Captain’s Log

Day…too many to count.

Once again, I have embarked on an unwanted journey. A journey that pushes me mentally and physically to limits that are unknown to man/woman. Yet, it is a journey that I MUST go on. It’s the journey known to many of us. It’s known as Parenting a Special Needs Child (Specifically one going through puberty who has autism, mood disorder and schizophrenia). This is not a safe journey for anyone along for the ride.

There isn’t a disclaimer sheet prior to your mission (journey), in fact, you’re lucky if you get a heads up that you are going on a lifetime journey. You are just launched into it face first.

This is a list I have put together. This is not a complete list, just the shell of things.

No one is safe.
Hand-to-hand combat may be needed.
Going outside the compound/base is not recommended.
You will either go bald or have a head full of grey hair before the journey ends.
You will begin to question everything about yourself and the world around you.
Your weight will teeter-totter due to depression and anxiety.
Self-esteem will diminish.
Friendships will be limited to Ben & Jerry and anti-depressants.
Relationships will be pushed to their limits. Lucky if you can find someone willing to embark on this journey with you and be your anchor.
There will be days of complete hopefulness.

 

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Another day at our house…

Happy Reading & XoXo,

S.E.Isaac