Há vinte e buésda anos atrás,...

...a propósito de um concurso de bandas, escrevi e compus, num intervalo de almoço, uma música. A musica era em Português, e chamava-se Solidão.

A música teve varios arranjos ao longo dos anos e acabou por ir parar ao reportório dos Teatrum.

Quando o nome renasceu numa nova banda, foi a unica música que ficou da primeira encarnação.
Sofreu, no entanto, alterações de vulto. Minimalizou-se, ao ficar apenas a voz e um piano e foi reescrita em Inglês.

"It was one of those days when you said
You needed time for yourself
Didn't need nobody else
In yor life
It was time to move along
And you just left
Without saying goodbey

I just stood there trying to figure it out for myself
Didn't think you'dd need anything else
But the love
That had brought us together
And the promise
To hold it forever

How could i keep my pain inside
And keep myself from loosing my mind
There was nothing between heaven and hell
Just some words
I didn't had the heart to tell
But deep inside
I knew that all my doubts
Would pass in time

Today
Is just a new beggining
All things said between us are in the past
And all the pain i felt inside has come to pass
I realise that nothing is ever meant to last

I remember when you said that i would fall
When you said
I would loose it all
But you know
I turned my life around
For me nothing is lost
And everything is found

Remember when you said that i would never change?
When you said
My life needed ro be rearranged
As hard as it was i did it all in the end
And i've changed enough to see you just as a friend
And is it so hard to see
Ivdid it all not for you
But for me?

Everyday
Has been a new beggining
All things said between us are in the past
And all the pain i felt inside has come to pass
I've realised that nothing is ever meant to last

When you left
There was this emptyness so big
It allmost turned my heart to stone
And now you are back
Begging for forgiveness
I think i'dd rather be...

...alone."


Ontem, passados vinte e buésda anos, arrepiei-me, emocionei-me, e a música ficou finalmente concluída...