I found out the hard way
on how you should 
never let go 
of the one 
you seem to 
love the most. 
Your anger will subside,
and you will find yourself
alone and lost, and wondering
what words came out 
of your mouth 
that ended it all.
I am no longer sad
with knowing the fact
that you aren’t coming back,
and that your love for me
was as temporary 
as your compassion.
I know that it’s going to
take time for me
to be able to
feel safe again
without you here
beside me.
But I did this
to myself, and I
was the one who
caused you to leave
without having the urge
to look back.
Now I must destroy
this life that took me
so long to build with you,
and I know that I am going to be
the only one who has to
live with this regretful weight.
   
    
    
    
        Published on December 22, 2013 21:16