It’s not turning out like I thought it would

Because 2019 was a rough year for me personally, I was looking forward to turning the calendar to a new year and a fresh leaf.

My word for 2020 is “Revelation” and the related verse is Ephesians 1:17 where Paul prays, “that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give to you a spirit of wisdom and of revelation in the knowledge of Him.” (NASB95)

Sounds good, right? I was ready to spend this year deepening my intimacy with Jesus, only in my mind, I pictured that happening...