Will things ever change?
I've been married to my husband for 13 years, we have two teenage children. My husband was recently diagnosed with ADHD, but it has been taking a toll on me and our relationship for many years to the point that we feel our relationship is broken, and we can't see a way through.
The damage caused by years of failed and forgotten promises, unfinished tasks, lack of organisation, hyper focusing on things that interest him (but never time for me or quality time together), his impulsivity and hiding things from me (including drug taking on occasion - which I've only found out about later when he's slipped up), interrupting during conversations, impatience, and him venting frustration at me/the kids if he's interrupted when doing something, which can come across as rude and arrogant.
I love my husband, and know at his core he is caring and he does love me. He's a great father to our kids. But I'm feeling burned out and have gone beyond anger to feeling helpless. Its early days since his diagnosis, but I feel he's somewhat in denial about having ADHD (he doesn't like to show vulnerability or weakness). He has already ruled out taking medication, which I respect, but I'm not optimistic that he will take any other definitive steps to address his condition and the impact it's having.
I've spoken at length to him about how I'm feeling. But he doesn't show empathy, and he struggles with me being emotional (doesn't hug or comfort me), which hurts me more. I have lots of friends, but no one that really understands what its like. My husband also doesnt feel comfortable me telling anyone about his ADHD at the moment.
Is there hope that he will get the help that he, I, and our marriage needs? Maybe his diagnosis will sink in over time, and he'll accept some form of treatment/support? Anyone out there with similar situations/feelings? Thanks so much
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