Writing Sample Wednesday - A Snippet From White Elephants

Welcome to another writing sample day!
In keeping with our focus on suicide prevention this week, I thought I'd share a very personal and eye-opening snippet from my memoir, White Elephants. I didn't share the entire chapter, as not everything fits in with our theme for this week. I wanted to show the mindset that someone can plummet to when they honestly believe there is no other way out, and that there is no one who truly cares if they chose this route. 
I don't often share from this boo...