I’m writing again. At last.

After a hiatus, I’ve started to write again. I didn’t have a hiatus because I suffer from writer’s block. Writer’s block, as pursued in my story of the same name, is a state of mind. I either have something to write about or I don’t. While goals and targets are good, my creative process doesn’t follow a set of KPIs.

I started to write again because I wanted to write, or perhaps, I needed to write again. I can’t imagine stopping altogether. That would be like having part of my soul amputated.

Backstory... 2016 was a tough year, one of the toughest in my life. I’m not telling you to seek sympathy. It just was. Sometimes, that’s what life hands you. Sure, I finished several projects that had been simmering away, but I didn’t start anything new—save my short story The Bunker—which was written as a reaction to the events of 2016. This story has readers scared silly because it’s ALLEGORICAL! And worse, contains SYMBOLISM! Yes, I fully expect to receive a swathe of negative reviews for The Bunker for those reasons. I will not apologise for it. I don’t prescribe to the rationale that fiction is for entertainment alone.

The point is The Bunker is a deviation from the plot arc I had planned for my life. Stephen King makes the point in On Writing that it is a writer’s job to identify stories in the world around him (or her). The Bunker tells my story of 2016, identifying my state of mind through that year, even though the events of the story are fictitious. I can’t relate the real events behind the story, nor would I want to—and they wouldn’t make a very good piece of fiction either.

Oddly enough, Stephen King also sits behind the reason I started writing again. I listened to what he was saying about identifying opportunities for stories, in particular the one he floated as an example. No-one has written this story, so I thought I might have a go. Yesterday, I finished the first draft.

It feels good to be back.
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Published on November 10, 2017 16:59
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message 1: by Connie (last edited Nov 12, 2017 06:13AM) (new)

Connie Lacy Of course, now I must read The Bunker. It's on my Kindle. I understand about putting heartbreak, disappointment and anger in my writing. My novels The Time Telephone and VisionSight grew out of unpleasant events in my own life. I hope 2017 has been a better year for you, Michael.


message 2: by Michael (new)

Michael Gardner Connie wrote: "Of course..."

Thanks, Connie. Yes 2017 has been a vast improvement. I'm hoping to get this new story out before Christmas. I must take a look at The Time Telephone and VisionSight (love that title) sometime soon. Good luck with the allegory and symbolism :)


message 3: by James (new)

James Field Welcome back, Michael. I have missed you.


message 4: by Connie (new)

Connie Lacy Michael wrote: "Connie wrote: "Of course..."

Thanks, Connie. Yes 2017 has been a vast improvement. I'm hoping to get this new story out before Christmas. I must take a look at The Time Telephone and VisionSight (..."


Thanks, Michael!


message 5: by Virginia (new)

Virginia Arthur Hunter S. considered writing a kind of purgatory. Agreed. I grapple with crawling out of the hole myself until another idea pops into my head and duct taping a pillowcase tightly around my head to make it stop didn't help at all...

Should we be welcoming you back, or offering you our condolences? The hiatus may have just been a glimpse of sanity.


message 6: by Michael (new)

Michael Gardner Virginia wrote: "Should we be welcoming you back, or offering you our condolences? The hiatus may have just been a glimpse of sanity."

Both. I’ve tried stamp collecting, golf and other forms of self-harm to halt this need to write. Writing seems to be the least destructive to my mental well-being and the environment.


message 7: by Winifred (new)

Winifred Morris Now I had to buy The Bunker too. I read an earlier version, so I'm very curious--emotionally invested you might say--in seeing how it turned out. My memory is that it was a haunting story. So glad you've finished it. So glad you've pulled out of whatever inspired it.

But I agree with Virginia that I sometimes feel writing is an affliction. Other times I know it's a gift. I feel so much more alive when it's working.


message 8: by Michael (new)

Michael Gardner Winifred wrote: "Now I had to buy The Bunker too..."

Thank you, Winnie. That's too generous after the feedback you gave me on the earlier version.


message 9: by Winifred (new)

Winifred Morris But I don't give that kind of feedback unless I think the story is worth it!


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