Is it Just a Delusion?

My life isn’t quite where it needs to be. I am working on myself. I think. I hope. Well, okay maybe not the way it should be. I am confused, scared and want things back the way they were. Very, very badly. I’m not entirely sure it’s not all my fault, I am however sure that what is happening is I am in a very big mess, and it’s NOT. Just. Me. Excuses were made, everyone had their reasons, and it all went to a hell in a hand basket as it were. Not a compass will help me and if it did, it certainly...