Lost in Chaos

You're all going to have to forgive me for not being online a lot lately.  My wonderful husband, the love of my life and my soulmate, my Dragon, Albert Robbins III passed into the next life in January and it's kind of taken all desire to do much of anything away.

I hate God every time I wake up because I didn't get to move forward into the next stage of existence.  Albert is my Dragon and I'm working so hard to find a reason not to just give up.  I miss him and my heart aches without him.  I am quite literally lost in chaos.

Give me time and latitude.