Completely frozen in the headlights

Frozen, I am frozen in this time,
Where cruel, frightening people,
Torment my cracked, fragile mind,
They cajole and tease me,
Till I have nothing,
My fear inside,
Will gnaw my,
Will to,
Run.

I remember what this was like. Being so unwell that you can't escape the toxic people in your life, you gravitate towards them! Stuck unable to run and find some clarity. People who professed to love you, people who called me friend, twisted and turned in a way I still don't quite understand to this day.