Beautiful mess

Life is like a beautiful chaos. It ebbs and flows; it is magic and yet it ruffles you, it breaks you and then it makes you.

So here she finds herself surrounded by the beauty of summer, the freedom of nature and yet…yet she cannot breathe. Just to get by today she applied makeup to face the world but who is she trying to bluff..her scars can never be concealed.

Where did it go wrong? She didn’t plan any of this…and now she is left with wounds that may never heal. The girl who trembled when she saw you and tried hard not to fall is trying to make sense of it all – I am not trying to rhyme.

And do you know tears fell from her dark eyes like the raindrops before a storm? You told her you were different. You said you will always be around, maybe not close but never too far.

Without warning you left. Just your footprints on her heart. Now while the world indulges she remains alone, scrambling to put together the pieces of her broken heart.

Do you know how much she believed in you? Or that she sang your praises to everyone? Do you know she looked forward to hearing from you…every single day? Your daily messages were like a catalyst that sparked her soul.

Where are you now? Do you remember you told her she was amazing..perfect..a darling..an angel and without warning she is now NOTHING. What went wrong?

Well wherever you are she hopes you are okay. She prays that life is kind to you and she really, really wants you

to know that you were the best thing that happened to her in a long time.

And if you are wondering she was the girl who loved fully and yet always, always hurt deeply. You…my beautiful chaos..helped her to accept that no matter what happens she will NEVER be ENOUGH