Every day I wonder. Do you ?

Each and everyday I wonder what something may be like. It could be Anything really, just thoughts.
Lately thoughts have wandered to the abortion referendum in Ireland and how it seems so dark and mysterious.
People will vote all passionately about an issue they feel they are changing while playing into politicians hands. A joke of a referendum for the IRISH public really.

It got me thinking about what is all this life?
What do people really think and why and how are so many so different. Kind of amazing how one person's view can make the hair stand up on another person's neck. I believe in the goodness of humanity and society and is it because my eyes were opened to many horrible and nasty, disgusting aspects of what humans are capable of ? that I look hopefully to the better side of humanity for goodness and sincerity ?
Hard to know really and it does lead me to wonder.

There is never a day goes by that I do not wish for my children to be here beside me, at my side and speaking with me on any issue they may need guidance in. There is not a moment of any single day that I do not think and wish that my children could look aver at me in a their own childish way full of nerves and discomfort, "daddy, do you know the way ....."
It was not meant to be is my basic lot on that, yet the wondering always happens.
Am I overly passionate about an abortion referendum? No, not at all, I have a clear mind set of I would give my own life 100 times over for my children to have breath and life. That is really as simple as it can be.
I may of course be annoyed to see a political stance being taken against my fellow country man to be duped into thinking they are getting the greatest thing since sliced bread, when my perception reads that they are simply being duped into such thinking while a government is playing political games. Oh yeah, now that is annoying.

The wondering can lead me to different places, I always preach about living in the moment and enjoying the simple air that fills my lungs from moment to moment, it is indeed the wonderful side of being alive, though basic, it is as wonderful as it gets. The rest of the feelings that follow become enjoyable to experience and just feel.
I can go down a path to consider myself very insane in rationale when I find myself grateful and thinking of myself as fortunate in life yet I have endured some of the hardest obstacles that I have never nor could I have ever imagined, how weird is that?

I like to think that I can encourage others in some small way to continue living and live well, to inspire you into action of problem solving or minimizing problems in your daily life by taking simple and small steps to acknowledge yourself. Take moments from your day and inhale life, three then four then five or even more long slow deep breaths to know you are alive. Allow your mind to become a bitclear and allow all your problems be gone for those few moments. This is a simple exercise that I try at different intervals on any given day and the strange thing is that it has an uncanny way of just bringing energy to think clearly and to feel right. When feeling right the rarest of our problems can just become clear, our thoughts and our feelings can align and make any day a great day.

I have written a memoir of my life and it is available on Amazon, inside that book are many of the rare occurrences of my life, most nobody even believes but I can promise you it is all true. It would take some mighty trickery to write a 500 page lie.

I will always continue to promote and advertise my memoir wherever I can and am continuing to write a second book which will be available this year 2018, another fun and adventure packed story of life and truth as it has happened to me. The wandering and the wondering.
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If abortion was readily available perhaps I may never have had any children. I would not have lived and loved and may not have to continue in darkness and loneliness and spend my days wondering what if and just to imagine how holding hands and teaching a child to cross the road, how wonderful it could all be. I
Respect every single person's view point on the abortion referendum in Ireland and merely ask that you take those deep breaths and feel alive and clear that you have given the right amount of thought on an issue so delicate.
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Happy Summer to you all.