Those Horrible Thoughts

Sometimes I have horrible thoughts. Absolutely awful. About people. About someone in particular. About a situation. About myself. I have even had them about God sometimes. The kind of thoughts you would not want anyone to know. The kind of thoughts that make you feel ashamed, guilty, embarrassed, ridiculous, foolish, crazy, etc. Can you relate?

Used to be I automatically spoke and acted on those thoughts in my heart. I would say something terrible to someone. I would do something mean. I would a...