C: Calibrate #step3

It’s one thing to accept one’s self and situation and another to revel in yourself. Now is the time to calibrate the two. Synchronize your present condition with your reality so that you can convert it into something useful. Let me explain with a poem: 
The leaves on the tree do not stay dead foreverThoughts dismantle themselves from the branchesFalling to the ground, scattered over the grassTill you rake them in, knowing, the pile Of dead leaves on your lawn, will be there Waiting, for the breeze to play withUnless you dispose it off, “properly”, of course!
But disposal is never easy, was that organic, Or plastic waste? Those thoughts that dismantleThemselves, yearning to know the universeThe secrets that move the sun and stars The flaws with which you cover your face?Waiting, for that revelation; someone To come along and tell you how it works. 
You wonder how it works, is it mechanical? Or guided by some unseen spirits. Your thoughtsSpiral outwards, dismantling all you everBelieve in. Breathe in. You never will know. No one will come to your rescueYet you know and you are the only one who knowsThat YOU are that entire universe. 
You are all of its flaws. You.Are the glories, the secrets, the wisdomAnd you need to be just the way you are.Assembling your thoughts.Just as everything needs to be. To love. And to be loved. To survive. _____

Have I raised more questions than answers? Maybe I will answer some tomorrow!