Getting your head round it

Grappling with the pain comes at a price,
We have to talk all about it,
Makes it even more real,
We have suffered enough,
Bring into the light,
Expunge feeling,
That cursed,
And true,
Pain.

I've never been comfortable with my emotions until recently. I started to write. I wrote until the story ended and it was cathartic. I felt free of the pain. Pain from years of being too messed up to get help or help myself. That is why I write, but I am still learning, getting my head round all the things that have happened in my life to lead me here. An author.