#beautifulchaos..my journey

Early November 2016, a dull ache settled deep in my heart. I missed #beautifulchaos in ways I found difficult to describe.

I started posting on Instagram (follow me, you must @Zaheera Walker) but that wasn’t healing the longing I felt. Damn, I was distressed. Now imagine meeting someone for the first time…you spend two incredible evenings under a velvet sky, pinned up by beautiful stars. He is the perfect to your imperfect, he drinks cappuccino and you prefer lattes, he completes your sentences, your dreams are so real, so similar that it can be painted like a masterpiece. That is what love feels like…does it?

I needed help. Punched out a WhatsApp to my international bestselling author (yes, I know some famous people