I Am and I Am Not

The following is an excerpt from “God, You Sexy Devil” Chapter 1: I Am and I Am Not

Rohit: My mind seems still, there are no thoughts except a gentle whisper responding to my question. Is this the voice of my mind, my soul, an alien entity or someone else? Who are you? Are you God? Please identify yourself. I am ready to listen to your version of the truth. I am not afraid of the consequences.

Inner Voice: I speak through you, as a voice in your head, using your intellect, tapping into your experience and aligning with your consciousness, but only to the extent that you are open, empty and receptive, can I reveal myself. My attempt is to breakthrough your limitations, expand your imagination, open your body, mind, heart and soul. Then perhaps you will be able to glimpse some part of me and get a sense of who I am.

I am God and I am not. I am God but not the God you believe in. I am the one you seek but not the one you know. If you are attached to what you know from religion, scriptures, priests, gurus and science then all that I am about to say will mean nothing to you. Your belief in the known will not allow you to discover the unknown. I invite you to put aside your knowing and experience the mystery, the magic, the miracle and the true nature of God that has been hidden from your world for thousands of years. The time has come for the truth to be revealed.

The truth is, I Am … the One and only God. I Am … the God of every religion that ever existed. I Am … the Light, the Universe, the Source, the Creator of everything and everyone. I Am … the origin and the essence of all that is material and spiritual, I Am … the cause and the effect, the creation and the dissolution, the origin and the destination of all that is. I Am … the all in One and the One in all, which means that I am in everything and everyone and yet I exist separate from my creation as a unique, individuated, being. I Am … past, present and future, existence and non-existence, everything and nothing, everywhere and nowhere. I Am … God and the devil, good and evil, light and darkness. I Am … every object, creature, thought, creation, idea or action that anyone ever had, did or will do. Above all, I Am … love, unconditional, limitless, eternal and pure love.

I am in every scripture, place of worship and spiritual path. I am the son of God, the messenger of God and the guru – all in One. I am in everyone. Every theist and atheist,  saint and sinner, messiah and murderer, priest and prisoner is an expression of my endless kaleidoscopic diversity. I am everywhere. Every bar and temple, whorehouse and church, prison and mosque, mansion and hutment is my home.

I cannot be limited to any singular name, form or theology. All names for God, since time immemorial, have been attempts to describe the indescribable. I am Jesus, Yahweh, Elohim, Allah, Nanak, Buddha, Rama and Krishna. I am simultaneously all of them and yet each one of you has been led to believe that your God is the only God and that all the others are impostors or devils. The real devils are in fact the short sighted, immature, unrealized preachers who, through their warped, arrogant, fear-filled teachings, have brought about the greatest wedge between humanity.

I want to be very clear from the beginning that my words are not directed at highly evolved beings such as Christ, Moses, Mohammed, Buddha, Nanak etc. or the kind hearted, open minded, liberal believers who have understood the deeper intent of their message. Whenever I use the words religion, scriptures, messiahs, saviors or messengers, I am referring to the distorted interpretations propagated by the conservative, orthodox, fanatics and fundamentalists of all religions. These devils in pious garb have divided the planet into religious sects, communities, and countries,wreaking havoc on Earth. In their ignorance they have brought humanity to the brink of chaos and destruction. Their influence must be stopped before it spreads any further.