I Need Help Please

I am sad to report the more I have devoted my life to the Lord, the more I have pressed forward in ministry, the more I have loved and served God, the more I have worked to serve others, including those in dire need, the more I have lived and breathed to love and worship God, the more I have sought to help people to find and follow the Lord Jesus Christ forever, the more I have desired to reach for Christ the people this world so often gives up on, the more I have cared for the last remaining...