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Halfway Mark (OctPoWriMo2014)-Day 15

Go ahead and take your spaceBecause here with me is not your placeMaybe I deserve better, but then again maybe I don'tMaybe you need to experience more, but maybe you won't
Here we are stuck in the middle with no one but usIf you leave now how do you expect me to ever trust?But if it's space that you need, then go aheadIt's worse regretting than waking up in an empty bed
We made it exactly to the halfway mark of foreverTime ticking away just turned into neverAnd I'm sorry to say that you're all...

Uninspired (OctPoWriMo2014)-Day 14

Completely uninspiredNot really sure what I aspireDraw inspiration from "here"But the wheels aren't cranking or turningI stare blankly, trying to think of something clever to sayNothing comes to mindThe quotes don't ignite a sparkThey don't hit a markSo I sit and wait for something to come to me...Waiting, waiting, waitingNothing.Wanted to say something about a battleBut it all seems overusedSo it looks like I got nothingWait a minute! Hey! I just got inspired by being uninspiredI guess that'...

Color Me Dead (OctPoWriMo2014)-Day 13

BlackThat's what you are to meBlueIs how you make me feelRedWhat a bright color to see whenever I'm around youPinkLight and lovely, a feeling that's rareGreenI should feel rich when I'm around you but I always feel cheapPurpleIn your eyes I should be royalty but that's not how you treat me GrayI've never felt so dull  BrownI'm worth the dirt on the ground to you so bury me in it
Go ahead and do it and get it over withI won't put up a fightBecause black has always been my favorite col...

Cheers! (OctPoWriMo2014)-Day 12

I'll do whatever it takes to get to youSlit a throat, rob a soul, whatever I need to doBecause this burning desire just won't go awayAnd it's eating me inside day after day
I lust for your endingNow I'm done with pretendingThat it doesn't mean that much to meBecause even when I close my eyes it's you I see
This wanting insideWill never subsideAnd this fascinationJust keeps me waiting
Some call it a dream, some say it's an obsessionI know I won't be happy until you're in my possessionMy head's of...

Their Eyes (OctPoWriMo2014)-Day 11

They tell them to stay in a child's placeBut their place is here with the rest of usWhen it gets bad they say "turn your face"But having to experience the world is a must
Maybe we should try to see it all from their eyesThink wide open thoughtsWith the purest of mindsEmbrace all of the things that we once fought
Give them a chance to be themselvesMake their own choices, make their own dreamsTake these old ways and put them on shelvesAnd let them shine their own light to gleam    ...

Self Expression (OctPoWriMo2014)-Day 10

Growing up was hard knowing I was differentI was up and then I was downBut it only took a matter of secondsI was a ticking time bomb that didn't make a sound When I was 16 the doctor said"You suffer from depression and anxiety"For the first time I felt relievedNow I had the answer to my inner rivalry So I embraced my dark sideAnd put a couple of strings of light around itThen called it "self expression"That's when I knew it was as good as it gets So I swallowed my little blue p...

Drop The Ego: Theme From RED

"My ego is nervous. Anxious. Guilty. My ego is red."-Peyton Hayley Giordano (RED)

So the last time I focused on the theme of mistakes and how we all have our favorite ones to make. I ended it by stating we can learn from those mistakes and start over if we learn to drop our e...<![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]>

My Weapon (OctPoWriMo2014)-Day 9

It gets hard that's why I do thisPut the pen to the paperBecause life doesn't turn out the way we want it toSo what else is there to do?
My life wouldn't be hereAnd my wrists wouldn't be cleanSo I use the pen as a bladeAnd recreate the disaster that's been made
Someone asked me why I continueWhen I'm not making a differenceBecause I need it to learnOr else I would set fire to myself and watch through a mirror while I burn
I have to do thisBecause life doesn't make senseAnd there's too much painA...

New IATG Post: Different? Definitely!

Here's the link to my new post for I Am That Girl. it's all about being different and what it means to conform while being a woman. Check it out here: Here's a new post for I AM THAT GIRL! It's all about conformity as a woman. Check it out: http://www.iamthatgirl.com/different_definitely

Sneak Peek of RED!

Today I am feeling very generous so I'm going to give you all a sneak peek on my upcoming novel, RED. It's the intro along with the first few pages. It's unedited so some things may change but I think it's a nice introduction to the novel. For those of you who read A Tragic Heart, you'll completely understand where this is taking off from. The rest you still have time to catch up, but for now I hope you enjoy it. So, here it is:

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