Rebecca A. Emrich's Blog

Blogging as “A Content Matter”

A newly published book will take you along a journey, but now, there is a thing called content creation. For some this means a lot of soul searching. Get those “X” followers to a blog, and get some people, something anything! It’s just you need a blog, and a YouTube channel to boot and there is work life balance. It makes my head hurt. For example, writing a blog takes effort, and as a writer, this can take time away from working on the next book, or article which can earn income faster. As writ...

Don’t Panic When Life Does This

There is a lot happening in my life right now, and the key to me not completely losing my mind is the many books I read. Some, I’ve read hundreds of times, others, just once. I feel overwhelmed and a bit broken. My musings are negative, and I’m trying to be a more positive person. I’m diving hard into the spiritual side of life, and what it means to be someone I once thought I WAS. I had this vision in my head that I was this very awesome writer. The kind people wanted to read. The young, dynami...

Musings on Money and Life

The life of a small bit writer. The bane of everyone, the whole 8 billion people on this planet. Whatever you might want to call it, money rules everything. Even in the Bible, there is money. Even back then there was some type of trading going on. You worked, and you traded (work for work, work for food, work for coins) for basic needs of life. And no one seems to muse what what makes the world go around is in some places a thing to fear, and in others a thing to grow, and instills fear, passion...

Musings From Between the Basement and First Floor

I can consider some things as a learning experience. The trouble is that I am overwhelmed, and a lot frustrated. The loneliness of where I am with my own thoughts and trying to find out if my shattered mind will hold out for another day, or even an hour. The fact is that the last few years of my life are a huge lie. The trouble is there is not a single person who was willing or had the moral courage to not lie to my face. The disrespect, the quite hatred, the betrayals, all of that was there. I ...

Jump Off the Damn Cliff

There are days when I wish that I can figure out my creative process, and when I wish that I could avoid everything around me and not deal with my past or my present, certainly not my future. I do not like the idea that I am master of my fate, except that in some ways I am and I am not. And I am right on the cliff edge. The choices are simple: Stay or Jump. I feel that jumping is the better option, getting my mess cleaned up, build and grow and not ever go for relationships with others again. It...

Is it Just a Delusion?

My life isn’t quite where it needs to be. I am working on myself. I think. I hope. Well, okay maybe not the way it should be. I am confused, scared and want things back the way they were. Very, very badly. I’m not entirely sure it’s not all my fault, I am however sure that what is happening is I am in a very big mess, and it’s NOT. Just. Me. Excuses were made, everyone had their reasons, and it all went to a hell in a hand basket as it were. Not a compass will help me and if it did, it certainly...

Put on that Makeup and Do a Bit of Self-Care

I’m not a person who likes to do self- care, and I’m in general not the greatest at taking care of myself to the point that I can build a huge bunch of makeup or care products without the guilt hitting me below the belt. I can argue I eat right (no) and that I do exercise (sort of) and I do care about my appearance (and the wheels fell right off.) Okay, I don’t. I wish I did, but I don’t. I had a great conversation where we had a discussion on how simple giving yourself some care is a good thing...

Does MakeUp Make Me Better?

I bet you’ve heard this one before…. a bit of self-care will help you feel good. Or a bit of makeup will make you feel better. My personal favourite, self- care is vital and since you take 20 minutes to put on makeup, I’m sure you’re feeling great. That’s nice, except it’s pure fantasy. I figured what the heck, and I went on over to a couple of local stores, and online stores to see what was what. I mean, sure self-care. Benefits everyone seeing you look ‘pretty.’ So, I went to do my research. M...

Musings From the Edge

I have many stories that are on the edge of my mind. In my subconscious, and I feel I might be right on the edge of some interesting stuff. That’s the lie I tend to tell myself. My reality is every bit as different as the next day is. It’s the dream big of getting the millions dollars or the art of being some sort of grandma Moses. Except, I feel if I’m completely honest, I’m just an average person, with some big, demented dreams of making it bigger than normal. Of course, my bigger than normal ...

Marko Custom Build Models, with a New Update

Roy Marko has several updates on both his channels. This time it’s a nice focus on the Marko Custom Build Models. This time there is an unboxing, and an update on a live which he had done with the channel. It was a great bit of research done, but also when a subscriber said something he was doing wasn’t exactly correct according to the schematics. And, after some careful looking, it was indeed a mistake. And that became the next update. More people are asking questions, and now Roy Marko can ans...