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February 25, 2017

90's Poetry at its...Finest?

Going through some boxes today, I stumbled upon my "poetry" book. This book, a star-spangled American flag cover of my poetry, revealed the early writings of an attempt at writing poetry. The word poetry can be used very loosely here, as most it was written in my late teens. (Apart from one written about my grandpa, most likely from my freshman or sophomore year of high school.)

Over the years,I have dabbled in the form of poetry, some of which can been seen on this blog. In reality, much of this book is collection of post break-up thoughts and feelings. Though that's not what you'll be reading today.

The following are just a taste. So, in lieu of my normal weekly post, I present: Late 90's poetry from a scrambled mind.

UNTITLED
The sun set upon the mountain
ready to be gone.
The bird drank upon the fountain
singing only for fun.
The man lay there on his bed
dying time was near.
Thinking of the great life he had led
showing little fear.
Then the large sky grew dark
and the birds sang no more.
Although the curtains were not yet shut
his life was finally done.

GRANDPA The smell of the sweet airThe dew of the wet grassGrandpa throws the ballI hit it very farand run around the basesI score another runGrandpa is tiredso we decide to quitThose were the fun timesand now I'll always knowGrandpas aren't forever
ENTER DARKNESS The light in the sky is gone from sightthe ground begins to shake.Fire starts this endless nightsavage beasts begin to wake.Weaker life is ready to dienot much time remains.The Creator sits silently bywhile the enemy creates the painThe final flight has just begunGood and Evil draw near.Preparation is completely donethe end is already here.
UNTITLED Alone in this worldLooking for answersOnly to be turned away by wraithsNever to be heard from againEven the meek sometimes are lost
Indescribable feelings bundle up insideNotches in the stomach, they do hurt
Time strikes eternallyHanging boundlessly overheadInto the dark abyss of a forgettable worldSomething greater strikes fear into this heart
Wondering if glory will ever dance with meOr opting to tango with greater soulsRicocheting in horrific wonder, bouncing into spaceLoveless skies embedded deep into the mindDoes the fruitfulness of this pain ever stop?

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Published on February 25, 2017 12:55

February 18, 2017

A Look Back: Studio 60 on the Sunset Strip

"Look, I hate Los Angeles just like everybody else, but I have to work here because in any other part of the country I'd be unemployable."- Matthew Perry as Matt Albie in Studio 60 on the Sunset StripIn the fall of 2006, fresh off a successful seven-season run for television's The West Wing, creator and writer Aaron Sorkin launched his next project. With an all-star cast in place, Studio 60 on the Sunset Strip was set to be a huge follow-up for Sorkin.
If you've never heard of it, there's likely a good reason. The show only ran for one season.
Studio 60 was centered on a behind-the-scenes look at the production of a weekly, live sketch comedy show. 
If that sounds familiar, it's because NBC also launched a little show called 30 Rock at the same time. While the Tina Fey creation lasted seven seasons and was lauded critical acclaim, Studio 60 did not make it past 2007.
What happened?
The talent for Studio 60 was present. The show starred Matthew Perry, Bradley Whitford, Steven Weber, Amanda Peet, Sarah Paulson, and D.L. Hughley, to name a few among many. 
The show had the same whip-smart dialogue, walk and talk scenes, and pivotal, current themes that Sorkin is known for.
Truth be told, it's biggest downfall was that people thought it wasn't The West Wing.
Would Studio 60 been better served if it had premiered within the last few years rather than immediately following the success of The West Wing? Between Netflix, Hulu, Amazon, network and cable television, and other streaming services, Studio 60 might have found a better hope among today's drama filled landscape.
On top of that, fans might have better embraced the slightly melodramatic back episodes and not turned their noses at the political story lines they at first demanded.
Recently, I re-watched the one season of Studio 60. While I liked the show back when it aired in 2006-07, I found myself really diving into this show again. Much like Sorkin's pre-West Wing attempt at television with Sports Night (Josh Charles nails it), Studio 60 is an underappreciated role of its time.
The show covered themes still prevalent in today's world. Wars in the Middle East. A president ripe for satire. Hollywood versus the conservative far right.
Episodes featured characters dealing with women in power, a producer fighting back against censors (it's how the series begins), drug addiction, religious rights, and, more topical at the time, the displaced people from New Orleans because of Hurricane Katrina.
It also made me pause and think: What if this show lasted, say, five seasons? How would have today's present television/film landscape changed because of it? Let's look at a few examples:Aaron SorkinFive years of writing a show, in addition to the previous seven  he'd just finished up on, might have prevented him writing this modern era classic:
Sarah Paulson
Paulson was fairly unknown at the time Studio 60 premiered. She played one of the three major stars of the show within the show. Her acting was superb, a preview into work in future years in the American Horror Story anthology and her Emmy-winning turn as Marcia Clark in The People v. O.J. Simpson.
There is a good chance, though, none of that would have happened if Paulson had done five seasons of Studio 60. She was outstanding as Clark and one of the reasons I turned into AHS for parts of four seasons. (The first season was still the best.)Simon Helberg
Helberg was a supporting player on Studio 60 so it's entirely possible he may have not returned beyond season one. If he did, though, America would be seeing a different Howard on The Big Bang Theory. And maybe the cast dynamic would have never been the same, forcing the show off the air after one season. If only that were true.
These three are simply just a taste. And it happens all the time in Hollywood so I won't go pretending this shift is something new. Over the last ten years, though, to see so many pop culture favorites that could have been affected is an interesting aspect to the failure of Studio 60. (This isn't even talking about The Odd Couple remake with Perry.)
For fans of Sorkin, if you somehow missed out back in 2006, it's time to take a look at Studio 60. It can be hard, especially with so many good, new shows premiering each day, to watch (or re-watch) something from the past.
If you are fans of any of these actors, though, take the time. It's like looking back at another one season wonder, Freaks and Geeks. It's entirely possible, especially over the past ten years, to let a good show slip through the cracks. For all the fans of Breaking Bad, there are many that missed, during the same time, the spectacular Timothy Olyphant vehicle Justified.
Studio 60 may have not won tons of awards, like the West Wing, or received the critical acclaim of 30 Rock. Even in the pantheon of television history, one day it will be lost forever and not go down as one of the greats. For now, though, take the time and enjoy it for what it is: Sorkin at his best and the stories and cast to back him.
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Published on February 18, 2017 14:37

February 10, 2017

Gonzaga Bulldogs Ready to Peel Off Cinderella Label

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It's a Cinderella story 17 seasons in the making. 17 consecutive seasons of "will they or won't they?" From one seeds to eleven seeds, the Gonzaga Bulldogs have been labeled the 'ultimate Cinderella'.
Is this the season they finally breakthrough to the Final Four?
All signs currently point to yes.
Ranked number one for the second straight week. A 25-0 record. Running opponents off the court while playing outstanding defense. A deep bench. Brewing in the wind could be the perfect storm of Gonzaga finally cutting down the nets in early April.
Under head coach Mark Few, the Bulldogs have appeared in six Sweet Sixteens, even ending with a 35-3 record in the 2014-15 season while reaching the Elite Eight.
A season after bowing out of the NCAA tourney during the sweet 16, 2016-17 was supposed to be another season in which Gonzaga had to fight to win the West Coast Conference. The team supposed to take them down--their nemesis in St. Mary's--found out earlier this season just how good Gonzaga is. The Gaels will get their chance at redemption on Saturday night when they host Gonzaga.
Gone were a host of players, including stars Kyle Wiltjer, Kyle Dranginis, and Domantas Sabonis. Yes, the Bulldogs had good players returning, but an undefeated record in February was not expected.
Instead, Gonzaga has been wiping the floor with their West Coast opponents. The 20th-ranked Gaels fell at Gonzaga by 23. In the eight games since that victory, the Bulldogs are winning games by an average of nearly 30 points. This number even includes their narrow ten-point win over BYU.
On the season, Gonzaga is averaging 86 points per game. They are shooting 51.4% from the field, with three guys shooting over 60%. The Bulldogs have seven players averaging at least eight points per game.

Senior Przemek Karnowski is the leader of the bunch in experience and second in points. Karnowski averages 12.1 points and 5.6 rebounds per game while shooting 61%. He is doing this in just under 22 minutes per game.

Freshman Zach Collins aims to do even better, scoring 10.8 points per game and leading the team with a 65% shooting percentage. Collins does so in just under 18 minutes per game.
Jordan Mathews and Josh Perkins have combined to make 100 threes this season, nearly half of the team's total. They are connecting on 40% of their three-point attempts.
Of course, the man powering the Gonzaga engine is junior Nigel Williams-Goss. He leads the team in points (15.8), rebounds (5.9), and assists (4.7). He is a "do everything" type of player and is one who should be at the top of many All-American lists come the end of the season.
When a men's team is undefeated this late in the season, the questions begin to arise. How long can they keep it up? Is it better to lose now in order to see how a team responds?
Not since the 1976 Indiana Hoosiers has a men's college basketball team gone undefeated through an entire season. In recent years, the Wichita State Shockers and Kentucky Wildcats have entered the tournament undefeated, with both eventually losing.
Many will call to Gonzaga playing in a weak conference as a reason they are overrated. Yes, the West Coast Conference has only four teams with winning records, but the Bulldogs aren't exactly narrowly winning games. This can be detrimental, in some aspects, as one might wonder how a team will respond in a close game. With these Bulldogs, battle tested may not come into consideration with they are winning games. Even so, they have the leadership at top to hopefully withstand the eventual tough contests they'll be involved in.
The chase for the title appears to be wide open. No clear-cut favorite has emerged. Kansas and Baylor are slugging it out in the Big 12. Villanova, the defending the champion, has experience abound and is still playing well. The usual suspects in the ACC usually send one or two teams deep into March and the Pac-12 is playing at high level this season (at least near the top of the conference).
There is no reason why Gonzaga shouldn't stand tall at the end of the season. A number one seed is in sight. It might still require an undefeated record (or at the very least, only suffering a loss in the WCC title game). All aspects of their game are pointing to the Bulldogs peeling off the Cinderella label for good.
Adam Morrison. Kelly Olynyk. Ronny Turiaf. Dan Dickau. Blake Stepp. Casey Calvary. Matt Santangelo. Richie Frahm. Cory Violette. J.P. Batista. Josh Heytvelt. All are names--among many I'm probably forgetting, including possibly a popular one I should be remembering--that have helped pave the way to today's team. The Gonzaga Bulldogs have been a model of consistency over the years, a program that should be considered along with the elites.
Continue to do the work and they, too, can finally be the last team standing, enjoying their one shining moment among the stars.
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Published on February 10, 2017 19:56

January 30, 2017

Turmoil: Boiling Up and Over

A goal to limit time spent on social media is tough, especially when so much happens in one day. Anger builds on anger, false information grows exponentially, and only one side of the story is often being told.
And that's just information coming out of the White House.
It doesn't help when social media shares perpetuate falsehoods and half-truths.
Hoping to get back to regularly scheduled pop culture, sports, and writing posts very soon. It's tough to do in this ever-changing world especially when so much out in the vast sea of the internet is not properly vetted while being shared. (And if I'm guilty of it, please let me know. I am always looking to improve in this thing called life.)
Let's be clear: no matter if it says the words "Muslim" or not, the suspension of refugees is exactly that. Yes, the countries being focused on are countries President Obama had listed as one's extra precaution needed to be placed on. By invoking the term "Christian refugees" though, it is simply a sly way of pointing your directives at Muslims. And by invoking the horrific events of 9/11 and to not have the homelands of the 9/11 terrorists on the list is contradictory.  
Tweeting your response(s) is not the answer. I suppose your followers like it and hey, an occasional tweet might be nice. To defend your ban, though, by implying if "we waited a week" to announce it, it would "let the bad guys in" is careless and uneducated. Visas and such can take up to two years to properly vet so stop--in a repeated plea--riling up your followers with false information.
Not that this is of utmost importance--because being preventative is better than having to react--but none of the homegrown terrorist acts in the United States since 9/11 have had terrorists from the countries on this list. Radicalization can be done from anywhere to any willing participant, making a war on terror a seemingly futile and endless pursuit. Opening your hearts to multiple religions and beliefs--a fact that may never occur--would be an easier route to peace.
In regards to your people (and yourself) claiming Obama did the same thing in 2011 with Iraqi refugees, you are technically correct. He did. The part you left out? There was a credible threat on United States soil by two refugees from this very program. A threat that intelligence had its origins in Iraq. Plus, you know, there were still an estimated 50,000 American troops in Iraq whose safety needed to be watched out for. (For the complete story, head over to the Fact Check website.
This was stated in my last post, but please go look up Steve Bannon. The man has landed a place on ol 45's National Security Council. A man, who by the looks of it, is trying to start a race and religious war within not only the United States but the world. He is inexperienced and, like his president, should have no part in running a country.
And this piece I'm about to link to is not to be overlooked. Interesting stuff that is being overlooked because of the wide array of things being thrown at citizens every day. A gets a little doomsday-esque so be warned. Read the article.
The new Executive also ordered his first military operation, taking place in Yemen. One American Navy Seal, serving the United States proudly, lost his life. Others were also killed, including an eight-year girl. This all according to the New York Times
Do the words written here preach to a choir? Most likely. But if at least one person can open their mind from the supporters of the Executive crowd, then perhaps the words do some good. Perhaps the words are simply falling into an echo chamber. Opinions are what they are, especially when it comes to politics. Though, I still have trouble with people I respect, people I know who are intelligent, blindly supporting the president and his actions. He is not thinking in the best interest of this nation. He is thinking in the best interest of the white, Christian man. Maybe that fits you and that's why you embrace him.
It's time to embrace compassion, empathy and kindness. It's time to TRULY build to a better nation, not this one we're currently living in. We are all humans doing are best to make a mark in this world, whether it's among family, friends, or simply for yourself. Fear will not drive us, but fear of not being able to live in a safe, inclusive, progressive America and standing up for others, will. And that's the greatest weapon of all.
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Published on January 30, 2017 20:36

January 29, 2017

Safeguard the Future

"The only thing we have to fear is fear itself."- Franklin Delano Roosevelt
Preying on fear, stirring up a fear and riling up a nationalist mob are all things number 45 has been doing since his early days on the trail. He's creating a fear that isn't truly there, in turn taking the early steps to make the United States an isolated country.
Why stop now?
Keeping focused and keeping organized during this whirlwind of the first week of office was a tough thing. Between executive orders, the attempted discrediting of the media, and putting a hate-spewing, white nationalist on a National Security Council, it's certainly been a doozy of a week.
Once again, progress has been halted in this great nation, making a mockery of what we stand for and leading the United States one step closer to isolation.
If anything, he should realize he doesn't have to put in place all of his policies in the first 30 days of office. He's got at least two years--before hopefully a sweeping change occurs in Congress--to attempt to take care of his promises to his "people"
Earlier in the week, it all began with an announcement of building a wall. This, despite the fact illegals the numbers of illegals crossing the border went down under the Obama administration. A wall, mind you, that #45 promised American citizens wouldn't pay for, but at this moment, the only plans put forth has Americans paying for it.  (Maybe he can just put it on his credit card. There's one situation--if he's just got to have that wall--in which mixing his business with the presidency would be okay).
The week culminated in an immigration ban. One that kept citizens, green card holders and visa holders from returning home to America on Saturday. Thanks to the ACLU, a temporary stay was put in place for these people, though new refugees are currently being banned.
The United States of America was built on immigrants. Yes, Obama did the same thing in 2011 with Iraqi refugees. At the time, the United States was in a war with Iraq and had two Iraqi born men arrested in Kentucky for plotting against this country. If arrests for similar plots had happened with Syrian refugees within the last year, the protests might have been less vocal. This is not happened. While preventive measures DO need to be in place, going about it with executive orders before plans are in place is not the right way to do it. All just another way to isolate America from the world.
Of course, maybe ol' 45 is quite possibly trying to overwhelm the nation with his antics while trying to cover up ties to Russia or make us forget about his ties to Russia. A working relationship with Putin is necessary to prevent another Cold War is necessary. Being in-bed with the man, though, is not a necessary evil America needs.
America needs unity and the Executive branch is doing even more to create the divide. How about instead of a wall, we find money to help out with veterans, with their help in VA homes, with the homeless and the less fortunate? Instead, money is frozen for federal workers. And money that could be spent on helping these programs, helping the less fortunate, go to building a wall that in the long run will cost more to fund. 
There are problems with certain systems--including the political one--that have been going on for long before the current man took office. Even for as much good the previous president did, there are things that could have been better. But he helped lower the unemployment rate, helped stabilize an economy that just about collapsed. He helped open up the doors for equality, for inclusion, and a better a country.
All of which is trying to be undone by a man and his nationalist team. (Do me a favor. Go look up Steve Bannon. Here's a place to start.)
Political beliefs in this climate are heating up beyond unreasonable levels (much like the earth's climate) and there is so much that can be done. Take the time to find news sources which actually report the news, not ones simply reeling readers in with tantalizing headlines and opinions. This post, this is an opinion with any facts given sources via links. Taking the time recently to visit strictly conservative sites, it's been found much of the articles people have shared are strictly opinion pieces. The headlines are essentially click bait, but so many followers of 45 share this blindly. All sides have these same news sites, but it is more prevalent among conservative sites. It's all about spin, spin, spin.
One does not have to believe in liberal ideologies to see what the Executive Branch and his cronies are doing. No one is asking you to suddenly become pro-life or to harbor refugees. People are simply asking of these followers to think critically, to realize we are all here as humans, regardless of sex, race, color, creed, or handicap.
For a president to truly work for the people, he/she/they need to at least way the options of the people. Compromise will go a lot further in unifying a nation than dividing it. Please remember, less than half of the people that went to the polls voted for the current president. If over half of the voters did not want you, you may want to look at ways to winning them over, not causing the furthering the divide. 
Believing in a brighter future is something everyone should aspire to. With the orders in place this week regarding the environment, the borders, and humanity in general, a goal of brighter future is becoming more difficult by the day. It is still possible.
It's not going to be easy. Luckily there are plenty of Americans--citizens and otherwise--here to fight for the most important aspect of all of this: Freedom of the human race. 
Organize. Stand up. Resist.
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Published on January 29, 2017 10:28

January 23, 2017

Fighting Back in these far from Normal Times

There is nothing normal about this presidency. And there most likely never will be.
Perhaps a nation needs to hit rock bottom before building itself up again. And maybe that time is now. Of course, it's already been quite a fall in the three days since the previous administration brought us to fairly great heights.
Or at least heights to a great level.
See, contrary to the nationalistic tone of words delivered last Friday, the 45th president of the United States is not here for the people. He's here for some people, it can be supposed, but he's certainly not here for the people of the United States. More than three million people nationwide marched to prove that, a fraction of the people who believe the egomaniac now in charge is halting progress of this great nation.
Already, money for first-time homeowners has been taken away. Health rights and a universal healthcare program are next. Federal lands--and in turn the environment--soon might very well be free reign for states to destroy (along with plenty of jobs). And the press and media are in the early stages of being discredited, enough where followers of the 45th will blindly follow without looking at facts.
All part of a party's plan to deliver 'alternative facts'. Or, as called by most, 'lies' and 'opinions'. The administration, if words lead to action, is already mentioned tossing the press corps from the White House. This leads to a state run media, which the home of alternative facts (or half-truths) over at a major conservative website has already planted the seeds. 
Freedom of speech. Freedom of religion. Freedom of press. Right to assemble.
Four things our founding fathers deemed important enough to prioritize in creating the laws which govern our land. Four things, that if we, as a nation, aren't careful, will be blindly ripped from us.

Unless, of course, you are part of the minority that believe this man will make America great again. And yes, you are the minority. True, the system in place worked correctly. But all the words and memes and whatever else created is not enough to still say you are in the minority.

Religion was never being threatened, neither were any of the other three in the past eight years. Many may of feared that because those of different sexual orientations than yourself were given rights, rightfully and equally. Rights they deserved, but were judged morally wrong by many. It is okay to have those beliefs, based on religious grounds, but to deny them basic business services based on that alone is wrong. Your soul will not be affected by them ordering a birthday or wedding cake. In fact, it will help put money in your account to help feed and shelter you, your spouse and your family. And I would defend the same outrage if someone denied selling you a service based on your own religious beliefs.
The voices are loud on both sides. Is there hypocrisy all around? Yes, there is, but it's really coming to the forefront the past month. For eight years, many of the conservatives bitched, moaned, called our former president racist names, questioned his birth, claimed martial and sharia law would be inevitable during our former president's reign, and did everything in their power to discredit a man that, in the end, was a pretty damn fine president.
There was eight years of blocking laws, of blocking supreme court justice nominations, of halting progress simply because conservatives felt like it. Or because they didn't like the president. Or simply because they did it to vote along party lines instead of voting what was in their heart.

Of course, here they stand now asking millions upon millions to "give the new guy a chance" or "please fast track it, America needs it".
Well, American needed it during these last years.
And now, after eight years of hearing those refrains from many a conservative, the other side is giving it back ten fold. Except in this case, there are solid, legitimate reasons as to why so many are rising up, so many are resisting, to acknowledge this man as their president. He is the president of these great United States of America. Yes he is. Instead of trying to unite the people, though, he delivers an inauguration speech that speaks of carnage, that speaks of a bleak state we're living in. (And he only referred to himself three times. Guess what? So did Obama in his first inauguration speech. Also, don't try to compare it Obama's farewell address. Two completely different speeches. One was 16 minutes, one was over 50. By the way, Obama also dropped the words 'we' and 'our' nearly 200 times. So take it easy on the petty memes).
Shady business dealings. Lawsuits. Misogyny. Mocking of the handicapped. (And that's not even specifically pointed at his mocking of the disabled reporter, which many conservatives so vehemently defend. It's the constant motion he uses indicating one is handicapped, one that I admittedly used in my youth in the 1980's. As a child, not knowing any better. A 70-year old man, especially one who is now president, should no better. Perhaps if ol' 45 would have apologized, just as Obama did with an ill-timed Special Olympics joke, it might have gone it away. It did not.) 
There is nary a thing about this man that screams presidential. Even with previous candidates or presidents of the conservative persuasion, there was at least an iota of humility, of grace. 
To be frank, it is no longer the man that scares me. His infinite power of a pen stroke, of preying upon misguided fears and riling up a crowd with lies are still present, but it is the people he has surrounded himself with that are helping drive the fear. Connections to Russia. A lack of experience. Tearing down the education system. Failing to acknowledge science and possibly taking away funding for the arts.
The power to change it, to force at least a compromise and for voices to be heard is still within the power of the people. The steps into the dark abyss have begun, but in two years the nation can be pulled out again by voting for sweeping changes in Congress.
Until then, continue to fight. Don't disband, but continue to organize. Above all, keep loving, keep being kind, stay vigilant and do it all with peace. Eventually, the deaf ears will have to open because it's tough to silent the majority forever.
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Published on January 23, 2017 17:42

January 15, 2017

The Unlimited Magic of the World

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"There is freedom waiting for youOn the breezes of the sky,And you ask,'What if I fall?'Oh, but my darling,What if you fly?" -Erin Hanson
Taking a break from the world of politics and the state of uneasiness crawling around much of America right now can be a tough thing to do. For the sake of an iota of sanity, though, one must step away for a brief respite. There won't be much room for it in the coming years so today is the day.
I'd like to talk about something else. It is something many lose in their lives as they advance in years. Yes, it's all part of getting older, part of finding out and experiencing the harsh realities of the world, but it is something we must strive to keep part of us.
Imagination, magic and a sense of wonderment are qualities that weaken or disappear, yet should always remain lingering in our hearts and souls.
These ideas have always stuck with me, but I was struck even more by it while watching performances in the Red Light Variety Show last night. From singing to dancing, from aerials to a vaudeville act evoking the great Charlie Chaplin, the Red Light crew always attempts to bring a little bit of light, fun, and empowerment into their audiences lives.
There was an act in their current show--and maybe it was a cover of Space Oddity  (as sung by Thomas Newby of The Green Zoo)--that evoked a certain memory in me from childhood. During this aerial number, my mind drifted back to the days of my youth and playing on my backyard childhood swing set.
Specifically, I thought back to my days of hanging upside down from the small metal trapeze bar, the blood rushing to my head. I thought back to doing flips on the rings for minutes on end. Most importantly, my brain took me back to swinging. Pumping the legs as fast as I could, swinging so high I thought I might circumnavigate the entire top bar of the set. Once at the apex, I would release my hands from chains and fly through the air, excitement growing, my only hope was to land a long distance away.
And I started to think: When did I lose this feeling of wanting to fly and soar through the air?
Adulting--to keep up with the hip vernacular of today's youth--often leaves no time for this sense of childhood wonderment. Life gets in the way and, as stated earlier, the experiences we have and the hardships we face can sometimes deter from that.
The idea of soaring in the air, though takes on different forms as we get older. In the case of the performers of the Red Light Show, it takes on the form of still flying, still dancing in a front of crowd, and letting their talents speak for themselves.
The same can be said for actors, artists, performers, musicians, and, to an extent, athletes. (We writers can't be included. We hide behind a keyboard.)
Even more so, I believe this childhood wonderment of imagination, believing in magic and living in a sense of awe transforms into something much more as an adult. Taking chances on the world, taking chances on yourself, and even being brave in the face of dangerous times to fight for what you believe in is a bit of magic in and of itself. Without it, people might stand for nothing and simply stand by when the going gets tough.
We might never recapture the magic of a Santa Claus, an Easter Bunny or a Tooth Fairy again in our adulthood, but we can certainly be on the look out for it. Escaping into a book, going to see a play, or taking in a night of burlesque are all ways to set aside the world for a few hours. It might never produce the same excitement of Christmas morning as a kid or seeing your favorite character at Disneyland, but we can certainly try.
Will I ever fly from a swing again? Probably not because I'm not sure insurance will cover it if an injury occurs (there's the adult talking again). But as long as I can dream, as long as I have an active imagination and as long as I allow myself to be amazed and astounded, the ability to soar through the air will never leave completely.
Continue to try to fly, to soar. Let the magic of the world be a viable aspect of your life. And if you have to go out and search for it, you might be trying too hard. Sometimes, it is best to let go of the chain and let the magic find you.

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Published on January 15, 2017 10:37

January 6, 2017

A Mockery of All That's Been Built

The early days of sending the United States of America back in time have begun. The wheels have been in motion since early November and are slowly starting to come to fruition. It all begins with this:
Hopefully, all supporters, and those who want to MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN, will go to D.C. on January 20th. It will be a GREAT SHOW!— Donald J. Trump (@realDonaldTrump) January 6, 2017
American never lost it's greatness to begin with. As a country, we were actually making progress. We were on our way to becoming a country of compassion, inclusion, productivity, and, as previously stated, progress. The steps you and Congress are taking are putting a big dent in that progress. The divisiveness so many of you solely blame on our current president is, in fact, a blame that partially lies on your shoulders. Instead of spending the last four to eight years stamping out proposed laws, programs, and such with an emphatic 'no', perhaps you could have done more to weigh the options, to have compassion, to not be stuck in the ways of historical southern conservatives. You'd probably find that if you were more open--and less cold hearted--you'd understand that the progress that was being built would not hurt you in anyway. Especially when it comes to diversity in this land.
I understand not all conservatives are like this. Many of you didn't want this "man" as president, either. I know people--friends and family alike--that despite their love of DJT and his agenda, still have caring hearts, still have compassion. I just can't find the reasons you'd vote for or support this man when you have that love in your heart. He's orchestrating the biggest reality show of all time and making Americans the stars of his folly.
Maybe that's what so many actually want: to be part of their own reality show.
Speaking of which, "Mister" President-elect, Inauguration Day is not a show. It's a chance for you to deliver a speech that speaks to entire nation, not just the 46.1% that voted for you. It's not supposed to be a spectacle to behold. Of course, that's how we as a nation go this point. Appreciating spectacle over substance.
Here's some more spectacle for you:
The dishonest media does not report that any money spent on building the Great Wall (for sake of speed), will be paid back by Mexico later!— Donald J. Trump (@realDonaldTrump) January 6, 2017
To be clear, Mexico did not ask for a loan. They didn't cozy up to DJT and Congress and say, "Hey, how about you front the money for your precious wall, then we'll pay you back."
The Great Wall (not to be confused with the one in China. Apparently coming up with new names is not something DJT is good at) is also not a movie that America is producing. Congress is not the executive producer, fronting the money in hopes of the completed wall making its money back at the box office. There is no box office. This is not a game. Mexico would have no obligation to pay back money for a wall in OUR country. Unless, of course, it's all being planned to set in motion a series of events to make a land grab (read: War) for Mexico.Is this really the America you desire?Bigots, racists, misogynists, and inexperience are now in some of the most powerful positions in this country. One man's promise to "drain the swamp" has instead turned into filling the swamp with more of the same.
Only six days into the new year and the pieces have started to fall. One of their first calls to action? The defunding of Planned Parenthood, eliminating, in turn, women's rights to access much more than just abortions. I'm guessing, in the eyes of the conservative male, Planned Parenthood's sole role is for the purpose of abortions (a medical procedure that is legal). The conservatives, as a narrative seen in many instances, are blind, narrow-minded, and can't grasp any other visions than their own. It is not clear to them, by defunding Planned Parenthood, they will be taking away services like breast cancer screenings, health check-ups, std testing, reproductive health exams and so much more. The most likely response: "Stop having sex. Oh, and get health insurance."
Of course, Congress is looking to take that away as well. The Affordable Care Act will be repealed, if the conservatives have their way. Was it a perfect national health care act? No. But for hundreds of thousands of people, it worked. And the hiccups were being worked out over the years. Slowly, yes, and it might have helped speed things up if all states had agreed to implement it.
There is a mentality in today's society that everything needs to work perfectly on the first try. A thing of this depth--like the Affordable Care Act--takes time to iron out the kinks. Instead of offering ways to help or find solutions to fix things, conservatives in power the last eight years simply said, "we don't like." (Much like their current president-elect. "I don't like it, but I don't have a way to fix it.")
More likely than not, the repealing of this act will make is so many businesses (and larger corporations) won't be required to offer health insurance. Of course, that didn't stop them when the act was passed from just limiting workers hours just to avoid offering health insurance.
Others with pre-existing conditions will go back to not being covered by insurance. Freelancers, which so much of the job force has become in this day and age, will pay out more for insurance or will not have opportunities to even get health insurance. 
The list goes on and on. There are conservatives that complain of welfare, yet we'll probably see this number swell when people are paying out of pocket for medical expenses. Or we'll simply see a nation slowly become sick, suffer more deaths, and see the homeless population swell. Is it a stretch to say this? Maybe, slightly, but it is certainly a road America is heading down if certain people can't begin to at least see a different viewpoint besides their won. Stop, for a moment, to think of others. Not saying go against your beliefs and destroy your morality. You can be moral and empathetic at the same time. Think of others and what they go through. Think of the war-torn refugees who seek a better life. Isn't that what you want in life? To always do better and provide the best you can for your family? I know it's what I want for mine.
America never lost it's greatness to begin with. In fact, the early decisions by the new regime are doing the exact opposite. Here's how: by leaving so many without health exam options. By leaving so many without insurance. By singling out one religious group for hate. By dividing our country into race and gender. By making our U.S. embassies less secure. By making our allies upset. By blocking eight years of Obama (who did a fine job, despite it all). By tweeting every banal thing that crosses your mind. By doing all of these things--plus many more--the people in power might very well be herding off the so called weak into a death march without even laying a hand on them physically. And that's not making America Great Again. It's giving it all the nudges necessary to push it off the cliff.
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Published on January 06, 2017 09:32

January 4, 2017

Dream Walk

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On occasion, I have found the initiative to enter flash fiction and short fiction contests. It was a driving force behind writing the 101-word Tan Daddy  a few years back. And it was the reason, last December, I took it upon myself to try my hand at another 101-word contest.
These have turned into nice little exercises, a way to free write for a few minutes and see what ideas form. I still prefer to write in much longer styles, whether it be full-length plays, feature length screenplays or novels. These pieces of flash fiction, much like ten-minute plays or short film scripts, are a nice way to mix things up as I continue on this journey of writing. 
And now, Dream Walk:

He walks, barefoot and full of vigor. The dry grass below his feet irritates but does not pain. In the background, a building is ablaze. Ashes rise, darkening the sky. The woman is now in sight, also steadfast in her approach, stoic and eager.

Their hands clasp and their bodies press together. Wispy strands of her chestnut hair brush gently against the man's face. "It's finally tomorrow," he says.

"It's too late. Tomorrow I will be with him," she replies.

"What about now?"

"Now is tomorrow with little change."

Our hands release, the ash falls and, turns out, dreams never meld.

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Published on January 04, 2017 20:03

December 31, 2016

The Ends and the Means

Point your ear to the sky. Choose one, left or right, it doesn't matter. Tilt your head skyward and listen carefully.
Hear that? The far away whispers bouncing between canyons and mountain peaks. That's the universe. She's reaching out, extending an invitation to converse, to engage, to be present in the moment. What is she saying? What is she telling you?
She is telling you to change. She is telling you to move forward, to keep marching on with your head held high and boots firmly entrenched. She is telling you to love and to let love in. She is telling you to fight. She is telling you to give up.
The murmurs are received from all angles. They are soaked in whiskey soaked brains, virginal hearts, and shattered souls. The thoughts and the universe meld, tugging, tearing, and tormenting.
The universe leads the way, the universe blocks your path. Is the design for you or are you the design? Hollow steps echoing in the hearts chamber.
Are you listening? Are you ignoring? Trails of clouds spell out the word 'no' as you continue to hope for the eternal 'yes'. Enough work, enough attitude, enough perseverance, and enough struggle will build on the shaky foundation. Does your desire tell you what you want to hear or what the universe is blatantly creating before you?
Point your eyes to the sky. Open up your heart. Boldness joins together with the light. The universe taunts with cruelty, sending loneliness via the route of rejection disguised as love, happiness, and the rest. A jagged path leads the way into harmonious living.
Once more. Get up, fall down, do it all again. Ears up, eyes up, hearts up.
High above, the beginning awaits. The universe smiles, a golden sunset deceived by only your lying eyes and a heart bursting with...hope.
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Published on December 31, 2016 14:39