Day 1,773: Failure

Ugh.

Today was a failure. The anxiety won. Don’t get me wrong, there were many reasons for the anxiety…but I still let it win insofar as I know that I’m capable of better.

One never *defeats* anxiety. It’s is only ever managed to be the best of one’s ability. And ability can be grown, practiced, and improved. Just like any skill or set of tools, it gets sharper with practice and education.

I was not at my best.

I must let that go. I must turn the page and tomorrow, do better.

So, that’s what...