When the Emotional Pain is Unbearable

PLEASE NOTE THIS IS NOT EDITED. IT JUST POURED OUT OF ME. I FEEL STRONGLY COMPELLED TO PUBLISH IT IMMEDIATELY AS THOUGH SOMEONE DESPERATELY NEEDING COMFORT RIGHT NOW MIGHT BE BLESSED BY GOD THROUGH IT. PLEASE GIVE NO REGARD TO ANY EDITING ISSUES. PLEASE OPEN YOUR HEART TO THE LOVE OF GOD AS I PRAY HE WILL SPEAK THROUGH THIS TO YOUR HEART. IN HIS LOVE, LARA.

“The pain is unbearable, Lord,” I essentially prayed to God as I stood at the kitchen counter preparing dinner for my beloved special needs ...