At the very end of his last letter to her he wrote, "I do not wish you well." Years later it was the strongest memory she had of their relationship. Because like some fairy tale curse, his wish had come true. Sometimes she dreamed of telling him that just to see how he'd react. Tell him his dark wish had come true and her life was never her friend anymore. Then she'd ask Are you sorry for saying that? Do you wish you could take your words back? But she knew what his answer would be, even these hundreds of days later-- No.