small things they did to make each other happy were all well forgotten. What remained in the memory were only instances which hurt.

The anger always excited them to end this up but the love was still there and ending this was just impossible.

It is such a strange situation. When you love someone so much that it’s difficult to stay away, and your anger is such that it stops you from even trying to get closer.

This strange feeling will keep you disturbed. You will always hate them for loving you so much that it’s difficult to end it. The anger keeps growing and what dies slowly is the love and happiness.

Even with so much hatred and anger their relation was still beautiful, they kept doing things for each other. They refrained from contacting each other directly but they kept luring them on each other’s social media profiles. Whenever they fought there would be an increase in the updates and post of things which interested the other. They would silently look into the posts and feel good, but it was always difficult to take that first step to patch up. The patch ups would only happen when they would reach the threshold of their anger then they would fight it out and then stay together for some days before something new comes up.

Their ego and their anger would always take a toll on their relation. She would hate him for picking up small things and he would hate her for not taking care of even small things. How many times they would say “you know what let’s end this up” but the thoughts of losing each other would bring them together again.

The moments that they lost in their ego was taking a toll on their relation how easy it was to give a hug and patch it up. But ego was something which kept winning always and love was what lost every time.