The Last Sleepover

I was staying at my
Best friend’s house
When a girl
I was chasing
Asked me to a party
He said he didn’t mind
And I was desperate
To be with her
So I said yes
And bailed on the sleepover

That was 12 years ago
And it hasn’t left me

I guess I’m feeling guilty
Because although I didn’t kill the friendship
I killed the closeness

And now I often
Lay in bed
Desperate
For one last sleepover