What To Do?

My head hurts

My heart is sore

I don’t know

If I can take much more

Guess it is true

Nice girls come last

Cause every time

My heart hurts fast

Maybe I should

Become a bitch

But then I would

Really hate that witch

Maybe I should

Stop caring as much

Stick my middle finger up

And not give a fuck

So what shall I do

I have no idea

Really wish I

Had a clue

Do I flip out

Lose control

Tell everyone

Just to go

Say bollocks to the world

Pretend I never heard

The hatred, the jealousy

The callous words that others hurl

Do I ignore the pain

From drama where no one wins

Ignore the way others pass the blame

Making others feel like hitting the gin

Or do I stay being me

The girl that gets hurt

Hoping that maybe one day

Nice girls will come first.

© S.J Warner 2014.

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