Do I dare to say…

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Do I dare to say what’s on my mind, heart, and soul

Yes I am talking to you GOD

I can feel the pain and destruction seep through my walls

of histories and histories of unjust wrongs done to others

I have lost the ability to feel the good in the world

or even from the touch of another

but I damn sure didn’t lose the ability to feel scared

angry, sad, lonely, tired, confused and abused

I dont like it here but I will not take myself out

because then there is a possibility that I will be

punished in the afterlife

I am broken and beaten

and I dont see the light

but for some reason I am

still here and stuck in the fight