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I love your company
I love the energy you bring
so please…don’t make me kill you
There are two categories I live by
Friend or Foe
there are no shades of gray
I do not have the time or
the emotional energy
to weed out the disappointments
I have learned to bob and weave
through the swarms of people
that I have to share the earth with
I have learned to avoid possible enemies
so, if you get close to me and make
myself take a chance to feel again
and you turn on me I will have
a reaction that you don’t want to see
and I don’t want to feel
The beast within
that will want to hurt you
but in reality, I will just shut down
and my spirit will die once again
so inadvertently I will kill myself.