Open letter to my girlfriend

Dear,
This boldness of mine, I know not how you shall take it. This indulgence of mine, to write in an open forum... Whether you take it as a public display of affection or as an offense, I know not. But I believe that in relationships as such, it is essential to reassure one's fidelity from time to time.

I know, we've had our communication gaps. As a means of this letter I wish to dislodge them and let not fester them into problems. Just wanted to put my cards on the table.
I really wish we be together. I wish we laugh on stupid jokes, do things together. I wish to cook for you, I wish we read together. I wish you teach me things you know, I wish we go shopping. I wish you tell me how your day was and I wish we talk for hours. I wish I could tell you about all my friends and about my childhood. I wish i could know your favourite color. I wish I could hear from you...

As you know by now, I am not too good in expressing myself, both verbally and in written form. I wish you could understand all that I meant. And all that I never said, but always wished.

Also, as always I do not expect your response. I just want you to be happy, with me or without me.

Believe me, as dumb as this letter is, it was a great courage to write it. Specially when you do not exist.
Dear, please start existing!

Thanks.

P.S : Although Coldplay is my favourite band, I sometimes like to listen to death metal. Also, please don't walk away in silence the next time we meet, say 'hi'.